Aussies Birthday
January 16, ignore the time skip from Christmas To January 16. It was the closest I could find to the start ofJanuary. I will try to make this chapter long.
Watch video up there 👆 to make you feel better. And because Aussie needs a cake for his Birthday. And this whole book is gonna be from Ames POV unless I have an idea in the future.
America POV
The sky was beautiful the wind felt good. I was flying to my treehouse. I had cut again, and I need to feed Liberty. I finally got there. My knee was still not healed, I'm starting to think it's broken. I will be fine. I sat down on my beanbag, and Liberty sat next to me.
Ame: what up Liberty?
She nodded.
Ame: want some food?
She nodded again.
Ame: alright here you go!
I dropped a few pieces of chicken in her bowl. And I gave her some more water.
Ame: Хорошо, вот! (Alright here you go!)
Ame: Uh, oops. That means Russia is near.
And then I heard yelling.
Russia: AME ARE YOU UP THERE?
Ame: what do you need Russia?
Russia: Can I come up?
Ame: give me a sec.
I spread my wings out and flew down.
Ame: what did you need?
Russia: I wanna hang out.
Ame: I can but not for long, I have to work & its Aussie's Birthday.
Russia: that fine with me.
Ame: alright, go ahead and go up.
Russia: you first.
Ame: I'm gonna fly up.
I started flying up. And Russia grabbed my leg. I couldn't fly up because of his weight.
Ame: what Russia?
Russia: Canada told me to check your arms.
My eyes widened.
Ame: uh- yeah I will once you let go.
Russia: I know you're going to fly away Ame. Arms.
Ame: let go.
Russia: Not until you show your arms.
Ame: No. let go. Canada already checked
Russia: Ame, let me see please.
Ame: No.
He was loosening his grip, I don't think he did it on purpose. I took my chance and flew away.
Russia: вернись сюда прямо сейчас, Америка!! ( Come back right now Amerika! )
Ame: Нет! ( No! )
I paused in the air. Fuck. I spoke Russian in front of Russia.
Russia:...did you just speak Russian?...
Ame: О, нет, я этого не делал! ( uh, No I didn't! )
Fuck. My mind was focused on a different language again.
Russia: Америка, ты знаешь русский язык и говоришь на нем?... ( Amerika, you know Russian and speak it?...)
Ame: Нет! ( No! )
I flew away as fast as I could. I was cursing in Russian, my mind finally went back to English. This happened sometimes. I would sometimes speak in the language of the country I was talking to when I'm mad or sad.
I was flying back to the cliff when I realized he would check that place. I found a tree near the cliff to see if he would check there. I was waiting for a good 5 minutes, I was about to fly off again when I heard him running to the cliff. So he did check huh?
I sat back down on the tree branch. I hid myself a little more when he turned around. I was holding in my laugh, I remembered why I was hiding. What should I do? Not it's obvious that I cut again. I remembered it was Aussie's Birthday. And I need to get going. I waited till he left then I stood up and flew off to Britains house.
I got there just in time. But I realized that Canada will be there. I am very good at lying though.
Aussie: You came!
Ame: yeah, I was just (cough) doing something real quick.
Aussie: you okay?
Ame: yeah, I just flew here.
Aussie: okay, can I get you a soda?
Ame: what do we have?
Aussie: Pepsi, Coca Cola, ginger beer, Archie rose, and root beer.
Ame: I'll have a Coke please. Thanks.
Aussie: No probs big bro.
Ame: oh yeah! Happy Birthday!
Aussie: Thanks!
Ame: know where Canada is?
Aussie: Kitchen.
Ame: thanks.
I walked over to the kitchen, and I saw Canada sitting at the table with a Coke in his hand. I walked over to him.
Ame: what's up bro!
Canada: I was waiting for you! I sent Russia to you treehouse.
Ame: oh? I must've left before he got there.
Canada: ahh, okay. So. What did you get Aussie?
Ame: New Pet. It's in the garden.
Canada: Nice! Thanks for the warning.
Ame: * laughter * No probs.
We had a great time at Aussie's birthday. He was very happy when I gave him a new pet. And New Zea jumped on me again. I head out after everything. Then remembered that Russia was trying to find me. I flew to my college & walked to my dorm. I locked the door then went to my room. I also locked that door.
I sat down on my bed thinking about everything that happened. And I heard a knock on my door. It was either Germany or Japan.
Ame: Who is it?
Canada: Canada.
Ame: oh, let me unlock the door.
I got up and let him in.
Ame: what's up?
Canada: Russ sent me a text.
I started sweating.
Ame: oh that's nice, you can leave now!
Canada: Ame.
Ame: Yeah?..
Canada: show me your arms..
Ame: why? Nothing happened?
I looked at his face then at my arms. I fake chuckled.
Canada: I know you're lying Ame! Arms now!
Ame: never!
I ran to my balcony and flew away.
Canada: Get back here Ame!
I stopped in the air, close to my balcony.
Ame: listen, just don't please ok? It's only going to make things worse!
Canada: Why!?
Ame: I can't tell you!
Canad: Tell me!
Ame: Beacause I'm fat and ugly! I almost killed Russia's dad and he still like me! Everybody likes me! Except for me! I hate myself! Everything is my fault! It always is! I'm sure I make everyone feel bad! I starve myself because of that! That's why I didn't want to tell you! Now you're going to feel bad!
I froze. I just said all that to Canada.
Canada: you what...
Ame: no...
Canada: Ame...
Ame: stop just don't please. We can talk tomorrow just...please go back to your dorm...
