OK 2 SHOW DAY TODAY AND I'M SO EXCITED
AND IM FEELING COMPLETELY BETTER EVEN IN THE HEAT
ok doors today is at 1, meaning we have to be at EartH at like 12 just because its all already set up and soundchecked from yesterday so yay
I slept in until around 9:30 which definitely meant i was feeling a lot better even though its a lot hotter today than it was yesterday
I had a quick breakfast knowing that we are all gonna get lunch at EartH and bring it up to the theatre 'backstage', aka we are gonna try eat in the audience and probably be told to go backstage
My outfit was basically 2 outfits in one so I could swap between Jonas and Niall Horan later so the vibe could fit both
I had a black corset top that had ribbons on the shoulders and a red mini skirt, and also a hat that read "the nick j show" which nick had already asked and said that he was gonna take from me during the acoustic set to wear
We all got to the venue at quarter to 12 after kevin convincing everyone to go a tiny bit earlier than we planned so theres enough time to get food
All us kids are here for this one besides Malti and DJ who again are with Sophie's parents since they are so young but theyve both been told that they will see a show on the tour anyway
Tonight was just gonna be me though since it was gonna be a bit late for the other 3 and it was gonna be a bit intense too since its a festival
we decided for today we were gonna do a proper entrance just before the show since theres 7 of us today so when doors opened we were just waiting backstage with the photographer who thought this would be a perfect chance since most of us were here
And then soon enough security was escorting the seven of us to our little reserved area to the side again
A lot of fans were screaming and cheering for us it was so weird like we're just people coming to watch the same thing they are
I was holding Pri's hand for support as I walked behind her walking in, Dani was behind me doing the same with Lena and Tina, and Sophie behind them holding Willa and helping Valentina since it was so crowded
Again the house lights faded and the stage lights turned on signaling the start of the set
I knew I'd seen it yesterday but I was still really excited
The brothers walked up the stairs and introduced the show and it started
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OPENING WITH SUMMER BABY YESSS. UR A FULL BLOWN PROBLEM. SKY LINE BABY BLUE. HEYYY. FEELS FOR U 👏👏 FEELINGS FOR U, IM CATCHIN FEELS FOR U 👏👏 FEELINGS FOR U, IM CATCHIN FEELS FOR U 👏👏 FEELINGS FOR U, FEELINGS FOR UUUUUUUU. NOW WHEN I GO TO THE RIGHT AND U GO TO THE LEFT IM CATCHIN FEELS FEELS FOR U, NOW WHEN I GO TO THE RIGHT AND U GO TO THE LEFT IM CATCHIN FEELS FEELS FOR U.
OMG LITERALLY ONE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVS FROM THE ALBUM SAIL AWAY. leave the mental need to just let go, pull me closer and give me the tempo, this love's come so far beyond and on and on. SPIRITUAL, MIRACLE. sail away sail away sail away sail away I sail away sail away sail away sail away sail away sail away ONE TWO THREE FOUR come sail away sail away sail away sail away sail away sail away sail away sail away sail away
Nick gestured for the hat after sail away so basically that meant a self titled song was next i think
iM dOnE. ONE TWO. THIS IS AN SOS I GAVE MY ALL FOR U NOW MY HEARTS IN TWO. soory for the MiScOmMuNiCaTiOn ONE TWO. NEXT TIME I SEE U IM GIVING U A HIGH FIVE CAUSE HUGS R OVERRATED JUST FYI. BETTER BELIEVE I BLED
IF WE CHASE THE STARS TO LOSE OUR SHADOW PETER PAN AND WENDY TUNED OUT FINE SO WONT YOU FLY WITH ME. maybe you were just afraid knowing you were miles away from the place where you needed to be and thats right here with me ✨. IF ITS YOU AND ME FOREVER IF ITS YOU AND ME RIGHT NOW 🎸🥁 ID BE ALRIGHT BE ALRIGHT.
