So the search of Maceon's dad wasn't that hard because we had his sister's contact info and she was willing to give his whereabouts. Now, we were on the drive to a fucking trap house in Palm Beach to go fucking see him
I told him it wasn't a good idea to just pop up, but he didn't give a fuck and I wasn't letting him go by myself. I rather us die together or at least if one of us die, we with each other
I better not fucking die though.
"I'm hungryyyy." I whined like I had been for the past thirty minutes. Maceon didn't even bat an eye, he just ignored me
"I can't be with a man that don't care if I eat or if I starve." I said, indicating I was gonna break up with him if he didn't get me some food
"Luckily you ain't with a man like that." He said, still looking at the road with his head on the window
"I am though, but all that comes to an end." I mugged him
"Yeah?" He asked, sarcastically
"Yeah." I replied
Of course I could see why he would be in a bad mood, but like bitch feed me?
At the same, why are you in a bad mood if you have a show coming up and just signed to a major record label
I caught an attitude because I was hungry like stomach rumbling and because he was acting like he didn't give a fuck about me. I did what I know best and started crying
"Mmcht, bruh. What you want to eat?" He questioned me as we came to a red light
He snatched my face up and wiped my tears with his tumbs, kinda applying pressure before giving me a kiss on the lips
"No, get off of me." I acted like I didn't like it and snatched away
"And I want some Cane's." I rolled my eyes
Soon enough, he pulled into Cane's parking lot and got out. "What you want, crybaby?" He asked, making me suck my teeth
"For you to get out of my face." I said, then got out the car, I was gonna buy my own food if he was gonna act like that
"Aight." He shrugged
That's what happen when you fall for a nonchalant nigga
We went in at the same time and I tried to close the door on him and he just laughed at me
What's funny?
I walked up and began to order. "Hey, can I get the three finger combo. Sprite for the drink." I said
"Will that be all for you today?" The cashier asked, punching in my order
"Yeah." I nodded, pulling out my money before she told me my total
I was about to pay and he damn near hulk pushed me out the way. "Put a box combo on that order, Sprite for the drink." He added on
I mugged him as he paid for it, I wanted to cuss him out so bad. I just turned and went back to the car
That was stupid as fuck because he had the keys. I watched him look at me through the glass of the building then laugh
I felt so slow, in a couple minutes he came out and we both got in raggedy ass car. I'm really dumb though
"Hm." He gave me my food and I dug in pretty quick, I dipped my chicken tender into the Cane's sauce and started eating
He finished before me even though he had more food because he's fucking big. He tried to touch me, but I popped the fuck out his hand
"Don't be puttin' yo hands on me and lose that attitude." He choked me
Okay daddy
"You gon' have to fuck it out of me." I said simply
"Go to the back." His jaw clenched
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"You straight now?" Maceon looked at me
"Yeah, I am." I nodded, fixing my shorts
He drove off and I leaned my head on his shoulder, caressing his bicep. He smelled good too
I heard him say something under his breath, but I just let it go instead of telling him to repeat. He turned up his music that was connected to the AUX
I started to grab his phone to change the song and looked up to see if he was going to snatch it from me.... PTSD
He didn't even budge, making me let out a breather. I changed the music to Jhene Aiko
"Kiss me." I told him
He gave me a few kisses before putting his hand in his pants and using the other to drive. I put my hand in his pants too since I didn't wanna feel left out
"Why you always wanna touch a nigga dick." He looked at me, cracking a smile
"Because." I rested my hand on his dick through his boxers
Nothing was said after, but for the rest of the ride I didn't move from my position
We pulled up to a bando and he took his gun out his pocket and put it in his waistband. I leaned up to gather my belongings
He came and opened the door for me and we walked in alongside each other
The people sitting around wasn't even on point for real. "Where Lamar?" Maceon spoke
"Who you posed to be?" A short dude stood up. Maceon is 6 foot even and the dude was shorter than me so he had to look down
"Nigga, where the fuck is Lamar?" He pulled out his gun, putting it to his head
I was shocked, is my baby a killer?
Soon enough, he kicked the dude down and pulled me with him. We went into the only room that was downstairs and seen an older guy that looked identical to my man getting his dick sucked
"SMOOVE? GET THE FUCK OUT!" The guy yelled
"Who the fuck is you?" He raised his voice and started putting his dick away
That's where he get it from.
