AUTHOR POV
It's been two weeks already since jennie and kai began dating, everything was going pretty well, they were being the best couple there could be and jennie felt her dream came true, tae on the other had was still tae, broken but fine now, it would be a big lie if he ever said he didn't love her or he was over the heart break,
He still loved her and his heart break gets worse each day, jennie suddenly started posting on social media, pictures of her and kai doing fan things even kissing with lovely quotes, he wish he could drink alcohol but it would affect his disease and he didn't wanna do surgery,
Jennie has been going to sleep at Kai's place for sometime, about three times already, its very late and jennie and Kai were walking back to Kai's place from a convenient store, they got home and all of a sudden Kai started tickling jennie when they got to his bedroom, jennie fell on the bed laughing, exactly where he wanted her, he went on top of her and they laughed, he looked at her lips and kissed her which she kissed back,
Kai felt it was time to do what he mainly dated her for, Kai never actually dated jennie because he loved her, it's because jennie is sexy and he is a playboy, he doesn't take girls seriously, he just dates them for their body and jennie is no different, he just wants her body,
Kai moved down to Jennie's neck and after sometime he was about to rip off her clothes,"Kai, wait" she said,"why" he asked,"I am not ready" she said,"what?" He asked,"I-I don't wanna have sex now" she said,"but I want it, i am a man jennie, I need it" he said,"but I cant" she said,"jen you have to choose, its either you give me what I want or we are over" he said and she widened her eyes,
"You better be than thinking about it before I get out that door" he said and got off her, jennie didn't wanna lose him, she loves him and she thinks he loves her too, she remembered what tae said but she can't help losing him,'it's just sex right? No big deal' she thought, kai got to the door and she made her decision,"kai" she called, he smirked when she did, he looked at her with a normal expression,
"Are you done thinking" he asked she nodded and spoke,"Let's do it" she said, kai smiled and went to her,"that's my girl" he said taking off his shirt, he went on top of her, even tho its her boyfriend jennie didn't feel much of anything in their make out session compared to when tae almost had sex with her,
The things Kai did only made her moan in pain and not pleasure, she felt nothing but pain, their make out session ended soon and she has to go home, she felt a bit pain in her core, she asked Kai to drop her off but he said he was tired, jennie soon got home and when she went in the first person she saw was tae sleeping in the couch in the living room,
She went towards him and brushed his hair, he slowly opened his eyes and smiled when he saw jennie,"You are back" he said and sat upright, jennie sat beside him whiles nodding, he laid down again and rested his head on her lap,"so tell me, what happened" he asked,
"Tae umm, there is something I have to tell you" she said bitting her lips,"what is it" he asked,"tae, I...." she said,"You what" he asked, tae was suspecting something and he hoped its not what he thinks,"Tae.....I had sex with Kai" she said with eyes shut, tae immediately got off her and covered his face, then held his temple,
"Jennie...what the fuck Is wrong with you" he asked not looking at her,"tae, he-" he cut her off, "didn't I warn you not to have sex with him" he said being cool,"he threatened to leave me" she said,"didnt I tell you to not do it even if he threatens you, those threats should even tell you that he is just playing you jennie" he said almost shouting,
"Tae I dont wanna leave him, I love him and his threats.....I am sure he was just kidding" she said, "so what jennie? So what? So what if he's kidding, do you have to give him your body, your virginity? He is definitely gonna leave you Jennie, trust me" tae shouted and left to his room,
Jennie stayed on the couch crying, she didn't listen to him and now she was sure he won't talk to her, she lost her best friend because of her disobedience but she can't lose her boyfriend too, she loves him and she feels Kai loves her too, she slowly went to her room feeling very sad,
Tae was so disappointed in Jennie, how can she do this, is she that small minded not to know Kai is playing her? Tae is a boy and he knows how his gender is that's why he warned her but she didn't even listen to him, it began raining and he went outside into the rain, he took out the necklace and looked at it,"why did you have to be so stubborn? I don't want you to go through what I am going through jennie but what you did will eventually make you end up there" he said,
He sat on the ground and cried,"jennie it's not easy to handle a heart break, as much as it hurts me, I have to sacrifice my happiness to make you happy so I have to support you, I have to accept the fact that you love him and I have to let you do what you feel Is right, its your choice, love is very hurtful sometimes" he thought,