EVERY NIGHT EVERY DAY HOW BOUT EVERY LIFETIME. well call me crazy... WHEN U HOLD ME ITS LIKE HEAVEN COMING DOWN 😏. ttooo fast. cause u show me something i cant live with out. acoustic is angelic. DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE NOW I GOT U HERE WITH ME NOTHING MATTERS ANY LONGER NOW I GOT U HERE WITH ME I THINK ABOUT U EVERY TIME I EVERY TIME I LOSE MYSELF AGAIN I LOSE MYSELF AGAIN. ooh ohh ooh ooh
IF THE HEART IS ALWAYS SEARCHIN CAN U EVER FIND A HOME?. when u look me in the eyes i catch a glipse of heaven i find my paradise when u look me in the eyes. Im GoNnA tElL u ThAt I LoVe U iN tHe BeSt WaY tHaT i CaN. MORE AND MORE I START TO REALISE I CAN REACH MY TOMORROW I CAN HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH AND ITS ALL BECAUSE YOURE BY MY SIDE.
bAbY gIrL iM jUsT a BiT cOnFuSeD. what did i do to ur heart what did i do to ur heart DID I BREAK IT APART DID I BREAK IT UR HEART what did i do to ur heart what did i do to ur heart DID I BREAK IT APART DID I BREAK IT UR HEART. BaYbAY whats going on?. this song will be stuck in my head all week now thanks for that
CUT MY HEART ABOUT 1 2 TIMES. the vocals on this song always are amazing. SO WHAT A MAN GOTTA DO TO BE TOTALLY LOCKED UP BY U. I love all these songs sm. OoOoOoOoOoH OoOoOoOoOoH TELL ME WHAT A MAN.
oh no i cry at this song every time.
kiss the tears right off your face wont get scared thats the old old old me, ill be there time and place, lay it on me all youre hold hold holding, tiiiimeee time only heals if we work through it nooow and iiiii promise to figure this out.
I WILL TAKE YOUR PAIN AND PUT IT ON MY HEART I WONT HEASITATE JUST TELL ME WHERE TO START I THANK THE OCEANS FOR GIVING ME YOU YOU SAVE ME ONCE AND NOW ILL SAVE YOU TOO I WONT HESITATE FOR YOU.
pull me close and ill hold you tight dont be scared cause im on your side know theres nothing i wouldnt do for you pull me close and ill hold you tight dont be scared cause im on your side know theres nothing i wouldnt do for you
i will take your pain
and put it on my heart
i wont hesitate
just tell me where to start
I THANK THE OCEANS FOR GIVING ME YOU YOU SAVE ME ONCE AND I SAVE YOU TOO I WONT HESITATE FOR YOU
i love that song so much and I was full on crying to it before the first chorus even started 😭
HEY NOW. but we alway know how to talk shit. 3 determined mothers with me today. FiIiIrReE. na na na na na la la na na na na na la la but you know its always gonna get figured out deep conversations at the waffle house hEaD sTrOnG fAtHeR aNd A dEtErMiNeD mOtHeR oh thats why some nights we try to kill each other you know its only love
I SEE U CALLIN I DIDNT WANNA LEAVE U LIKE THAT. YEAH YEAH. kevins vocals r always my fav part of this song. IM SO GOOD AT KNOWIN OF WHEN TO LEAVE THE PARTY bEhIiIiNd DONT CARE IF THEY NOTICE YEAH YEAH NO ILL JUST cAtCh A rIdE ID RATHER BE LONELY yEaH THAN WRAPPED AROUND YOU BODY TOO tIiIiGhT YEAH IM THE TYPE TO GET NAKED WONT GIVE MY HEART UP FOR BREAKIN CAUSE IM TOO GONE TO BE STAYIN STAYING. slay Joe. dancing on the edge TAKE IT TOO FAR messing with my head HOW I MESS WITH YOUR HEART, iM sOrRy alone in the dark Im SoRrY ay ay leave before you love me
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ok now im really sad
that was the last acoustic set with a big audience for who knows how long
but also i can maybe get them to do some acoustic practices if i really try honestly
Again we left through the barricade to get to backstage easier
the set finished at just after 3 since it went a bit over time, giving us a bit of time before we had to leave to get to cstb since everyone wanted to see the Adam Lambert and Anne Marie sets and ofc the Niall Horan set
so we wanted to get there at around 5 so we have time to get to our seats and everything and for the brothers to get backstage to their dressing rooms so they can watch the show from there
After taking a bit of a breather at EartH for like half an hour or so and then we were on our way to Wembley stadium
omg i was going to be at Wembley thats actually so cool and i was so excited
We all drove to Sophie's parents house first to drop off the rest of the kids and get an uber to the stadium because theres no parking there
We got there with perfect timing at 5, Nick also said he had a surprise for me as he dragged Pri and I backstage once we were there
Theres no way that this is happening
Is there?