"Yo fuckin' son, bitch." Maceon spat
I was kind of scared, no lie so I stood behind Maceon. I'm not dying here
Next thing we know, shots started going off and of course I ran. You won't get me
On our way out, I seen a lightskin girl as I was running and we locked eyes. "Onyx!" She yelled after me
How the fuck she know my name? Government at that?
"Onyx!" I heard again as soon as we made it to the car
I wanted to see how the hell she knew me and who she was, but it wasn't worth my life so I got in the car with him and he drove off
"I dropped my lipgloss!" I yelled and Mace looked at me like really?
"What?" I frowned
"I'll buy you a thousand damn lipglosses, just be quiet right quick." He said, pushing the whip. He was going very fast
I finally put on my seatbelt, catching my breath. He began to slow down then I sighed
"I told you that wasn't a good idea." I eyed him
"Bae, I know what the fuck you said." He said with a stern look. I probably should've waited to say that
"I'm sorry." I mumbled
It may be wrong timing, but his side profile was kind of making me wet and stuff like ouuu
We made it to my his in about an hour. I wasn't mad about the situation but he was so I wanted to make him feel better
Both of us took a shower, but I took one in the guest bathroom because for one, I still be nervous and two, he was mad
He was in there for a lot longer than me, so when I was dressed and did all my hygiene I started to cook his favorite meal. I never cooked for him before, I've cooked but it wasn't for him
I only knew his favorite meal because his mom told me, it was so basic too. Fried fish with hot sauce, grits, and cornbread. The cornbread lowkey don't go with it, but I'll take his mother word for it
He was in his bathroom for an hour and I was in for fifteen minutes so I was able to finish and plate his food by the time he was dressed
"I made you food." I came in the room to see him sitting on the edge of his bed, on his phone
"Thank you." He thanked me
"Mhm." I walked past him and got in bed
I wasn't about to get any because I was still full from that Cane's, he needs a meal every hour of the day. Literally
Maceon got up to get the plate I made. When he came back, he already had a piece of fish in his mouth. He couldn't even wait to sit down, I hope our kids ain't this greedy
Yes, we having kids. Two boys and two girls. No, I'm not delusional because we talked about it
He laid all up on me, I let him even though I wanted to tell him to sit up and eat the food so I won't be rolling around in crumbs
"You okay?" I rubbed his scalp
"I'm good, I was juh pissed off." He said
I turned on LifeTime, of course and watched it while he watched basketball highlights on his phone
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I walked out of Maceon's bedroom and was dumbfounded to see him in there with two boys. I had just woke up and was in a big T-shirt so I bet I looked even dumber
"Mane, bruh. Kevin ass don't know how to pass at all." I heard the one with Wicks say before all of them look at me
"Who da bad bitch?" The other homeboy asked
"Bj, shut the fuck up!" Maceon said to him so aggressive
He walked over to me and pulled me back into his bedroom. "My bad, you good?" He asked
"Yeah, just confused." I made a questionable face as I sat down
"Them my homeboys, Gleesh and Bj." He said, putting his hands on my waist
"Do you actually talk to them." I raised my eyebrow. He'll hang around people just to not talk, I don't get it
"Ion know, they like my brothers so Ion gotta talk to them." He chuckled
"Oh, okay." I said
He gave me a kiss on the lips then left out of the room. I threw on a pair of his shorts and fixed my bonnet
Like ten minutes went and I started feeling parched, so I went out to the kitchen and to his fridge
I seen his homeboy Bj demonstrating how he be fucking girls and I made a face and laughed under my breath
Water was the first thing I grabbed once I opened the fridge
"You made this?" I heard his homeboy Gleesh ask and I stopped in my tracks from closing the fridge door
"What?" I slowly looked over at them
"You made this?" He held up a piece of the fish that made
"Yes, I did." I said, wondering why they're eating it
"She bad and can cook, you best not slip up." Bj said, looking at my man
Even if he do slip up, Ima still be his girl so he can get that idea out his head
"Suck my dick, she don't want you." Maceon bucked at him
"I only want Maceon." I told all of them before disappearing into his room
The interaction made me laugh when I went into his bedroom, I knew they didn't mean any harm
baby🥰
You good why youn come lay w me
you with your homeboys
So
None of us gaf
I moped to the living room with my phone and laid by him, putting my head on his lap and getting comfortable
"Y'all, guess what?" Bj said
"What?"
