Vent book

Dam

I can barely type rn cause im shaking so bad and my eyes ate blurry but holy fuck I can't do this if mu brother wasn't home rn I would grab a lnofe from upstairs and just cut open every vein in my damn body I am fucking sick of this. I was actually happy for like three days but no that can't fucking last. Hopefully i saw my mom for the last time when she left for my brothers tournament