My baby's heartbeat filled the doctor's room and I instantly fell in love, it don't even feel like an accident
"When do you think my stomach will start to get bigger?" I asked the ultrasound tech
"Usually around the thirteenth week, but there's mommies who didn't show at all during their pregnancy, so don't be worried if you don't start to show by then." She sent a smile my way
"Okay." I nodded, smiling back
I looked at Maceon who was looking at the ultrasound machine, I smiled at how interested he look
The ultrasound tech asked me if I wanted my pictures and I said yes, she wiped my stomach clean and I pulled down my hoodie
"We real life got a jit on the way." He shook his head as she walked out of the room
"It's nothing we can't handle, we're good people." I nodded
"Hell yeah." He put his hands on my stomach
"You still flat as hell, already knowing you gon' be mad when it start growing." He stated and I shrugged
"My mom was glowing and her hips spread and her ass grew... if I'm anything like that, I won't be mad." I shrugged, thinking back to my mom's pregnancy with Amina.
"Her nose did expand with Melo though." I added
"Because she was having a boy, I know how that shit go." He said as I sat up
She brung us back the ultrasound pictures and I pocketed them in my purse
"Let me have 'em." He requested as we walked out of the doctor's office
"I'll give them to you later."
He opened the passenger seat door for me and I hopped in before he closed the door and got in
"We haven't even been together a year and we finna have a baby... my mom gon' be so disappointed." I said when realization hit
"You having seconds guesses assum? And you think I give a fuck about who gonna be disappointed." He said, driving off. I jerked my head back at what he said
"After you just said that, I might be having second guesses." I mugged him
"Ight, stop talking." He kept his eyes on the road
"No, I'm not finna stop talking. You being disrespectful for no reason."
"I already said I don't give a fuck, so when you gon' shut the fuck up? You acting like you don't wanna keep the baby... say that shit then." He said
"Okay, you just pissed me off. I never said I didn't want to have the baby, I was making a fucking observation, but you getting disrespectful as fuck." I snapped
"Telling me to shut the fuck up? No, Maceon. You shut the fuck up because you the only one talking sideways and saying anything."
"You just said you might be having second guesses. Onyx, I ain't finna argue with you." He spoke
"In reaction to the bullshit you said first, you trying to flip this on me for what?" I rolled my eyes
"Ion give a fuck enough to be trying to flip shit on you. You having second guesses and own that shit wit' yo chest and stop beating around it." He responded
"Maceon, alright. Just take me home, I don't wanna be in your presence anymore." I made a face and got on my phone
He didn't reply, but in ten minutes we were pulling into my parking garage. He pulled in front of my lobby doors and I got out, slamming the door
I thought he was going to walk me to my door like he always does, even when he mad, but he didn't and that pissed me off
When I made it in and was all settled I blocked him. We definitely still together, I just didn't want him talking to me
I could understand him saying how he felt about me supposedly not wanting our baby, but he was just so disrespectful and for what? It was unnecessary, but I'm just going to fall back
"I refuse to be a babymomma." I huffed, dragging my feet to my bed
I changed my clothes and set on my bed, looking at houses because I need to move now that my dad knows where I live, I'm not comfortable with that and it puts me in danger
Doing that, made me remember that I hadn't told anybody in my family about the situation and that's selfish because my mom needs to be safe as well
I looked a few places and bookmarked them before heading to my parents house
Pulling up, I frowned when I seen Amina running from Melo at full speed
I pulled up on Melo and hit him, but it was a light tap. He still fell to the ground which made me laugh
"Both y'all needa stop." I said, rolling down my window, then parked in the driveway
Not caring if he stopped chasing her anymore, I went inside and to my parents room
"Mmm."
"Mhmm."
"Ughhh, yessss."
My mouth fell open in shock and I turned around. I wasn't that shocked though because this ain't my first time hearing them fucking
Kobi came running down the stairs and jumped on me, I caught her but put her down quickly since she's heavy
"Amina and Melo been annoying the fuck out me." She said
"I just got here and they annoying me too." I laughed
"What you here for?" She eyed me, suspiciously
"To mind my business." I told her and walked up the stairs into my room, it looked very similar to my room in my apartment
Hali called me and I closed the door because I knew what she was calling about
"Bitch, what you mean you got caught sucking dick?"
"Mahaliaaa, stop. It was so embarrassing and he was acting like it wasn't nothing." I pouted, laying down in my bed
"Girl, his mom probably done walked in on him fucking a couple of times, that's why." She said, making me laugh
"I called myself being grown and spontaneous, his mom was looking at me weird the whole time. I wanted to cut my throat off right then and there." I laughed nervously
"Her ass got two kids and two baby daddies, you know she swallow and spit. Don't let her make you feel embarrassed." She said, I nodded
"I'm sorry, but I felt like I died in that moment." I sighed
"Shiddd." She chuckled
"How would you feel if Ma caught you sucking dick?" I rolled my eyes
"First off, that's different because that's Ma." She said, indicating that she actually cares about my mom opinion
My mom likes for us to keep our legs closed, but she's also realistic with us. She just asks for us to respect ourselves and know who we're giving ourself to
"True." I agreed
"Speaking of the devil." I said when my mom came in my room
"Girl, please." She replied
"I'm finna call you back." I hung up on Hali
"Mommy, I needa tell you something." I took a deep breath while she sat on the edge of my bed, looking around the room
"Spit it out then."
