A/N: I think baka pagtuunan ko ito ng pansin. Pero completed na ang My Handsome Professor. Gusto ko lang i-edit muna bago ipublish para wala na akong babalikang ie-edit.
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PROLOGUE
TIMOTHY WOKE up on his bed when he felt no one is beside him. His eyes immediately darted to his side and he was right, she was not there.
He get up from the bed with a smile on his face, recalling what happened last night makes his smile.
Timothy went inside the bathroom to do his morning routine and with only his white short, he leave his room in his condo.
Expecting she was somewhat doing something, nagtungo siya sa kusina ngunit wala roon ang hinahanap niya.
Napakunot ang nuo ni Timothy at isa-isa hinalughog ang kabuuan ng condo unit niya ngunit wala roon ang dalaga, wala si Fashie.
Just where the heck are you, sweetheart?
He went back to his room and notice the red stain on his sheet. Timothy shook his head and grab his phone on the side table then dialed Fashie's number.
Baka lumabas lang ito at may binili, o ’di kaya ay may maagang pinuntaan. She could've tell me though. But he knows she's so sore down there.
The number you have dialed is out if reach.
His forehead knotted then he called her again. After few calls, Fashie didn't answer. What the fuck?
Lumabas siyang muli sa kaniyang silid at nagmamadaling kinuha ang susi sa counter table nang may mapansin siyang isang bagay. Kunot nuong kinuha niya ang papel na pinatungan ng crochet sunflower na ibinigay nito sa kaniya nuon.
Mabilis niyang binuklat ang nakatuping papel at nanghihinang napaupo siya sa sofà nang mabasa ang nakasulat doon.
To Timothy,
I'm sorry if i leave. I thought i can fight for us, i thought i can fight for our love, but i was wrong. Mahina pala ako, hindi ko pala kaya. Siguro namangha lang ako nuon na kinaya kong suwayin ang mga magulang at pinsan ko nang makilala kita, pero sa una lang ’yon at hindi ko ’yon kayang panindigan.
Ayaw ko na, Timothy, pero may nakuha ka naman na sa’kin, ibinigay ko na sa’yo ang virginity ko kaya wala ka ng hahabulin sa’kin.
Pasensya na talaga. I hope you find another woman to love and will cherish you not like what i did. I hope you live happy and enjoy your life.
H'wag mo akong hanapin, h'wag mo akong tanungin sa mga pinsan ko at sa mga magulang ko, ayaw kong makilala ka nila. Hindi ka nila magugustuhan. At tuluyan silang magagalit sa'kin. Ayaw ko no'n, i love my family and my cousins. It's better to lose you than them. So don't bother to come to our house, nor ask your bestfriend. Wala kang mapapala sa’kin.
You're not enough din. Maybe we're not just really compatible for each other. Mag-iingat ka. Paalam, Timothy.
From: Fashie
Agad na umusbong ang galit sa puso ni Timothy at naitapon ang hawak niyang cellphone. Sa sobrang galit niya ay binasag niya ang lahat ng kagamitan na meron siya sa living room.
“Argh! Dmn you! How dare you to leave me like this!” Timothy threw the vase on the wall. “Fck! Dmn sht, ptangina!” He doesn't know what to do at the moment. He just let all his frustration and anger away, kasi kung hindi ay baka mabaliw siya.
No one knows his relationship with her, because Fashie want it to keep private. Her parents are strict so as his cousins. He never ask her na ipakilala siya ng dalaga sa pamilya nito, because he knows the day will come that Fashie will get ready to tell people their relationship.
“Dmn you! You promise to me You won't leave me! You promise...” Nanghihinang napaupo siya sa sahig at naramdamang may tumulong mainit na likido mula sa mga mata niya at sunod-sunod itonh nagsihulugan.
Hindi nakakalalaking tignan, pero nasasaktan siya. Timothy love her. He gave all of him. Wala siyang itinira sa sarili, ibinigay niya lahat sa dalaga dahil ayaw niyang dumating ang oras na magkulang siya at iwanan siya nito.
But here it is...
“Ahhhh!” Malakas niyang sigaw na tila ba sa paraang iyon ay mababawasan o maiibsan ang puso niyang durog na durog.
TIMOTHY HEARD his condo's door opened and followed with footsteps.
“What the fck?!”
“He looks like hell.”
“Damn.”
“This is totally mess!”
“What happened to him?” One of those who barge in his house said. He knew that voice, it's from Alessandro.
Walang naisagot ang mga kasamahan nito na sa tingin niya ay ang mga kaibigan niya.
