Fourth call Mae Yui when they reach the hospital, they go to the room no she told him, she wait them outside the room and when they reach the room, they enter together
Gemini was lying on the hospital bed, he looks pale and got thinner than the last time Fourth see him, it's not even a month has pass, but Gemini change can be seen clearly
FOURTH'S POV
When we enter the room, my eyes fell only on Gemini, I didn't expect to meet him like this, this is not how I wish to meet, it'll be better to see him happy with others than seeing him in the hospital bed
His hand is pale and skinny, it looks like his bones we're just covered with skin, due to his thin skin and tissue,his veins seem popping and there's IV drip, it has been only three weeks since I saw him at Mexico, at that time he looks just fine, how can he looks so weak and fragile just within a span of three weeks
I try to reach his bed, but someone holding me back, when I look the owner of the hands, it's P'Ohm, there's still hate reflect in his eyes, but there's something more, he is angry, he clench his teeth and vein: 6s popping on his temple and neck, I think he tried to hold himself back not to burst out in the room, his grip become tighter and it's a bit painful now
"Ohm, release him, we're inside the hospital room" P'Perth said with a low tone while patting his shoulder
P'Ohm loosen the grip but still give me a warning look before letting go of my wrist, if looks could kill, I will already be under six feet
Why am I gotten hate for the reason I don't know when Gemini was the one who leave and start a new life, like I'm the one who force him to leave or make him sick
If I'm getting all these hate, can't I at least know the reason, so that maybe I can change the situation
I'm hurt too, but I still have to go through this, I want to ask Gemini many questions, I want to know the reasons why he left suddenly, and why did he get rid of all things which can get me connect to him, why didn't he contact me and......
There's many things I want to know
But I'm not even allowed to go near him
I look around the room in hope for some help, someone who let me allowed to go near Gem, I look for Mae Ning, she is always the one who support me before Gem leave, but when I saw her, there's only pain shown in her eyes, she didn't talk to me, she didn't even say hi, her eyes show he pain and sadness, I see nothing more
What is happening now, even Mae didn't talk to me, I really need some explanation here
When Uncle Nicky come to me, I got some hopes, but "Let's talk outside" that's all he said and left the room
I follow him out and we went to that floor balcony
He looks far away looking like he's having a deep thoughts, he don't talk to me nor look at me
We just stand like that for awhile, after some time he turn to me, there's no hate on his eyes when he look at me, that's somehow made me feel relief
But
"Fourth, thank you for coming, but I hope you didn't show up at the hospital again, we will act like you don't visit today since Gem is sleeping, I don't want him to see you here especially when you show up with Mark, I don't want him to be worse than this, I hope you understand"
That's what he said, what's all this, why would me showing up with P'Mark make his conditions worse
"What do you mean Uncle, you know Gem and I are always close friends when he's in the industry, you even told me I'm your other son"
"That's the problem Fourth, you being friends with Gem, I think you know that, I know I can't force you to feel what you don't feel, so I don't want my son to get hurt anymore, the pain he got was already enough, if he's getting more, I'm afraid that he will not be able to take it"
That's all he said and left me, I still don't know what he's talking about, is my presence in his life make him miserable, does all those time he spent with me hurt him, but why?