"Robert is back, he popped up at my apartment." I said, making her gasp
"Hell fuck no, how?" She questioned
"It's a long story... my "sister" told him or something. It's just too much." I said, causing her to squint
"Explain." She told me
I gave her the full story without leaving any details. I made sure she knew everything
"Arie, you can't stay there anymore." She said and I sighed
"I know, I'm moving soon."
"No, I mean now. He's capable over weird things and he's completely insane." She frowned up before standing up
"I'll be back, let me talk to Dad."
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I haven't talked to Maceon in two days and I miss him so much, it's crazy. I wasn't in the wrong, so he should've called me
I was laying in my bed at my parents house because they refused to let me go back to my house, knowing that Robert knows my whereabouts
Truthfully, I wish I didn't live a life where my dad knowing where I live could be a threat to my life
It is what it is though
I already had my phone in hand, so I downloaded TextNow and made a number. Soon, I called Maceon's phone and just sat there breathing
"Hello?"
"Onyx, quit playin' on my phone." He sucked his teeth and hung up
Aw, he know my breaths
I frowned, about to get mad until he called back. I smiled and answered of course
Nothing was said because I didn't want him to have full confirmation that it was me.
"I know dis you, Onyx." He sighed
Still not blowing my cover.
"Pull up on me, wit' yo kreep ass. I wanna talk 'bout dis and I miss you."
Right after that, I cut the phone and got out of bed. Since it was around six, my day definitely had already started, so I just got my keys and bag and left
I unblocked him, so I was could be able to see his location. He was at somebody house, but if he said to pull up on him, then Ima do that
Pulling up to his location, I seen his car and three other cars in the driveway. I assumed they was owned by males because one was a Challenger, one was a Scatpack, and the last one was a Cadillac Escalade
I parked alongside the curb and hopped out, then went to knock on the door
"That's yo bitch!" I heard Bj yell
"Bitch, ya mammy a bitch. Don't call her dat weird shit!" Maceon yelled back and the front door swung open
He looked me up and down. "It's smoke?" He licked his lips
"Is it? You let me know." I shrugged before walking inside
The house was nice, I was just kind of scared of what was gon' jump out at me if it's Bj house
"Wassup." Gleesh and Bj said in unison
I didn't speak back since they guilty by association. "Damn, what we do?" Gleesh chuckled, I rolled my eyes
"Mace, just eat that ass. A quick fixer upper." Bj said, then I frowned
"Bernard, you don't make shit better. Both y'all finna blow a nigga." Maceon sucked his teeth
"Holdon nie, we ain't Oni." He clapped back, my mouth dropped
Maceon eyed him and pulled me into one of the rooms. He tried to pull me onto his lap, but I stopped him
"No." I rolled my eyes
"Stop acting like you ain't miss me, come on so we can talk." He pulled me down on his lap again
"Okay."
"Bae, I'm sorry." He apologized
"I don't appreciate you treating me like a little hoe or like you don't love me. You can say you love me, but talking to me like that doesn't prove it. I'm aware that you treat me good, but you have to treat me good all the time and how you spoke and acted towards me was not it."
"Onyx, I know, I really do. That's why I'm saying sorry to you, I ain't never mean to make you feel some typa way or hurt your feelings. My feelings was just hurt based off my assumptions and I was wrong. I took my time out to think 'bout dat shit and I was dead wrong, I reacted bad because of how bad I wanna be a dad, but it ain' an excuse." He apologized
"Ion mean to talk to you reckless, bae. I love you and wanna protect you, but how can I protect you when I'm talking to you any typa way? That's backwards and I apologize, on some g shit."
"And I'm sorry for not walking to the door, I knew you was gonna feel some way, but I let my feelings get the best of me. That was flaw as fuck."
"Maceon, I love you as well. I don't want you ever to feel like I don't want our child. If I said anything that made you feel otherwise, I'm sorry. I don't want us to be into over a misunderstanding." I straddled him, talking into his neck
"You forgive me?" He asked
"Mhm." I nodded
"I love you." He gave a quick, soft kiss
"I love you more." I said with my head rested on his shoulder and arms around his neck and shoulder
"You ate? The baby good? You good?" He lifted my chin, interrogating me
"I'm fine, my mom cooked me lunch and I had a snack. We good." I said
"Give me a kiss, I love you." He pulled my face and we started making out
His hand found its way to my butt and slithered its way to my pussy
"Not in my house, you not." Gleesh busted through the door. I started to freeze up and look away, but Maceon pulled me more
Awnnn, bae miss me
"Lame asses." Gleesh waved us off and walked out, leaving the door open
The feeling of Maceon's dick grow before me made me laugh. "I'm not getting fuck at your homeboy house." I laughed at him, then stood up
I pulled him behind me and we went out to the living room area. He dragged me downstairs which confused me until I realized it was a studio
Maceon sat in a spiny chair and I sat on his lap, getting on my phone, resting my face against his face. They all talked to each other while Gleesh made beats, I didn't know he was a producer until now