"Florida woman has been detained and charged with domestic abuse and aggravated battery after stabbing the father of her child... four times."
"She says, and I quote "I don't give a fuck, tell that motherfucker he got the right one"
I stared at the TV to see my mom appear. "Dad, Mommy is on TV for stabbing you." I told him
"Why the fuck she on TV?" He came back, drinking his beer
"You heard what they just said? She stabbed me because she crazy, I'm what's best for you. You gon' be staying with me for a while after what she did." He told me
Justin and Kobi gets to stay with Kobe, it's not fair at all
I don't wanna stay with him.
"Okay." I nodded
"Go get me that pasta off that counter." He said, I got up and grabbed his plate of pasta, but slipped and fell over two of his beer cans
"Onyx! You wasted my damn food, bitch!" He yelled
"I'm sorry." I started getting up, then felt him smack me
"Can I go stay with Kobe?"
"You wanna stay with that nigga over me?" He kicked me to the ground
My eyes shot open and I began to cry, I couldn't stop having dreams... well, nightmares about my dad
I wiped my eyes and began to think back when my mom went to jail, leaving me with Robert. Kobi and Justin got to stay with my dad while I stayed and got abused
I was ten and it was my first time ever telling my mom that my dad hit me, she stabbed him five times in return. It wasn't four, the newscaster didn't know what she was talking about
When it happened, I just watched even though she told me to go in my room
Sometimes I feel like it's my fault I got abused, I had my mom and my dad to protect me from him, but I didn't say shit
"You up?" Hali came into my room. She came to spend time and check on me, but I was in a dark space and hadn't left my house in a week which was when the incident happened
I made sure she didn't tell Justin because he would tell my mom
"Aww, baby." She wiped my face
She handed me a bag of food and I just sat on the side of me, getting back under the covers
I just wasn't hungry.
"Your boyfriend about to be over here." She informed
"Oh." I wiped a tear off my cheek, I didn't care to see him. I didn't care to see anyone
"I got a client in like fifteen, so I'm finna go home. You good?" She asked me
"Yeah." I lied
She came and kissed my cheek, then left. I was drained and restless, I just wanted this pain to end
"Bae." I heard
"Yes?" I replied, then he began to step into bed with me
"You straight?" He coddled me with my back facing his front
"Yes, I just don't wanna talk." I lied. I didn't want to talk, but I wasn't straight
"You been "just not wanting to talk" for three days. I miss you." He rubbed my thigh
"I'm right here."
"Youn get it..." He sighed
Onyx ain't been herself at all for these past three days. She barely wanna talk or eat and she ain't left the house or texted people back
Her ass barely been watching LifeTime
"I love you." I kissed her ear
I took my phone out my pocket and started watching "Power" on it since I was bored as hell
"Can you turn it down?" She asked, softly and low. I barely heard her
"Yeah." I paused it, then took my AirPods out my pocket and put one in
I went through a couple episodes and she still wasn't talking, but I was hungry
A TextNow number texted me and I just stared at it, I knew it couldn't be nobody but Jaelen asking me if I wanted some pussy
I just swiped it up because I wasn't finna entertain her delusional ass. Even if I woulda texted back and said no, she woulda take that as a sign
That being delusional shit don't faze me, as long as they keep my girl out of it
"You want sum from Wendy's?" I asked her while going to DoorDash
She ain't reply, so I moved the cover back and heard her breaths. She make these lil noises when she sleep, they ain't snores though
I seen she was sleep, so I let her be. More than likely she was going to say no
I ordered my food and waited, soon as I go to open the door she start waking up
She cry every time she wake up, so I knew it was finna come. I had to hurry up and get some food, but I came back she wasn't crying
"Did you get me food?" She asked and I looked at her
"Yeah." I lied. I wasn't going to tell her no and then she not eat, so I just gave her my food
I got back in the bed, lowkey mad since I was hungry, but it was whatever. She ate in silence while I got on my phone
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I ain't reply back to them dickheads because I been knew I was sprung when I was sucking on her toes and shit
She got out of the bed and I looked to see that she only ate one nugget, a bite of the sandwich, and a couple fries
"You done?" I asked while she went in the bathroom
She gave me a simple nod before she started to undress. I got a glimpse of her naked body before she got in the shower
While she was in there, I took the time to book her hair, nails, and lash appointments while also eating the Wendy's
I knew who she went to because when they post her it always come across my reels, that shit creep me out lowkey
Thirty minutes went by and I went to check on her because folks be killing they self
Onyx was in the shower, letting the water run on her back and crying. I shook my head and undressed, then got in with her
"You gotta stop crying." I pushed her wet natural hair behind her ear. After that incident with her dad and "sister", she snatched her wig clean the fuck off
I'm saying "sister" because I felt like that shit was a set up and that Sariah hoe ain't her sister
I wrapped my arms around her, after wiping her face. "You gotta stop crying." I said
"I know..." She sighed
"You been like this for a week, that ain't right."
"I booked you hair, lash, and nail appointments. I hope that make you feel better assum." I sighed too. I ain't like seeing her like this at all
"Thank you." She turned to face me and wrapped her arms around me
"Hali suggested therapy." She sniffed
"If you think that's gon' help, then do that." I rubbed her wet back
"I'm just scared to tell somebody else... what if they judge me?" She looked up at me
"Who you all told about the shit wit' your dad?" I kissed her forehead
"Uhh." She said, then pressed against my dick. I just ignored it because it wasn't the time
"You, Hali, my parents... and Sariah"
"Did you get judged? Nah, so what would make your experience with a therapist different. I know youn know them like dat, but I think you gotta get some help of some sort. I'll like take you if you scared to go by yourself." I said, she nodded
"Come on and shower." I insisted
I grabbed my rag and started to wash up since I was already in there. We washed each other back, but I made her turn around to wash my ass like I always do
I gotta get in that mufucka good and don't want her looking at me
We got out and I brushed my teeth and washed my face. She took longer than me in the bathroom, I got dressed and started to watch some old basketball highlights
My birthday was literally in like two days, I was ready for that shit too
Onyx came out and dressed herself, then laid directly on top of me. I'll just take the love I can get before she start acting like a zombie again
I put my hands in her pants and rubbed her butt with my phone propped on a pillow
"I love you." I told her