If you catch her studying in the middle of the night
and ask her why she didn't choose the day
she'll tell you "I don't fall asleep so easily"
but there's more to her story than she always says
If you catch her studying in the middle of the night
and ask her why she didn't choose the day for a start
she'll tell you "I don't-"
"Fall asleep so easily" followed by her heart
"I restlessly toss and turn around
in the dead of the night it's so quiet that
I can't bear to listen to my thoughts crystal clear sound
so I sit until my eyes are bloodshot
and my eyelids are pulling down like shutters
imprinting in my brain whatever is on the book
so my brain won't take me to the past for a look
hoping when I'm back in my room
I'll pass out in this sleepy restless doom
it's a pity my brain won't just forget
or bury the past at the back of my mind
and just when everything starts to get quiet
I know I'm not gonna be fine"