It cant be, right?
"Jess theres someone that I want you to meet, Niall this is Jess, Jess well you know who this is" Nick laughed seeing my face completely awestruck
"Uh um hi?" I stuttered as Niall gave me a hug hello
"Hi" He laughed, "So a fan?"
"Oh yeah" I replied stepping back next to Nick in shock "I actually cant believe I'm meeting you right now, I don't even know what to say"
"Well its great to meet you, Nick told me you can sing too. if you ever try for the voice youve got an in with team Niall" he smiled laughing, "Also this is for you, your parents got it for you and asked if I could sign the vinyl for you"
He passed me a pretty big bag and I actually was in shock, there was the lavender hello lovers cardigan and a 'the show' vinyl that he did sign
wow
"oh my god thank you so so so much, and really thank you" I paused considering what I was about to do and thought maybe not right now its not the right timing, "Nick and Pri, like really just wow"
~Nick~
ok that was the first time someone calling Pri and I Jess's parents that hasnt bothered her at all even though it barely happens, thats just wow
I quickly made eye contact with Pri who also picked up on it, both of us trying to contain our smiles
~Jess~
"Of course, it adds to your collection of cardigans" Pri laughed
"Um if its not too much to ask after all this but can I get a photo with you" I asked hoping
"Oh yeah definitely lets do this"
We took a few photos in different positions, a normal one, peace signs bc ofc, and a heart hands one
"Thank you so much for all this, have a good show" I told Niall as we finished talking and Pri wanted to go find our seats since it was almost time for the Adam Lambert set
"Hope you have fun" Niall smiled as he went back to his dressing room
"Have fun babe, we'll see you after the show" Pri kissed Nick good luck
ok I'm gonna do it now, I'm actually gonna do it
I gave Nick a big hug good luck whispering "have a good show dad, break a leg, love you"
I didnt want Pri to hear just so it would be a surprise for her later when I find a good time for it
I could just see Nick's face completely in shock but also putting it together why I whispered it so he quickly played it off casually
"Love you too, see you soon"
~Nick~
oh. my. god.
she called me dad
Jess called me dad
shes let us in completely
and she called me dad before she called Pri mum
ah shit i have to keep this a secret until Pri tells me that jess called her mum
ok where the fuck is Kevin and Joe I need to tell someone
I smiled watching the two of them walk outside to find their seats
I basically half ran to where our dressing rooms were, knocking on both their doors at once, somehow both of them opening at the same time
"JESS JUST CALLED ME DAD WHAT DO I DO NOW" I blurted out
they both looked at each other and smiled, nodded and instantly enveloped me in a hug
"Oh you know what this means," Joe laughed smiling
"we officially got a teenager in the family" Kevin answered
"and shes actually accepted being in our family, Pri and I can actually talk about adoption now, she'll actually be our kid." I said still in disbelief
~Jess~
Ok I may have forgotten that Adam Lambert is now the lead singer of Queen
so i really did not expect him to start singing dont stop me now
Ok maybe all his set were covers but honestly most of them were songs that I loved from when I was younger and ofc absolutely loved the 2 Queen songs he did
The anne marie set gave me so much nostalgia i was so happy
she sung FRIENDS, rockabye, and 2002
those songs were like a massive part of my childhood
honestly this whole night is gonna have songs from a massive part of my childhood
Like between Niall's set, which was gonna tie as my fav set of the night with Jonas ofc, and the Jonas set that was definitely gonna have the absolute bops from my childhood
After the Anne Marie set we all quickly got something to eat backstage with the brothers during the Jax Jones and a bit of the FLO sets
Nick was visibly happier than normal, giving me a massive hug as soon as we got to the dressing rooms
We ate pretty quickly, rushing back out to our seats for the Niall set
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the screen lifted and Niall's set started
ahh hes so cute ok this intro is amazing and his outfit is just ahhh
nice to meet ya. i love this song. his vocals are just ahh. J'ADORE LA MERE. you dihihisapear. the 1d roots are showing here. 👏👏👏. oh I love him so much. the management in 1d that didnt let him sing was so wrong.