"Laila took me back, Laila took me back." He sung, doing the duggie
I wouldn't have.
"Betta not jinx it." Gleesh said
"G shit." Maceon agreed, I continued to scroll on my phone
"What would you do if yo nigga said he was gon' fuck yo sister?" He spoke to me
"I don't know... probably just leave him alone for the rest of my life because that's weird." I said
"You did that?" I looked at him disgusted, making them all laugh so hard
I watched Gleesh let out the whole clip. We used to work for Blade but went ghost when we started making our own me, he recently tried to step us on some fuck shit, saying that we owe him so this was the result of that
Before his assistant, Dani could let out that loud ass scream I left her shit face with twelve bullets. She barley even a girl, I promise you she gotta have a dick
"Dip out the back, dip out the back." Gleesh told me then we ran out the office
I hopped in his truck, making sure I had everything on me. Even if I didn't, we wasn't going back so it was pointless
"Was so tired of that nigga." Gleesh muttered, speeding off
I snatched my mask off and stuffed that bitch in my pocket. I agreed with him, but didn't feel the need to say it because he knew
We pulled into his grandma driveway and I dapped him up, getting out
"Ima fuck witcha." He said, I gave him a head nod then got in my car
I shook my head, huffing. Ain't kill somebody in a minute, that let out hella built up anger though
The pre-roll from my glove department got lit and I smoked, just driving around. I was feeling better and shit
That shooting shit at my daddy trap blew me, I ain't know if it had something to do with him or not but I was pissed
I'm just happy Onyx ain't get hurt, I'll never forgive myself for that. I been was feeling bad for even putting her in that situation, I coulda been smarter than that
I know she was scared as fuck and Ion blame her, that ain't her lifestyle. It is a lil funny though
My phone was on DND so I went to my notification center to see what was going on. I had a missed call from Dehlila dad, my daddy sister texted me, Dehlila sent me something on Instagram, my cousin tried to call me, one of my homegirls texted me, and my momma called me
I scoffed and turned it over, I can get back to the ass later. I'll call Dehlila dad later, his release date coming up just like my sister birthday. All I know is he better be out before that shit come or Ima beat his ass
I played "2018" by Rod Wave, I like Sadie Jean part on the low
"Ion wanna be twenty something, still in my head." I sung, turning that mufucka up
I pulled up on the block and was making plays, I had a couple zips on me to sell
"How much fa a zip?" A lil girl, like fourteen walked up on my car with a nigga looking too old for her
"Four hundred." I told her and she looked so slow
"Okay, how much for a 3.5?" She asked
"Thirty." I said
"Ughh, fine." She said, going in her purse. I got the 3.5 and she gave me the thirty
"When you gon' drop the album?" The nigga with her asked me
"It ain't one." I shrugged before pulling off
The rest of the pack I had, I sold it to one of my homeboys and he came and picked it up off of me. I made it to my house after that
I let out a loud ass sigh, taking off my black Skeleton Amiri's. I went to my room and undressed to take a shower
The water ran and I got in. It was too hot so I turned it down and let the water run down my body then started using my rag and soap
Thoughts ran through my head like usual. I was just thinking about shit, good and bad
I got the lady I want, the money coming in and I'm living my dream, my family straight and I'm getting shit right for my sister
The thing is, I can't get shit right with my dad. What the fuck I did make him not want me? Shit crazy
Also, I can't do shit about that so I gotta live for me. All my life, I lived for my family and did everything for them and wondering why my dad ain't wanna do shit for me
"This some shit." I mumbled, shaking my thoughts and continuing to wash my balls
I made it out the shower and seen my lady calling. I'll just tell her I was sleep because Ion feel like talking
I dried myself, brushed my teeth, washed my face, wrapped my dreads then got my phone and dirty clothes
Them dirty clothes got tossed in the dirty clothes basket and I hopped in the bed. I stayed up for an hour or two, watching TV with my phone turned all the way off
I got tired and shit so I went to check all my doors was locked, then got back to my room
Fixing to lay down, I slipped and busted my ass hard as shit
"What the fuck..." I said lowly and got up
I need get carpet, this wood ain't for the weak
happy thanksgiving. i wasn't going to update, but just for the holidays 😂. y'all have a good day and stay safe!