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Jessica's POV.
The move into the new apartment is easy. The moving company does it all for me, for a hefty price, but it's worth it. They take great care of all my filming equipment and even set it up in my room. I'm back to filming in the afternoon.
The first week involves Edward and I learning to live with each other. It's not difficult, we're both very clean, quite quiet and enjoy our own company. He is in his office most days editing videos, and I'm in my bedroom making videos for my channel. We stay out of each other's way and meet in the kitchen at meal times. We eat together, which combats loneliness for both of us.
One evening, Edward goes out with a couple friends. He's kind enough to invite me, but I finished a make-up tutorial only an hour before and took all my make-up off. I don't have it in me to apply again, plus I'm wearing a face-mask. I'm a little embarrassed when he knocks on my bedroom door and finds me in my dressing gown with an orange face (from the mask) and my hair up in a top knot and scraped back with a headband. It's a look, that's for sure.
Edward doesn't scream or jump back in surprise. The only indication that my appearance amuses him is the slight widening of his eyes and a smirk playing on his lips.
God, he has nice lips.
I politely decline his offer and thank him for it, telling him that I'll definitely come next time. Crushing on and sleeping with my roommate is not a good idea, but his friends are fair game in my opinion and this girl's gotta eat.
I wait for Edward to leave and then pull out my toy box from underneath my bed. It's filled with all of the things that help get me off. My bullet vibrator is a personal favourite. Rolf, my seven-inch purple rubber dildo is useful when I'm feeling empty and need to be filled. There are also nipple clamps, clit-flickers and butt plugs.
The bullet is my choice tonight. I play with myself using only my fingers at first and read some dirty stories on my phone to get myself in the mood. I can't go straight in with porn, it's too intense and, if I'm not horny enough, way too cringey.
I edge myself, almost making myself cum at least twice before I swap from my book to a porn site. I load up a generic site and scroll through their featured videos, seeing if any of the titles or snapshots of the clips take my interest. One of the titles makes me laugh, I smirk with amusement as I read it.
Big Dick Ed-ergy takes busty brunette's ass virginity.
The clip of the video shows a woman with large boobs bouncing on some guy's lap. It zooms in on her face, which is very pretty, and focusses on the expressions she's making. The title itself is intriguing enough and I'm sold when I see how pretty the woman is, I click on the video.
I wait for the seconds to countdown on the ad and then click skip. The video starts off with the woman by herself, writhing as if overcome with arousal on the sofa. She looks lustfully into the camera and palms her breasts over her top. I use my finger to buffer the video ahead. She's naked, then the man comes in and all that is visible at first is his giant dick. The title wasn't lying, he definitely has big dick energy. I can only assume his pornstar name is Eddy or Eddie for the play on words to work.
I admire his cock as she sucks on it. It's darker than the rest of his body, a golden caramel colour with a browner head. It's not too big, like some microphone dicks you see. He isn't circumcised and the woman uses that to her advantage as she strokes his shaft. There are a few veins on his dick and it looks surprisingly soft to touch, although he is rock-hard erection-wise. His balls are pale brown and tucked up close to his dick, they move up and down as she sucks on him.
The sounds he makes are really hot. Most of the time, all you can hear in porn videos is the annoying, fake moans that women do. I don't understand how people find it attractive, all that heavy breathing and 'OH RIGHT THERE' in high-pitched squealing voices. It hurts my ears.
This woman is thankfully quite quiet, it's his sounds I'm enjoying. He lets out the odd grunt here and there as he strokes her hair back from her face. He speaks to her too, murmuring affectionate encouragements like 'You're taking me so well', 'You have no idea how beautiful you look' and 'That's it, keep going like that'. I find his voice both attractive and familiar.
The camera pans out so that you can see both of them for the first time. My heart lurches in my chest and my phone slips from my hand, falling onto my stomach. I wince as the cold screen presses against my hot skin. With fumbling hands, I pick up my phone again to stare at the video which has paused.
He has blonde hair which is clearly dyed and stubble which he no longer keeps, but there is no doubt about it, it's Edward Robson, my roommate. I can't stop staring, frozen in shock.
My roommate does porn?
I feel like a giant pervert as I press play again, but I can't stop myself, my curiosity gets the better of me. I watch Edward throw the woman onto the sofa and ram his huge cock inside of her. She moans and I bite down on my lip to resist moaning with her.
For me, watching porn is all about imagination. I either picture myself as one of the pornstars or clear their faces from my mind and use their actions to make a scene in my head involving me and some crush at the time (perhaps a character from one of the books I'm reading).
I've never watched a porn video where I have known the person involved. Seeing Edward on the screen makes it all the more easy to imagine myself in the woman's place because I know him. We could easily do this on our couch, which is only in the next room.
I'm crazy-horny by this point and grab my bullet. I press it against my throbbing clit and surprise myself by cumming only seconds later as Edward pounds into the woman on the video. She moans over and over again, and the same breathy moans fall from my mouth as the pleasure hits and makes my toes curl.
I pull the bullet away when my clit becomes sensitive and give myself a few moments to recover. I watch the video, my eyes glued to the screen. He picks her up while he's still inside her and carries her over to a messy bed. He lays her down and holds her throat as he ruts into her, his buttocks clenching with each thrust.
He has an incredible body. All lean and toned muscle. His tan makes me envious and he has tattoos located randomly across his back, on his chest and arms. I wonder if he used the blonde hair and stubble to hide what he looks like normally, so he wouldn't be as easily spotted on the street or something.
I recover quickly and press the bullet to my clit again. I mentally put myself in the woman's position and picture Edward fucking me instead. It's enough to have me climaxing hard. My back arches and I cry out to the empty apartment, fisting the sheets as I drop my phone again.
When the video ends, I click on his profile and scroll through all of the ones he has. There are at least twenty on this site, all of them with women, a couple with multiple. No guys though, which is interesting. I read the titles, fascinated with what my roommate has been up to the last few years of his life. I check out the dates they are posted and the oldest range back to five years ago and the newest is over two years' old. It doesn't appear he has released anything recently, at least not on this website.
I close down the page and open a new one. I type in his pornstar name 'Big Dick Ed-ergy' and scroll through the search results. There's a pornstar wiki page and I pull up his profile.
Eddie of Big Dick Ed-ergy is a retired pornstar who had a short three-year career. He signed to his first agency; Cock and Balls Co. at twenty-two and retired at twenty-five. Eddie announced that he has no intention to return to the adult film industry, much to the disappointment of his adoring fans.
Adoring fans? Wow. I blow out a breath and lock my phone. I relax in bed for a few minutes before getting up to wash my hands and my bullet. I look at my flushed reflection in the mirror and embarrassment catches up to me.
I just made myself cum like five times while watching my roommate have sex.
I hadn't thought about the fact I will have to face Edward tomorrow knowing that I not only know his previous job was doing porn and also knowing that I climaxed while watching it...multiple times.
Part of me wants to bring the topic up and ask him all about it. It must be fascinating to be on the inside of the porn industry is like, to get a peek behind the curtain so to speak. Another part of me figures that a person's sex life, no matter how public online, is still private to them and, if he wanted to talk about it, he would probably have mentioned it himself. I should respect his privacy and pretend I don't know about his past job.
When I fall asleep, I dream of having sex with Edward, something that makes my face red and makes me worry in the morning. This is a dangerous road to go down, I need to stop myself before something goes wrong.
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