Canada: we better talk tomorrow Ame...
Ame: we will...
He left back to his dorm. I cannot believe I just said that to Canada I yelled at him my secrets.
I flew back to my bed I sat down, crying. Great just great. I grabbed my knife off my dresser. It's time to end all this. I can't deal with this anymore. I put it up to my neck. I looked in the mirror. I closed my eyes. Someone grabbed the knife from me.
I turned around to see Russia.
Russia: did you just try...
Ame: Stop please! Why can't I just die! I just want to end this!
Russia: Ame..
Ame: why do you even still like me! I almost killed your dad!
Russia: Ame...why do you do all this?.. you..why did Canada want me to check your arms? Why did you just try to (unalive) yourself?..Ame...
Ame: just stop please! I will talk to you and Canada tomorrow!
Russia: how do I know you're not gonna try that again?..
Ame: I won't! Just leave please!
He left and took the knife with him. Great. I can't even (unalive) myself tonight. I grabbed my mp3 player from my dresser and sat down on my bed. I'm just going to listen to my music and fall asleep.
I woke up. Was that a dream? I heard my music. Great. Not a dream. Now I have to talk with Canada and Russia today. What am I even going to say? I can't run away this time. I got up and changed into my favorite green hoodie & ripped jeans.
I walked out of my dorm to the park. I sat down by my tree. I was still listening to music. I pulled out my book, I started reading when I saw Canada & Russia walking to the park. I covered my face with the book, still reading. And someone tapped on my shoulder.
Canada: Ame
Ame: yeah yeah.
I put my book away.
Russia: it's time to explain.
Ame: yeah..
They sat down in front of me.
Ame: no no no. Not here, come on.
I got up and they did to. I started walking to my treehouse.
Canada: we're going to your treehouse?
Ame: yeah..
Once we got to the treehouse I flew up.
Ame: you guys have to climb.
Canada: fine, just this once. Again.
Russia: alright.
They started climbing up. While they were doing that I fed Liberty.
They eventually got up and sat down in front of me.
I was petting Liberty the whole time I was talking. Talking about Middle school & highschool. And that Phil was my best friend and got into a car crash to come surprise me. So I blamed myself. I told them everything except for my Gaurdian Angel.
Canada: I..never knew that happened...but, you were always happy when you came home!..
Ame: I'm very good at putting on a fake smile and lying. Any questions..
Russia: do you know why they bullied you?..
Ame:...I can't tell you. But I can tell you it was 2 things.
Canada: I know why but, who bullied you in middle school?
Ame: same person, that you kicked out of your little club.
Canada: what?..but..I thought you said he was your best friend?..
Ame: lying. I had to cover up every bruise & scar he gave me. All because of 2 things.
Russia: and you're still doing it because of the past?..
Ame: I can't answer that.
Ame: now can you guys please leave?..I need to cook more chicken for Liberty.
Russia: we can't leave for that.
Canada: why not?..
Russia: because of what happened last night.
Ame: don't tell him anything about that!
Russia: I won't if, you don't try that again.
Ame:...fine..
Canada: what?..
Russia: nothing.
Canada: so are we still going to stay to watch him cook?
Russia: yes.
Ame: fine. Just don't bother me. Come on Liberty.
I walked over to my small microwave. And cut up some chicken. I stood there for a second staring at the knife.
Russia: don't.
I looked over at him and back at the chicken, I put it in a bowl and into that microwave. I started petting Liberty again. I let her sit down on my beanbag. And once the chicken was done I let it cool off a bit. She flew at it to start eating. But I grabbed her in the air.
Ame: you need to wait for it to cool down, Liberty.
She nodded and went back over to the beanbag. I sat down next to her.
Canada: do you usually do this?
Ame: yeah, don't have enough money to buy more treats. It's expensive nowadays. I ask father for chicken, and since it's so big it lasts for awhile.
Canada: I never knew eagle's eat chicken.
Ame: well they do.
Russia: so, what days to you guys work?
Canada: Monday, Wednesday & Friday.
Russia: okay, I will make sure to visit.
Canada: yeah ;) I'm sure Ame would love that!
Ame: No?
Russia: awh, why not :(
Ame: whatever.
I gave Liberty the chicken and left. I was sliding down the slide. I got up and flew off. Leaving Russia & Canada behind. I flew back to the park and sat down by my tree. I pulled out my book, knowing that Russia & Canada would come back to me. I sat there for a bit reading. And I saw Russia & Canada coming towards me. Not a surprise.
Ame: now what?
I said as a put my book away.
Canada: why did you fly off?
Ame: because I gave an explanation. That's all you guys needed right?
Canada: Yeah, but we should all hang out today!
Ame: you guys can.
I put my book up again and started reading. But Canada took my book away.
Ame: you guys aren't taking No for an answer are you?
Russia: Nope!
Ame: what even is it.
Canada: I don't know let's ask the group chat!
He pulled out his phone and started texting.
>Maple-boi: Guys! We should hang out! What should we do?
>Sushi-Burner: An amusement park?
>Germ: Mall?
They were taking forever so I decided.
>Gay-Burger: Beach.
>Maple-boi: Beach?
>Gay-Burger: yes.
>Germ: I'm fine with that.
>Sushi-Burner: Yay!
Canada looked up at me.
Canada: beach?
Ame: yes a beach, no one was deciding so I chose.
Russia: beach it is.
So, yes the next chapter will be at a beach! Add some Rusame fluff to ;)
Word count: 1964