WARNING: SENSITIVE CONTENT! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!
Recap:
"Dia bermula dari..."
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"Nisa tu sebenarnya someone yang periang. Dia suka communicate dengan semua orang tak kira senior or junior...that includes me. Maryam, dia ade kakak, nama dia Maria. Dia jadi Kapla belah perempuan 2 tahun lepas, sebelum Nisa naik. Ade orang cakap dia baik, ade orang cakap dia jahat."
"Bagi kau? Dia jahat ke baik?" Naim asks. "Bagi aku...dia jahil sangat-
sangat." Naim was shock to hear her response but she continues anyway. "Lepas dia naik jadi Kapla...dia jadi macam Kahar. Semua tradisi dia tak ikut, yang konon nya membentuk student, sampai dia dengan kawan-
kawan dia...HANCUR!"
"Maria bukan la someone kau boleh kata...baik. Masa tu, Nisa sorang je yang berani lawan dia balik sebab banyak student mengadu kat dia since dia penolong ketua pengawas. Jadi geng Maria ni semua target Nisa, masa tu Nisa tak sekuat sekarang."
"Sejak dari hari dia orang target Nisa, dia orang tiba-tiba jadi team High Council yang sangat...
bertanggungjawab, berwibawa, semua baiklah! Rupa nya..setiap kesalahan yang student buat, semua Nisa kena tanggung."
"Asal pulak?" Naim asks once again. "Dia orang perli Nisa sebagai penegak keadilan. Jadi salah student, salah dia jugak la so semua hukuman Nisa kena buat kalau tak...dia kena buang. Maria dengan Maryam tu kaya, parent dia orang salah satu penyumbang utama Kudrat ni."
"Paling aku tak tahan...dia kena l!wat dengan salah satu geng Maria yang lesbian..." Nurin suddenly burst into crying because she still remembers the night clearly. Naim reached out for a tissue on his study desk and handed it to Nurin. "Aku still ingat macam Nisa merayu dekat dia untuk berhenti..."
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Flashback to 2 years ago...
14 years old Nurin just got back from late-night study with her friends when she stumbled upon Maria's gang with Nisa. She quickly hid behind a pillar and continued to peek to see what was happening. "TOLONG LAH LEPASKAN AKU!" "JERIT LAGI! KUAT LAGI! Aku takkan LEPASKAN kau...sayang..."
The girl who was holding both of Nisa's shoulders kissed her cheeks. Nisa gasped in shock and she closed her mouth to muffle up her voice. Nurin's body was trembling as she watched Nisa get beaten up by Maria's's's friends then she got dragged into a room.
Nurin tiptoes to the room and takes a peek at the glass only to see such a hideous view happening right before her eyes. She turned around and started to cry out of shock, then was about to run away when someone suddenly held her wrist. She let out a low shout when she saw...Maria...
standing in front of her...
"Shhh...kau budak form 2 kan...?" She asks in a raspy voice...Nurin nods her head while crying like the kid she is. "Kau nampak ni...kau jangan bagi tahu sapa-sapa. Kalau tak...memang kau kena buang esok jugak...faham?" Maria harshly let go of her wrist. "F-Faham..." Nurin ran away from there. She could hear Maria laugh from behind.
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"So sebab tu la kau tak jibam?" Nurin nod her head and sigh. "Dia orang dah tak kesah dah kalau aku nampak ape yang dia orang buat sebab dia orang tau aku mesti tak report punya." Naim finally understand...behind the coldness wall was a very warm, helpless little girl...
"Dia kena dera dari segi mental dan fizikal dekat Kudrat ni. Ape yang Ikhsan lalui, itu yang Nisa lalui. Pulau. Semua orang tak suka dia. Sejak dari kejadian semua ni...Nisa langsung tak bercakap dengan sesiapa pon. Dia jadi pendiam, menyendiri. Someone yang kita orang dah tak kenal."
Naim couldn't help but feel pity for Nisa. Everyone turned their back on her when she needed them the most, including the teachers. "Sebab tu otak dia jadi bercelaru...muncul la 2 personaliti dalam otak dia." Nurin continues.
"Auraisha, dia keluar masa Nisa rasa sangat sakit dari segala aspek. Dia keluar setiap malam selasa sebab malam tu...dia selalu kena. And lagi sorang Khai. Dia keluar bila Nisa rasa sedih, dia penyebab utama Nisa selalu fikir nak bunuh diri."
"Mana kau tau semua benda ni?" "Sofya bagi tau aku, family dia kan doctor. Selama ni, dia orang cuba halang personaliti Nisa yang lain keluar tapi benda tu bukan senang." "Kenapa?" "According to Bapak Sofya la...makin kerap personaliti Nisa yang lain keluar...makin banyak memori Nisa akan hilang."
"Dia lupa diri sendiri ke nanti?! Mustahil kan?!" Nurin scratch her head. "Aku pon tak tau macam mana nak explain kat kau Naim sebab aku cakap based on ape yang Sofya bagi tau, aku sendiri tak faham benda ni." Naim facepalm himself and Nurin just laugh nervously.
"Sorry Naim. Kau kena tanye Sofya sendiri." Her eyes widened when she saw Naim immediately stand up from his bed and wear his shoes. "Woi oi oi, nanti la YA ALLAHHH!!!"