He kept his eyes close, or maybe he couldn't open it because he's too drunk. Timothy's friends are there but he don't give a fck.
Uminom siya sa hawak na bote ng beer at nilagok iyon sabay tapon nang maubos na ang laman nito.
He felt it again, he felt his tears falling down his cheeks. As if it was a river flowing from his eyes. This pain is unbearable.
“He didn't say anything.” It was Schauder.
A hand touch his shoulder, “bud, stop that. You better rest and stop drinking.” Ani Kevin sa kaniya.
Timothy shook his head and tries to open his eyes, he did but it was blurry. “N-No, l-let me, i want to d-drink.” Hindi pa niya maibigkas ng maayos ang mga katagang binitawan.
He heard their hard sighs.
“What happened?” Davidson sat beside him, ready to listen maybe to his story. But he kept quiet. Even she already left him, he still follows what she said.
Dumaosdos siya sa sofà at walang ganang napatawa, “nothing. L-Leave me alone... I w-want to be alone.” He said and grab another bottle of beer and about to open it when someone grab it.
“Timothy, stop it. Are you aware how you look like right now? You look like you visited hell.” Hindi niya pinakinggan si Guerrero at pilit kinukuha ang bote ng beer sa kamay ni Levin.
“Fck! J-Just give me my beer, Guerrero!” Asar niyang sabi dahil inilayo nito iyon sa kaniya. Natigilan siya. Guerrero... Yes, that fcking certain Guerrero broke his heart into pieces.
He've been staying in his condo for more than one week now. Hindi pa siya naliligo, he only wants to get drunk to forget the pain in his chest.
“You stinks!”
“Fck, whatever his problem is, it might be painful and hard.”
Hindi na niya narinig pa ang mga sunod na sinabi ng mga kaibigan dahil unti-unti ng nagiging mabigat ang paghinga niya. Dahil sa sobrang kalasingan, pagod at antok dahil halos hindi na siya natutulog, bumigay na ang katawan niya.
AFTER 4 YEARS
HE SAT on the chair at the seashore as Timothy watch the sea waves and the stars on that night. It was beautiful but he can't appreciate it, he was just there to pass of the time.
Timothy glance at his rolex watch, it's eleven in the evening. Usually when his night starts. He took a sip of his wine and rest his back at the back of his chair.
Few minutes later he saw Guerrero walking towards him with two women clung to his arms.
Timothy shook his head, this isn't new for Guerrero, well, to all of them.
“Bud,” Guerrero called him. He just raise his wine and didn't pay attention to his friend. “Want to have fun with these hot women?” Nakakalokong tanong nito sa kaniya.
Pinasadahan ni Timothy ng tingin ang dalawang babae na naka-angkla sa mga braso ng kaibigan at hinahalikan ang gsgo. Well, these two are undeniably hot and sexy.
He put his wine on the table and about to say Yes when Guerrero received a call. His friend answered the call.
“Yes, sweetheart? What do you need? It's eleven in the evening here in Philippines for your information.” Sarkastikong anito sa kabilang linya. Iisipin na niya sanang baka babae nito iyon but her voice echoed to his ears.
“Hmp, Kuya, uuwi na ako. Pasundo ako mamayang umaga sa Airport ha? I love you, kuya. See you tommorow, i'll hang up now, i'm on board na.” And the called ended.
Sumama ang pakiramdam ni Timothy at dumilim ang mukha niya. He fist his hands, why he's still affected? No. I'm not affected. I just loath her.
Iiling-iling ang kaibigan na ibinalik ang cellphone sa bulsa nito. “Buti at uuwi na rin sa wakas ang bata na ’yon.” Guerrero look at him, “so, are you up, man?”
Malanding yumakap sa kaniya ang isang babae na kasama nito at hinaplos ang hubad niyang tiyan. “Come on, handsome, you won't regret fcking me.” Saka ito mahinang humagikgik.
He smirked and wrapped his arms around the lady's small waist. “Make sure of that. But let's look for more ladies to join us.” He whispered to the lady's ear.
Pilya itong ngumiti sa kaniya, “i would love that.”
Habang papunta sa cabin nila silang apat ay may nakita silang tatlong babae na halatang naghahanap ng magpapaligaya sa kanila ngayong gabi.
He and Guerrero invited the ladies to their cabin and the ladies are willingly followed them.
His jaw tightened, i no longer love her. Bumalik man siya ay wala na akong pakialam. Kaya bakit hindi siya magpapakasaya lalo na't maraming babaeng nandiyan at willing na bumuka para sa kaniya.
PRETTY IN DARK|PID