TWO
No one knows how hard it is to live in a way that you wake up and then just overthink the whole day.
You have no appetite to eat.
You have no motivation to do the things that you want.
It's just the whole day you are lying down in bed thinking about how failed I am as a child and student.
No one knows how hard lying in bed the whole day is, and then people don't know you are suffering; you are in pain, and they only think you are lazy.
If they only know what is running through my mind, then they will understand how lost I am in this world.
No one will understand me, just like I never understand myself.