Judy
"Don't ask me Sam, ask her" he said pointing at me "she has a perfect explanation for what's going on, Don't you sweetie"? He taunted looking at me, the others too
"Judy what is going on"? Adrianna asked looking at me, I swallowed and looked at Andre, my eyes pleading with him
"Andre can we please go home and talk about this" I whispered and he just scoffed
"That's not my home anymore and I never wanna be around you, so stay the fuck away from me Judy" he spat trying to balance himself.
"Obviously you're drunk and you don't know what you're saying, just chill the fuck out dude" Sam said walking towards him but he just took a step back
"Don't tell me to chill, you're not the one she betrayed" he said pointing at me, I could feel the tears already blinding my vision.
"What are you talking about"? Adrianna asked before looking back at me "what is he talking about Judy"? She asked, the tears were already coming out as I wiped them off
"Andre let's just go home please" I pleaded
"Shut up Judy" he barked making me flinch "where is he? Did he dump you already after realizing just how much of a bitch you are"? He asked and I felt more tears drop, I swallowed the lump in my throat
"Hey man watch it, that's your girlfriend you're talking to" Sam snapped at him
"She's not my girlfriend Sam, actually she never was" he gritted out looking at me with so much hate, my heart broke
"Can somebody please explain what's going on here, cause I'm fucking confused" Kayla yelled throwing her hands up in frustration.
"Judy please tell me this isn't happening, what's really going on"? Adrianna whispered and I sighed out choking on my own sobs.
"Of course she didn't tell you" Andre's voice dripped with venom "your friend here has been fucking Jordan behind my back" he gritted out and I could hear Adrianna and Kayla gasp out, thank God the party was still loud, no one could hear us, just us
I closed my eyes and more tears dropped, I was afraid to open them because I knew they'd all be looking at me, expecting me to say something but I don't know what to say, am I even supposed to say anything.
"Tell them baby, tell them how much you enjoyed my friends cock more than mine" he spat
"Stop please" I whispered shaking my head
"Tell them how you erased my memory after I caught you guys together, tell them how many times Jordan fucked you behind my back" his voice got low in the end, I could see the tears drop from his eyes
"Tell them"!!!! He yelled making me flinch back
"Judy please tell me it's not true" Adrianna whispered, I shut my eyes and opened it again, she looked hurt and disappointed.
"I can't" I whispered and I heard her gasp shaking her head, she took two steps away from me
"I'm sorry" I whispered looking at them all, I never intended for it to get this far, I didn't mean to hurt anyone, most of all Andre.
He just scoffed "I'm outta here" he muttered before walking past Sam, Adrianna and when he got close to me, he gave me one last look and in that split second I could hear what he thought of me, he hated me, he loathed me.
He brushed past me and walked away from the swimming pool and back into the house.
I looked at my friends and they were all looking at me with a far away look
"Adrianna" I whispered taking a step towards her, she flinched from me
"Don't Judy" she muttered before walking away from me, Kayla didn't even say anything, she just walked away leaving me and Sam
Sam walked towards me and stopped in front of me
"He loved you, you know. Andre was so in love with you and you broke his heart" he muttered looking down at me, he was disappointed in me, I'd never seen him look at anyone like this.
"I know Sam and I'm sorry, I never intended to hurt him" I explained
"It's a little too late for that now Judy" he muttered before brushing past me and walking away from me.
I just lost all my friends
I just lost a man that truly loved me
All because of what?
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Flashback
"Andre stop you're gonna drop me" I squealed out as I grabbed onto his shoulder tightly, he laughed
"I won't drop you baby, I promise" he muttered and I squealed again as I almost fell off his arms
"Please put me down, you're fucking high and you're doing something this risky, I don't wanna lose a tooth" I whined trying to get off but he only held me tighter
"Baby even if I do drop you, which I won't, you will fall on the bed" he said reassuring me
"I don't care, just put me down, you're crazy" I screamed out and he just started laughing making his chest rumble
"Yeah I'm crazy for you baby" he rasped out cockily and I just pulled back and gave him a pointed look,he shrugged and kept on walking
"Baby it's just this last one left, if I can step over this last one then I'll put you down" he muttered trying to jump the circle on the bed, I could feel his legs shake and he lost balance
I screamed loudly as we both fell on the bed, I landed on him while bouncing and he groaned from beneath me
"Okay I did not expect that to happen" he muttered and I just hit him before trying to shove his off and get up, but his hands held my waist tightly
"Let me go you crazy fucker" I muttered struggling with him but he just chuckled and held me tighter
"I'm never letting you go baby, you're stuck with me" he said smugly before he kissed my neck, I struggled and wiggled my way out of his arms but he didn't let me
"If you don't stop moving baby you're gonna start something you can't finish" he muttered close to my ears and I felt his member poke me, making me jump and squeal out
"You're such a pervert" I muttered before hitting his chest playfully and he laughed before pecking my lips
"I know baby, I'm a pervert for you" he said wiggling his brows while smirking
He leaned forward and pressed his lips on mine, soon the kiss turned into a heated make out session.