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On the next day, Lashira took a peek inside their room, only to see Hani was still awake. "Kau patut rehat Hani, luka kau ni teruk tau." Hani sighed and she slowly sat up while holding onto her study desk to lift herself. "Sikit lagi Shira...impian aku nak tercapai." "Not even close Hani. Aku rasa macam...kita buat semua benda ni for nothing."
Somehow, Hani thought that Lashira was right. The bloody fight, the bruises, the cut, and the humiliation were all for nothing because she didn't get the position to be Kapla. Out of frustration, Hani pushed all of her stuff on the desk to the floor while Lashira just stared at her.
Tears start to form in Hani's eyes. "Aku tak boleh hidup macam ni Shira...aku tak nak segala usaha aku selama ni jadi sia-sia sebab gaduh batch bodoh ni!" Lashira remained silent while Hani stood up, despite her wobbly legs. "Aku akan ajak dia...
Untuk manifesto dengan aku..."
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"Kau still nak teruskan manifesto dengan Naim? I don't think it's a good idea Fakhri." Prakash put his plate on the table and sat in front of Fakhri. "Aku tak sure la Prakash. Lepas ape yang jadi semalam masa gaduh batch...aku buntu."
Prakash stayed silent for a while and played with his food before he spoke. "Aku bukan la ape Fakhri, but I have bad feelings about this. Aku dah rasa to lost our loved ones...my brother...
aku suggest, kau jangan teruskan..." Fakhri looks at Prakash, he's like 50/50 but he knows, there's only one person that could help him.
Surprisingly she was there, looking around the DM to search for someone who...probably not her cousin. "Fatin!" Fakhri called out for her and she turned around as she was about to leave. "Hm?" She sits beside him. "Aku nak tanye kau something la."
"Cakap je la." Prakash was a little bit surprised to see Fatin's attitude. "Ape kau rasa bila...abang long kau meninggal?" Fatin automatically frown at Fakhri's question but answer it anyway with honesty. "Losing him was something yang kita orang tak boleh lupakan sampai sekarang despite dia seorang penagih."
"Walaupun dia macam tu, tapi dia tak suka bila kita orang terlibat dalam masalah dia. Satu kebaikan tu je yang dia buat...tapi kesan dia dalam sangat. Masa dia kena bunuh tu...aku hilang satu-satunya orang yang aku boleh panggil 'ABANG' forever. Dia dah takde Fakhri. Dia takkan hidup balik."
Prakash nods his head, agreeing with Fatin. "Betul..dia takkan hidup balik.." Fakhri looks down at his plate and rethinks everything. "Kau nak kehilangan Naim buat selama nya ke..?" Fakhri snapped his head at his cousin as a sudden pain struck inside his heart.
"The choice is in your hands Fakhri... whether to stop everything or either one of you will lose each other..." Fatin nods at Prakash's words, indicating that he was right. Fakhri remained silent but his mind was full of so many things...one of them was..
Losing Naim...
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It's almost 24 hours, yet Nisa doesn't seem to be going to be awake at any moment. Kahar couldn't sit still for the past few hours, his main priority right now is his sister, hoping and praying that she will wake up. He is desperate to see those cold eyes, scolding him, punishing him for the simplest mistake.
He sit on the floor and held her tightly in both of his palm. "Bangun la kakak...maafkan Kahar sebab tak lindung kakak...adik jenis ape aku ni..." Kahar burst in tears. "...kau diri sendiri pon tak boleh jaga. Kau nak jaga aku?" Kahar sniffles as he look up, only to meet a pair of cold eyes staring at him.
"KAKAK!!!" Judging by her face, looks like she's already awake for a very long time. The heck? "Kakak dah lama bangun ke..." Kahar scans her features. Nisa sat up effortlessly without his help. "Aku dah bangun tengah hari tadi tapi bilik takde orang, aku tidur balik." She casually answered him.
Kahar slap his forehead and mess up his hair. "Lahhh, kenapa tak panggil Kahar? Kakak tu lemah lagi tau." "Aku okay la, nampak macam sakit ke dekat kau?" He didn't say anything but point out at her body with his eyes.
She ignored him. "Ape jadi semalam? Macam mana aku boleh ade kat sini?" Kahar already expect this question from her but he decided not to tell her about Auraisha coming out last night. "Lepas kakak jatuh dari tingkat atas sekali, kakak pengsan." Nisa frowns.
"Takde pape jadi ke...?" "Tak, kenapa?" "Tak...takde pape..." Nisa quietly sighed in relief as if Kahar didn't see the side of her that she'd been hiding from everyone for 2 years..."Kakak lapar ke?" "Tak sangat, makanan kat DM tu bukan sedap sangat." An idea popped up in Kahar's mind.
"Kakak tunggu sini. Tunggu tau!" Nisa watches her brother leave in haste. She just shook her head and lay back down.
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Kahar looks around the place to find if there's anyone but due to his luck, there's no one. "Asal kau panggil aku ni?" Nurin appear after Kahar. He holds her hand due to reflex and she looks at him in surprise. "Aku ade benda nak mintak tolong kau ni."
He pleaded and Nurin was baffled to see him like this. "Ummm...boleh, ape dia yang kau nak sangat tu?" Kahar hesitated at first but he told her anyway...
"Boleh tak kau...
To be continue...