I still need to know more, the things I'm knowing now isn't enough, I need to ask more
I move from the balcony to follow Uncle but P'Ohm was standing there leaning on the wall with P'Perth beside him
"Do you hear what Uncle say? I hope you could do that if you really care for Gem" P'Ohm said and walk off, but before he go far, he turn to me and smile, I clearly know that the smile on his face was fake "oh... Sorry, I forgot that you don't really care about him, you must be so happy seeing him in this condition"
"Don't ever show your face before Gem" He snarled at me
"What are you talking about Phi, why am I not even allowed to see him now, what did I do so wrong, please tell me, I'll try to make it right, please P'Ohm" I shout it out loud and I literally beg him
"You already lost your chance that night" That's the only reply I got
"What chance are you talking about and which night do you mean Phi"
He come back with a long stride, he hold my collar tightlyand look into my eyes, "Don't act like an innocence Mr Nattawat, don't you get enough playing the victim while you are the real villain" He said with a cold voice, after he finish his words, he let go of my collar harshly and that made me lose my control and fell on the floor
"Go fuck off with your beloved P'Mark"
He left after saying that, he might punch me if this wasn't public place, but I still think it will be better if he beat me to pulp and let out his anger than him hate me
I look up when I hear footsteps, there's P'Perth holding his hand out for support, I took his hand, and get up from the floor
"Sorry for Ohm's behavior" He said with a soft tone, my eyes just get teary after hearing him talking to me with soft voice after hearing all harsh words and voice
"It's ok Phi, it's not your fault" I really mean it, cause he doesn't even do anything to me
"But Fourth, as you also know that Gem is his favourite junior, he treats him as his younger brother, when there's problem between him and Non, Gem was always besides him when he needs someone
He became more possessive after that towards his loved one especially Gem, he's afraid that he'll have to go through what he have been through, he know how hard and painful it is" P'Perth said
"I know that Phi, but what does it have to do with me, it's Gem who leave everything without giving me an explanation" I asked again, I need to know everything I could
"You think he didn't want to, Fourth, Gem already knows he will not be able to continue his journey with you and the gang, even that last concert, he was not supposed to join, but he know that will be the last concert as Msp gang, he beg his doctor to let him join you and the others
At that time his body was weaker than before, I think you also notice that he didn't eat like before, cause his body can't take much, and he excuse himself from practice many times with different reasons, all those time, he was diagnosed, his doctor tell him to just stop working, but he want to spent more time together with you and the gang, he wasn't allowed to get himself tired, if he gets too tired, it can be dangerous for his life
He was so stubborn that even if his doctor advise him many time not to exert his body, he still practice for the concert, he didn't want to worry you and the others so he never show his pain
But when he leave the company after practice, he will be direct to the hospital
Even if he's weak, he is happy to spent time with you, he love spending time with the other gang too but do you know that you are special, he's always enthusiasts about you
He will never stop talking when you become the topic, even on his weakest period, he will still talk about you, P'Ohm and I will just listen to him taking about you, but... "
I listen to him and I can't stop smiling when he said Gem used to talk about me to them but he stop his sentence, when I look at him, he eyes got teary, I can see that he tried his best not to cry, I just wait him to continue
(A.N: Just imagine them talking at the balcony where Fourth had conversation with Gem's dad)
He breath out hardly as if he's holdin for a long time, and look at the city lights, he continue after he took a deep breath and breath out for a while
"When the concert day arrive, P'Ohm and I come to watch the concert, it's my off day, but for Ohm, he have work to do, but he postponed to support his favorite juniors
We come to the changing room before the concert has start, you've already done changing, only Gem was there, you may not notice that he avoid changing when the others were present"
That's right, at that time I don't give a thought about it, but thinking back, he doesn't change when we were in the room, even when were in the middle of the concert and we need to change our dress quick, he will change in the bathroom and avoid wearing short sleeve even when it's hot
"He don't want you and the others to see the marks on his body, there are several marks from taking treatment, he was supposed to announced his conditions the day after the concert, but things has change...
He wants you to know his conditions before others and he try to tell you after the concert, we went out from the changing room to talk to you cause he wants to take you out before the after party has started, he said you told him to meet you at the rooftop, so Ohm and I accompany him to the rooftop, I think I don't need to say what's happening there since you knew it better than I do
What you don't know is Gem got a surprise for you that night, but he got surprise instead, which he, no... Not only him, you surprise us
Do you know he prepared for that surprise for a long time but that got destroyed when we open the rooftop door, not only his surprise was destroy, he's only hope was destroyed there too Fourth"
So that means he see what happen at the rooftop that night, but I don't remember telling him to meet me there
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I'm sorry for not updating at the time I say I'll update
As I said, english is not my first language so sometime I can't find words to use to construct sentence
so as an apologies, here's a long chapter compared to other chapter, I think you can understand the storyline now, but there's still some thing to reveal more
Anyway let's stop here again
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