His hands slipped into my top and he drew circles on my bare back, I gasped out and he squeezed my butt making me moan out low, I felt his cock jump making me pull away
I looked at him and his eyes had gone dark, he was looking at me with lust and passion
"Fuck, I miss you baby, when are you gonna be done with your period"? He whined and I just laughed before getting off him
"I still have a few more days to go, so I suggest you keep it in your pants till then" I teased before sitting on the bed
"I'm gonna go make dinner, you wanna join me"? I asked and he smiled before nodding his head.
I got up and started walking towards the door
"Damn baby you're ass is so fucking sexy" he groaned out and I just chuckled and gave him the middle finger
"I wish baby" he muttered making me roll my eyes as I walked out of the room
End of flashback
The tears just slipped out of my eyes and I sniffed before wiping it off.
I picked up my phone again and tried to call him but it went right to voicemail.
I sighed out.
It had been two days since the incident at the party, none of my friends had spoken to me or picked my calls.
I had seen them at school but they didn't even acknowledge me.
I haven't seen Andre tho, neither have I seen Jordan.
Though he has tried to call me but I didn't think I wanted to talk to him.
I needed to get my friends to forgive me first then maybe they can help me with Andre.
I didn't know how important he was to me until I lost him.
He hadn't come to the house either, the place was huge and lonely
His stuff was still here and the whole house smelled like him.
I am dying inside right now
I can't do anything right, everything In this house reminds me of him.
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I was walking out of class when I spotted Adrianna and Sam sitting at our usual spot, it's heartbreaking how much we all drifted apart in the last few weeks.
And it's all my fault
I took a huge breathe and walked towards them.
They had been avoiding me since the incident at the party.
"Hi guys" I whispered stopping in front of them, they both looked at me and then looked at each other, I heard Sam murmur under his breath before he got up and walked away leaving just Adrianna and I.
She got up too and wanted to walk away but I quickly stopped her
"Adrianna please just wait and listen to me, please" I pleaded in a whisper, she stopped as if contemplating before she turned around and faced me, folding her hands in front of her chest.
"I'm listening" she snapped and I sighed out looking around
"Can we go somewhere private please" I pleaded, she gave me a long hard look before breathe out and picking her bags, i watched her walk away, just standing there like a complete and total idiot
"Are you coming or not"? She asked and I quickly shook my head before running and following right behind her.
We walked towards the dorm and she took me right to her dorm room
We entered and thank God her roommate was not around.
Her corner of the room was painted nude, it was actually looking very Adrianna like, it was her style.
"You can sit down" she said sitting on the bed, I sat down gingerly still looking at her, I didn't even know where to begin
"You said you wanted to talk, I'm listening Judy" she snapped and I cleared my throat
"Adrianna, I'm sorry" I whispered playing with my fingers "I know what I did was wrong but I never intended to hurt anyone, Andre especially" I explained, she just rolled her eyes at me, she's not gonna make this any easy for me, but then again I wasn't expecting her to
"Why did you agree to date him if you knew you were gonna just break his heart"? She asked sassily and I sighed out
"You were already involved with Jordan but yet you agreed to date Andre"
"Jordan and I was supposed to be a one time thing, I never thought I'd end having feelings for him but I did and I tried everything to push those feelings away but I couldn't, even when Jordan made it clear that he's never gonna feel that way for me" I explained feeling the lump in my throat I swallowed and took a deep breath
"I don't have any excuse for what I did to Andre, but I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt him, I didn't mean to lie to him or make him feel like he didn't deserve me, Andre is the most nicest person I've ever met in my life and I took that for granted and now I regret it so badly I just...... I can't take it back, I wish I could...." My tears stopped me from talking as I choked on my own sobs.
I felt the bed dip and Adrianna wrapped her hands around my shoulders, my shoulders shook as I kept on sniffing and trying to stop the tears.
"Shhhh, it's okay, you don't have to do this" she whispered, I could feel the strain and sadness in her voice
"Adrianna I'm sorry if I hurt him and I know it doesn't really matter now but I wish I could turn back the hands of time and do things differently" I whispered as I wrapped my hands around her and cried my eyes out.
"It's okay Judy, I don't blame you, I just wish you'd talk to me about it, it definitely wouldn't have gone this far" she whispered and I just hiccuped.
"I know, I'm sorry" I whispered and she just cooed at me rubbing my back.
After a while of her just hugging me and consoling me, she pulled away and wiped the tears away from my eyes
"Hey, it's okay Judy, I'm sorry too for ignoring you all these days, its not your fault, I just kind of felt sad because you didn't think you could tell me about it" she whispered and I just sighed out
"Can we be friends again"? I asked and she chuckled before cupping my face
"Judy, we never stopped being friends, you will always be my friend, just like Andre" she muttered
"Do you think he'll ever forgive me"? I asked and she gave me a sad look
"I don't know Judy, you hurt him really bad, give him time and then go talk to him" she said giving my hand a tight squeeze
Maybe she's right
I'll give him time and then go talk to him
I smiled and hugged her again
"Thank you Anna" I muttered and she just chuckled
"You're welcome Judy"
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