WERE DOING AMAZING NIALL. AND LETS GET THE JOBROS AND CALVIN OUT HERE, NO NIALL YOUR FIRST
heaven. AHHHHHHH. STRANGE LIGHT THAT FLOATS AROUND U. YOUR MADE OF SOMETHING NEW. GOD ONLY KNOWS WHERE THIS COULD GO. YOU AND ME GO UP IN FLAMES HEAVEN WONT BE THE SAME. I BELIEVE I BELIEVE THAT I COULD DIE IN YOUR KISS. his vocals are just amazing i love. NO IT DOESNT GET BETTER BETTER THAN THIS. ahhh his smile is just ahhh.
our song. heeeead. baby its just a song on the radio. HI ANNE MARIE LOVING THE COWBOY OUTFIT (joe would be jealous). huh. the prechorus>>>. WHOOOOO
this town. "to my first ever singer as a solo artist" ITS HAAAARD. THIS SO ROMANCE BOOK CODED. SO FAR FROM THE STARS. IF THE WHOLE WORLD WAS WATCHING ID STILL DANCE WITH YOU DRIVE HIGHWAYS AND BYWAYS TO BE THERE WITH YOU OVER AND OVER THE ONLY TRUTH EVERYTHING ILL EVER DO. im crying. niall i love you. again his smile is just everything. EVERYTHING COMES BACK TO YOU MMMMMH.
story of my life. AHHHHHH NO WAY NO FUCKING WAY. WRITTEN IN THESE WALLS ARE THE STORIES THAT I CANT EXPLAIN LEAVE MY HEART OPEN BUT IT STAYS RIGHT HERE EMPTY FOR DAYS SHE TOLD ME IN THE MORNING THAT SHE DONT FEEL THE SAME ABOUT US IN HER BONES BUT IT SEEMS TO ME THAT WHEN I DIE THESE WORDS WILL BE WRITTEN ON MY STONE. AND ILL BE GONE GONE TONIGHT. this is my all time fav 1d song im crying. UNTIL SHES BROKE INSIDE. leave my heart open but it stays in its cage. IN THE MORNING I SEE US IN THE LIGHT UPON THE HILL. these note changes are giving me life. AND ILL BE WAITING FOR THIS TIME TO COME AROUND CAUSE BABY RUNNING AFTER YOU IS LIKE CHASING THE CLOUDS the story of my life ill take her home ill drive all night until shes warm in time its froooozen. niall your killing me here. the story of my life.
OH WE ARE HAVING SO MUCH FUN
meltdown. WHEN IT ALL MELTS DOWN ILL BE THERE. YEAH. OOOOOO. ONE BROKEN GLASS TURNS TO TOTAL COLAPSE KNOW THAT THIS TOO SHALL PASS IM TELLING YOU KNOW TELLING YOU NOW WOOOOO WHEN IT ALL MELTS DOWN ILL BE THERE. vocals are serving. WHEN THERES WOLVES ON YOUR TRACK CATCHIN UP FAST BABY DONT YOU LOOK BACK DONT YOU LOOK BACK, WHEN YOUR HITTIN A WALL AND EVERY STAR FALLS DONT YOU WORRY AT ALL. YES NIALL DANCY DANCE.
"ello you right?"
slow hands. DANCY DANCE. WE SHOUDL TAKE THIS BACK TO MY PLACE. BECAUSE I WANT U BAD YEAH I WANT YOU BABY SLOW SLOW HANDS. I KNOW THERES NO STOPPIN YOUR PLANS AND THOE SLOW HANDS. oh my god im dying dead deceased. YEAH. TAKE ME HOME TAKE ME HOOOME.
