So I missed basketball tryouts a month ago since I didn't know when the tryouts were but my dad just heard abt it and strated calling me a screw up and I don't want to be in this damn house for 6-7 years, he said I was an embarrassment, I was pathetic and he made remarks on my lack of friendship.
Im sorry that ppl I don't like me cause I don't even know what I fucking did so please just stope. People dont like me end of conversation, I certainly didn't choose to be disliked so theres ne beed to rub it in.
Honestly Im seriously contemplating giving up since I cant leave this house for years and I don't want to be alive since theres no point. According to my dad I ain't getting anywhere in life since I suck at socializing so why don't I just kill my self, it would make it easier for every fucking one.
But the wirst part is when he apologizes right after since Im not over smth that happened only teo hours ago so please stop giving me ur meaningless apologizes