May 17, 2022
Kamryn's POV (8:45pm)
📍Beyonce's House 📍
Today is Mother's Day and I don't wanna be here in this house with them at all. it's the regular group you know everyone is here. I'm in my old room which now looks like a regular guess room. I been in here since I got here. I took me lil nap and stuff.
I just woke up and started crying out of nowhere. I don't know why, well it's a lot of stuff I could be crying for but right now I don't know. I feel stuck like I don't know what to do or how to feel at the moment.
Lemme tell yall how it's been these past 3 or 4 days. okay so after Taylar birthday I went home alone and cried. that day just wasn't for me at all. Lani wasn't cooperating with me at all. the whole day she just wasn't listening to me, and I didn't know why. so, she stayed here with Rumi and them cool.
The next day my mom told me to come to the house for something, so I came, and she started apologizing for what she said to me and for slapping me. I forgave her but I didn't forget about what happened. My mom said the me and my dad had to bond so I'm going to his job with him on Wednesday. I don't get why I have to bond with him or even try when he has been absent the whole time I was here.
Anyways that was that day then my mom made me come back home. She wants me to go to therapy, but she has to go back on tour, and we have to go with her because my dad has some things to do. He said he gon come sooner or later which I don't believe at all.
I got a knock on my door, and I wiped my eyes. I went and opened the door and seen Lani. She looked like she was mad at something.
"what's wrong' I asked.
"Can me 'tay here" she asked I nodded my head, and she came in and started playing with some barbies that was on the floor in the corner. We basically share a room, but she has her own room which she never sleeps in.
I went to my bathroom and brushed my teeth. Then went back into the room and ate an edible. I needed to be high right now. Aliyah and Taylar stopped talking to me for whatever reason.
Me and Aliyah jus talk when I need an edible and then she started charging me. I didn't really have a problem with her charging me but why start now when all the other times she said I was a free costumer.
My door opened and I looked over and seen it was Sarai. I smiled at her. She has been talking to me more and understands what happened between me and my mom wasn't my fault.
She apologized for what she said and shit. We not together we jus friends who kiss and claim each other without actually claiming each other.
I like her but I don't wanna move too fast with her and then she break my heart jus like Taylar did. I think im jus going to focus on myself and try to get my relationship back on track with my mom.
My dad I don't really care about the relationship with him. He give me the ickk and I dont like it. I gotta feeling he cheating on my mom too and if I find out he is imma beat his ass with a 2 by 4.
I get that me and my mom not on good terms right now but we gon get there and imma make sure of it. i jus gotta make sure im in my right mind.
i dont want this baby.
I got a sharp pain in my stomach.
"Ahhh!" I yelled.
"What's wrong" sarai asked.
"My stomach" I said.
"Your bleeding!" She yelled.
"Bey!!" She yelled.
"Please ahhhh!! I yelled again. "l-lani go get Gigi" I said.
"Tay" she said running out.
"Okay so imma wipe the blood up." Sarai said.
"What's wrong?!" Bey asked "okay come in we have to get iu to the hospital" she said. She picked be up. I started feeling a bit nauseous.
They got m in the car and I felt like I was going to pass out.
"Why is she losing so much blood" jay asked.
"She's having a miscarriage" bey said
"Okay where here"
I felt myself being carried out the car. My stomach really hurts.
"Please.. help me" I cried.
"I'm trying promise Kamryn"
Before anything else I passed out.
Sarai POV
I'm really scared. I'm tired of her being hurt. It's like she can't catch a break.
I just want her to get better. I need her to get better.
The doctors came back. They said she had a miscarriage and they had to remove the baby.
They also said she's going to be in pain and to keep her off her feet and she can only drink liquids because she had too many surgeries on her
She can get discharged in about a week.
I just need her to get better. I sat in her room beside her bed. Bey was in here on the other side.
I held her hand as I rested my head on the bed while on my phone. I was watching a YouTube video of Dharr Mann
"Sarai" Bey called out to me.
"Hm"
"You hungry" she asked.
"No ma'am" I said and went back to my video.
"You gotta eat baby" she said.
"I know I just can't eat right now" I said.
"That's fine but I'm still gonna get you some. You're gonna eat it sometimes tonight" she said. I just nodded my head and got back to my video.
I'm not tryna be rude but I didn't wanna talk right now.
"Owe" Kamryn said. "Mommy" she called out.
"I'm here baby" bey said. I let her hand go as bet tend to kamryns needs. "Want some water"she asked. Kamryn nodded her head then turned to me and held her hand back out.
I smiled and grabbed it. Bey pushed the button for the nurse to come.
Bey gave her some water and Kamryn thanked her. The doctor came in and checked her vitals.
"Your doing great for you to just come out of surgery. We wanna keep you for a few days just to make sure everything is going great." The nurse. "Is there anything I could get you"
"Some warm blankets" bey said.
After the nurse came back with the blankets. She gave one to me and one to bey. Since the bed Kam is in was big I got in with her while bey laid on the couch.
We watched videos until we fell asleep. I made sure not to hurt her all through the night.
The nurses kept coming in here and checking on her through the night but everything was good.
Thoughts?
The miscarriage?
Kamryn?
Beyonce?
Sarai?
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Byeeee!!