nooo niall dont go i love you so much
he must be protected at all costs
(a/n the video of Niall's set -> https://youtu.be/_VuL7Z-qYCU?si=tOmH5GOub0V1uoC9 )
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(a/n ok i'm finishing writing this chapter at 11pm after finishing iron flame which broke me so we are being kind to the rest of this chapter please and thank you)
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ok this intro is amazing yes Kev
sucker. 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏. my childhood is just made with this song. BOUT U BOUT U. ITS TRUE IM A SUCKER FOR YOU. Nick is having the time of his life up there just vibing. JOE WITH THE WHISTLE YES. enoOoOoUuUugh. YES KEVINS GUITAR AT THE END
what a man gotta do. OMG THE INTRO WAS ACTUALLY FLAWLESS. they really are fighting over here with the mics. Kev with his little spinny spin. I love this song every time i hear it. OOOOOOOOOOOOO BUHBUHBUHBUH OOOOOOOOOOOO BUHBUHBUHBUH. the vocals are slaying for all 3 of them
"wheres all my sexy people tonight make some noise"
jealous. YES DADS SOLO. he looks so happy yay. OMG YES THE UNCLEAN VERSION. OMG YES JEALOUS JOES VERSION. gyirl CALL IT PASSIVE OR AGGRESSIVE. Nick really looks so happy i love it. baybay. I TURN MY CHEER MUSIC UP AND IM PUFFIN MY CHEST GETTING READY TO FACE YA CAN CALL ME OBSESSED. nick over here with the high notes. joe just floating. I STILL GET JEALOUS
WE ARE HAVING AN AMAZING TIME SO FAR
WHOOOOOOOOOOO
cool. THE VOICE CHANGE AUTOMATICALLY TO THE OLD JB IS SO FUNNY TO ME. yeah. rEd DrEsS on ya. this was perfect timing to actually find out who jane Fonda is and how gorgeous she was when she was younger. AND EVERYTIME THAT SONG COMES ON ITS ABOUT ME, joe u got a lot of songs written about you especially my fav taylors. SITTING THERE WINNIN LIKE ITS GAME OF THRONES slay Sophie AND NOW THAT WE MADE IT HOW COMPLICATED WAS LAST YEAR last year was complicated. LATELY IVE BEEN FEELIN SO omg joe the rhaspy voice i love. oh they are really fighting with these mics rn. WHEN I GROW UP I WANNA BE JUST LIKE ME. AYWH.
"yk london its a little toasty today in London but i think we can turn the temperature up just a lil bit"
burnin up. IM HOT YOUR COLD YOU GO ROUND LIKE YOU KNOW WHO I AM BUT YOU DONT YOU GOT ME ON MY TOES 👟 HEYYY. I FELL i fell SO FAST so fast CANT HOLD MYSELF BAaAaACK HIGH HEELS high heels RED DRESS rEd DrEsS awww we didnt get a red dress i feel betrayed. breAAAAth. babe. JUMPY JUMP. bayby. BURNIN UP IN THE PLACE TONIGHT AND THE BROTHERS SINGIN LOUD AND WERE FEELIN RIGHT GET UP AND DANCE DONT TRY AND FIGHT IT BIG ROBS FOR REAL AND THATS NO LIE STOP DROP AND ROLL AND TOUCH THE FLOOR IT KEEPS ON BURNIN UP MORE AND MORE I GOT JB WITH ME LAYIN IT DOWN COME ON BOYS BRING THE CHORUS AROUND.
year 3000. jobro until the year 3000. the intro is iconic. JUMPY JUMP. pov Joe: ^flux capacitor^. HE SAID IVE BEEN TO THE YEAR 3000 NOT MUCH HAS CHANGED BUT THEY LIVED UNDERWATER AND YOUR GREAT GREAT GREAT GRANDDAUGHTER IS DOIN FINE. took me to the future in the flux thing and i saw everything BOY BANDS AND ANOTHER ONE AND ANOTHER ONE and another one. maybe controversial but year 3000 jb>>>>>year 3000 busted. I TOOK A TRIP TO THE YEAR 3000 THIS SONG HAD GONE MULTI PLATNUM EVERYBODY BOUGHT OUR SEVENTH ALBUM IT HAD OUTSOLD KELLY CLARKSON. YEAAAAHHHH. wAtEr. dOiNg FiNe DoInG fInE.
cake by the ocean. DNCE YAY JINJOO. JOE CRICKET. OH NO this was my childhood. aaaaaah. TALK TO ME BABY IM GOING BLIND WITH THIS SWEET SWEET CRAVIN. WALK FOR ME NOW. joes vocals always kill me here. I WANNA NOTHER TASTE IM BEGGIN YES MAAM IM TIRED OF ALL THIS CANDY ON THE DRY LAND DRY LAAN OOOOH. HUH. AAAAH. HUH. WOAAAAA. joe dancy dance i love. WALK FOR ME NOW. GO FUCKIN CRAZY. AHHHHHHH AHH. CAKE BY THE OCEAN. NOW ITS YOUR TURN TO SING IT TO US. SING. I SAID. LITTLE LOUDER. TALK TO ME GIRL. TALK TO ME BABAYYYYYY. GO WILD. WALK FOR ME NOW. THE CONFETTII>>>>>. JINJOO'S GUITAR SOLO I LOVE EVERY TIME YESSS BESTIE.
