Isabella's pov :
I woke up in the morning on my bed still in my clothes and under the blanket
I don't remember coming up here so after the walk I must have fallen asleep and adrain must have carried me up here I guess or maybe I just lost my memorie
I hop out of bed ready to get through another day of torture.
I just hope it goes by smoothly and maybe I might find an escape plan
I walk out my room after tidying myself up abit and doing the usual
I see no one but a guard who stands outside my room with a cold and emotionless look plastered on his face
I nod at him and just walk down the stairs
Looking around for any details that might help me and summer leave this place
I reach the dining room and see Alexander and Emilio still here and of course killian and adrain but as always the only person I pay attention too is summer
I walk over to her lazily and give her a tight hug
I end the hug and go to make my coffee hearing Emilio say "no hug for adrain I'm sorry man" sarcasticly and I just give him a side eye before finishing up and sitting down
Beside adrain as everywhere else is full, I roll my eyes before staring at summer
Mouthing 'dickheads' to her she just laughs and digs in to her food
I am still cautious of the food and eat slowly
When everyone's finished after eating in complete silence adrain speaks up
"tomorrow WE will be attending a important ball, no ones getting out of it" he said and I look at him knowing exactly what ball we are attending
The one ball I was hoping to avoid
I look at summer and she looks at me too in annoyance "who will this ball involve?" she asked knowing the answer "most mafia's and important gangs" killian spoke and she groaned
So did i.
"great" i said "do we have to go? " Alexander asked in a serious tone and adrain nodded Alexander nodded back
"girls your dresses will be delivered tomorrow morning" adrain informed us we nod and quickly I am making my way out the room summer following along
"i'm going upstairs" i shouted and then both me and summer run upstairs walking into my 'bedroom'
The boys barely see the us for the rest of the day
The next morning...
I am now looking at myself in the mirror and all I see is the past
I am a living reminder of the past
The past I oh so badly want to forget and leave behind but I look down to the hundreds of scars that cover my entire body and all that comes to mind is the past
The pain.
I shake my head and hop in the shower I was meaning to get in 5 minutes ago
The hot water running down my body hugs me I imagine maybe it's my father hugging me
Maybe my father and mother do love me, maybe they did it too give me a better life
I must admit this life isn't 'better' in any sense but surely they couldn't have just given me away
I want a family
I don't want to feel his hands on me any longer
I don't want to remember where I was when I first met summer I want to forget it all
I do not wish to forget Zoe though
She must live on in some way and that is my mind, my memories
I want a normal life, I want to actually have a childhood, I want too have actually gone a park when I was 7 with a loving family
That is not what happened at all though was it.
Instead I was stuck.
A toy for men at the age of fucking 5 and above
I was a child!
I still remember everything.
I feel a scream want to escape from the frustration and anger I feel but I just lock it back away
I rush out the shower after doing everything I need too and then I grab a towel and walk out seeing a large box on display at the end of the bed
I carefully remove the top and see a dress
A gorgeous, magnificent and most likely expensive dress
The dress ^^^
It's unbelievable.
Breath taking.
I shake my head and decide I should start getting dressed, I get changed after little struggle
It fit perfectly and I'd worry about how adrain got the fitting so well if I wasn't in such a rush
I decided to wear a glowly makeup look but nothing to harsh
Her makeup look ^^
Now just to decide what to do with my hair.
I end up going with a volume look and just let it be other then that
I grab the white heels I was planning on wearing and grab some back up converses aswell
The last time I dressed up like this....
Nevermind.
I walk out and see summer looking just as gorgeous!!
Summers dress ^^^
Summers makeup ^^^
Her hair all curled I loved it so much
As we made our way down the stairs I felt empowering something I don't always feel
"you look amazing" I complemented her looking at my feet "girl be for real you look stunning" she said with a smile and I smirked and then we reached the end of the stairs looking up
Seeing all the boys in a slight trance
Adrain snaps out of it grabbing me by the waist I roll my eyes and get away from him
Grabbing summers hand and walking out hand in hand with her
"they are glowing!!" Emilio shrieked in excitement and as me and summer heard him we turned to eachother and laughed
"are we not always 'glowing'" i said and Emilio gave me a sarcastic smile saying "well..."
We give him fake gasps before getting in the car with summer and then the boys jion us
The entire ride to the ball is just silent and then we arrive.
I am so not ready for tonight
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I finally updated sorry for not doing it earlier
I just been busy but anyways hope you guys enjoy.
Thoughts?
Love you all ❤️❤️