He laid on his back and closed his eyes, He let the rain fall on him, after about 2 hours the rain had stopped, so he went inside, he went to his room and closed all the doors and windows, he turned on the AC again and took off his clothes leaving him in his boxers, he laid on his bed without covering himself and slept,
Tae usually does that when he is very sad or angry, he feels it helps him feel better and sleep faster even tho he ends up getting sick because of it,
The next day jennie woke up due to sun rays hitting her face, she took her bath and wore her clothes,
She went down and nanny prez had already finished preparing breakfast,"Good morning nanny" she said,"oh hello my dear, how was your sleep" nanny asked,"Good, I guess" she said,"okay, take your seat and eat" nanny said and jennie did as she was told,"nanny, you always wake up early to prepare breakfast, you must be tired take a break" she said as she served herself,
"Oh I am fine dear, I am used to it" nanny said and she nodded, she looked at the path towards the kitchen, 'where is he? Is he still mad at me?' She asked herself and sighed then kept eating, nanny went to the kitchen to get something, she came out holding a tray and it seemed she was taking it somewhere,
"Nanny where are you going with the tray" jennie asked,"oh I am taking it to tae's room" she said, "why won't he eat here?" She asked,"oh my boy is sick, it seems he got pneumonia or hypothermia" she said,"what? How" jennie askedand got up, "well yesterday he was in the Rain till it stopped and he slept almost naked without covering himself, closing all the doors and windows then turning the AC on" she said,
"Oh my God, why would he do that?" She asked, "I think you should ask him later" nanny said,"let me send this to him nanny, please" she said,"okay if you insist" nanny said and handed the tray to jennie, jennie felt very bad, she knew tae liked her but she was thinking he would get over it when she starts dating, but turns out he still does, 'tae, please stop hurting yourself because of me' she thought,
She reached his room and went it, she noticed him shaking, she put the tray on the table next to his bed, she sat on his bed and held his hands, "tae, are you okay" she asked as she brushed his hair with her other hand, he opened his eyes and saw her,"jennie....I am fine" he said and faked a smile, jennie turned off the AC and was about to cover him with the sheets,
"No don't, I wanna be like this" he said,"No tae, I won't allow you to hurt yourself like this" she said and covered him, he sat upright and covered himself properly,"thank you" he said smiling,"you are welcome" she also said with a smile,
"I actually brought you breakfast, nanny made it" she said and put the tray on the bed,"thanks" he said,"You want....me to feed you" she asked and he chuckled and nodded,"okay" she said with a wide smile and fed him,"why do you do this to yourself tae" she asked and fed him,"do-" she cut him off,"ababab, no talking whiles eating" she said,"but you asked me a question" he said,"then pretend I never asked" she said and he chuckled,
They finished and she was about to go but he held her wrist,"can you stay with me a bit more" he asked and she smiled,"sure why not" she said, she sat by him and he rested his head on her shoulders, they talked for a while and tae made jennie laugh alot, jennie was beginning to notice something, something about herself,
She always had the wrong thought but now she knows it,'I like myself better when I am with you tae, you make me soo happy its like i-" her thoughts were cut off by nanny knocking on his door, she went to get it,"jennie you had a phone call from someone called Kai" she said and gave jennie the phone,"oh thanks nanny" jennie said and went out of tae's room, nanny went down and she went to her room and called Kai,
"Hey" she said,"hey baby, my friends wanna meet you so I am coming over to pick you up" he said, "o-oh sure" she said,"bye" he said,"I lo-" he ended the call before she ended her sentence,'that's weird, he usually says I love you before he ends the call' she thought,"never mind" she said to herself and went to her closet, he said he liked sexy so she had to find something sexy to wear,
She went to tae's room and informed him she was going out with Kai,"ok, have fun" he said smiling, "I will, bye" she said,"bye" he said and she left, tae's expressions changed immediately she left, "the pain" he whispered and closed his eyes, He got dressed and went down stairs, he was a bit better now,
He went to downstairs and his day kept on a usual, being all alone, having no one to talk to, only talking to Rhett and the necklace, that's all he could do to entertain himself.
Jennie and kai were already at the bar to meet his friends, jennie didn't feel comfortable, why? Well as we all know jennie is very clumsy so she usually trips and no one even minds to help her, they would rather laugh, even kai, he was some times the reason my she feel because he would stack his leg out and jennie wont see,
The girls there were not even friendly they were saying bad stuff about jennie into her face and when she tells kai he said they are just kidding but she knows they are not, Kai took her to his place and made her clean the house since his maid was off, Jennie couldn't believe it, its beginning to be hell for her,'I wish I listened to tae' she thought.