waffle house. wow nick started a whole only audience intro. NOW DONT GET STRESSED ITS GONNA GET FIGURED OUT. WE ALWAYS KNEW HOW TO TALK SHIT. HEY NOW. DETERMINED MOTHER NEXT TO ME. joe pushing nick at kill eachother>>>. fIiIiIiRe. they are all so happy my fav people ever. OH NA NA NA NA. YESSS JOE.
LOVE YOU GUYS MORE
AWW HUG.
(a/n the video of the Jonas set -> https://youtu.be/rf3oVIJRFvU?si=c7JOdPaekCDtMa0a )
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ok nows a good time as any
"you know your my determined mother, mum" I turned to Pri between sets
"Oh my god, I love you" She said barely containing her hapiness, almost picking me up in a hug.
"I love you too mum."
I did it, I found a new forever family even if my old one is back home, I'm happy to call this my new home without forgetting about everyone that I left behind.
After Mr I Forgot You Existed's set (aka Calvin Harris's sorry could not resist there)
who's songs were again a decent amount of my childhood too without me even knowing so wow for that.
We all quickly went back to the hotel so we could all get ready for dinner, they were gonna drop me off at Sophie's parents too on the way to the restaurant they are going to as only adults which i was kinda happy about since it had been a long weekend
All kids were also gonna sleep overnight so the adults get a night to themselves during this trip which was understandable,
I was sharing one of the guest rooms with Alena and Valentina, with me on a blow up on the floor,
and then the littles were gonna be in the room between us and the grandparents and I had a feeling I would be the one checking in on Malti but I didnt really mind
I got changed into more comfortable clothes that I counted as pjs and packed my overnight bag after having a shower quickly
It was pretty late by the time I got dropped off, sneaking into our shared room after quickly checking in on Malti who was fast asleep luckily
Alina mustve not been able to get to sleep yet since she sat up when I walked in
"How was the show?" She asked me with a hint of sleep in her voice
"It was amazing, how come your still awake, cant sleep?" I asked
"Thought you might wanna share the bed with us and not the floor so I stayed up, dont tell mum and dad please"
"Awww thanks Lena and I wont dont worry, are you sure theres enough space?"
"Me and Tina share my bed all the time when she cant sleep and this bed is massive so its more than we normally get with sharing,"
"Ok ok, but you have to promise your still gonna sleep with me there,"
"Promise" she smiled scootching over in the bed to make room after I got all my stuff ready for bed
"Good night Lena"
"Good night Jess"
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HEYYYY GUYS
THANK YOU FOR READING THESE WEEKLY CHAPTERS THAT HAVE BEEN SCHEDULED FOR WHILE IM AWAY AND THANK YOU FOR STICKING AROUND DURING MY LIKE 3 MONTH LONG HIATUS IK THAT ALWAYS ANNOYS ME WHEN FICS DO THAT SO IM SORRY THAT I DID IT TO U
(the end didnt need to be in full caps but also its midnight now and im tired)
ok so these weekly travel instalments have officially come to an end
and I hope you enjoyed the 5 new chapters they have brought you even though they arent much more than filler chapters while im getting back to writing during and after exams
I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO SO SO MUCH
AND THANK YOU ALL FOR READING
i cant promise when the next chapter will be since school starts a week after i get back so a week after this chapter drops meaning i dont have a lot of writing time but it should be coming soon hopefully
I do have a plan for the next few chapters so its just on me to write them so we'll see how long that takes me
ANYWAY HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE WEEKLY CHAPTERS BC I KNOW I ENJOYED WRITING THEM BC THAT MEANT NO WRITING ON HOLIDAY IN FRONT OF MY FAMILY SO YAY
LOVE YOU GUYS
BYEEEEEE
💜
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future jess here, not writing for these 5 weeks is driving me crazy like rereading what i've wrote isn't doing it for me so as soon as i'm not sick from plane i'll start writing the next chapter so i don't go crazy :)
ok bye bye -from washington dc
also if u just saw this published for a sec... no u didn't
(ok i just realised i published this a day early so your welcome ig 😭)