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By suptch

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TW' trauma dumping read this in an accent, thank you. Yes, all thoughts are authentic but never original. Th... More

parent prologue
you make me considerate
I don't want to be here
I love the talented people
I was young with you
I wanted to go to heaven
was it two minutes
siblings/thoughts
bystander
if we have time, why not
you're an impactful stranger, ya know.
I've domesticated time,
mom
grass
I cried but it sounded more like daily life
younger siblings
too much meaning
backward minded
childhood
catch me
everybody knows about it
I'm rolling my eyes
I'm anticipating
cranberry juice in my sippy cup
in my feels about what you mean
thinking is who i am
escapism
luis
dad
fuck it all
mom
what wasn't
fiction
small town kids
Passionate love affair
to my daughter
verse
laundry money
like poetry like
I say restitute then I cry
fiction 2
wreckless thoughts from a simple greeting
you can live in my heart, needlessly.
four poems
separate the art from the artist
you can only feel it
toxic relationships
mom and dad
trauma
isolation
You're a little too young, You're a little to crazy and you can't be everything
a gift is a gift
You're more than enough
happenstance
it's cool, it's fine
story time
childish resentment pt. 2
who are you to judge your mother
apathy vs love vs family
all leaves turn the same color
In my past life
My little dad
Sci-fi Lonely
Why do I have to do it?
Was I ever who I thought I was
Draft
I'm feeling sick of being a teenager, it makes you a bad person
Teenager's mouth
ah ha
broke up with a kitchen knife
bleurgkh
last poem of send it

I know how they feel now

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By suptch


If I said I hated myself, what difference would it make.

So just keep it there, boiling at the base of your vocals

Cause your still you before you grew to hate and before you loved

And it drives me crazy because it isn't about what I want or need

It's just there snuggling into my effort of existence

Hate is secondary to who you are but for some reason, you can't escape it

Even if there was a time when you loved yourself just a little more 

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