Eve

chapter ten

I hadn't opened my eyes yet. There were sounds. A man's voice. My mother's voice. My aunt's voice. I wanted to figure out what they were saying, so I didn't open my eyes and listen to them.
They were talking about me. I didn't understand what they were saying.
I heard the door go out.
I opened my eyes.
The lights up. I was annoying. As my eyes got used to the light there, I opened my eyes and threw them around.
It looked like a hospital. A little more soulless. I had a head attached.
I remembered Sana..That means where he was now. I was walking in the same thought when my aunt came into the room.
My aunt is my mother's only sister and her only friend. She's been close to me since i was a kid.
Her eyes were tears. I asked her, " what's going on?"
SHe said in a voice," nothing, honey..It'll work. We'll help you."
Nothing,I didn't understand.
Several men and women in white robes entered the room. One of the young men came up and said, "How Are you?"
I'm fine. What happened? Why am I here?"
She looked at me and said she'd explain it to me.
Then he told everyone to go out.
She sat next to me.
He started to morning you: "you've been here before. This is a psychiatric hospital. A..
I said, " somewhere like a hospital?"
He stared at me. It was clear from his eyes that he was heartbroken.
He continued:" almost..Look, you're an adult. You have no brain problems. But spirit and psyche. Your heart is in trouble. Because you're a rational person or you're different, I'm honest with you. You've had a failure in the past. An emotional breakdown. That defeat has been so profound that it still affects you. Every time you get a little better mentally, your brain is still being hit by emotion, and it's an illusion to you, like the failure of emotion. You've been here a few times, but you've never talked about your past. I mean, we actually couldn't figure anything out. And because you had no problem with your mind, you were discharged. But that's not how you can go on. Want to tell me something? I'm not telling anyone."
I looked into his eyes.
There was a minute of silence in the verdict room.
I told him that I hadn't been bothered by anything, and I had no problem.
I couldn't talk about anything.
He left the room.