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I hate lying nigga.
It all started with my daddy, maybe this was my karma for all the bogus shit my daddy did to my mom and other woman when he was younger.
None the less it was still my fault for getting involved, I knew he wasn't shit.
But since I didn't ask to be here, I can blame everything on them. None of this would have happened if it wasn't for my parents.
I should go blow up that nigga house up, right now.
Should I?
Yes.
No.
Maybe.
I don't know.
I should bust out his car windows.
Or pretend to be his dead homie and dm him on instagram and say "I'm alive, nigga."
Would that make me feel better? I don't know, but it's worth a shot.
I can't believe I care this much, I'm my daddy daughter I shouldn't be sad over a nigga.
Nigga going to have a whole family and I'm in the bed sad. He wasn't sad when he got that girl pregnant, so why should I be?
I should go start a family with another nigga, get married and run off to Jamaica.
Yes, that's what I'll do.
Until then city girls going to be up +1,000,000,000.
Watch this.
"You sure you good, Jj?" Tiara walked into my room as I watched Pride and Prejudice eating ice cream.
It's been 3 days since I found out about Jakari having a baby on the way and I haven't spoke to him since.
"Yea. Why wouldn't I be" I stated in a duh tone.
"Im capital P. People call me Pimp J, the fuck," I mugged.
"Last thing I give a fuck about is a nigga with a kid on the way," I further spoke.
"And I'm Beyoncé niece," She pierced her lips.
"Hoe fuck you," I laughed.
"But for real, you good," Tiara asked getting serious.
"I promise I'm not worried about a nigga that ain't good for shit but lies and dick."
"Period," Tiara co-signed.
"What we got going tonight?" I decided to change the subject pausing the Tv.
"It's posed to be a lil hotel party for meshia birthday tonight," Tiara more so suggested, shrugging.
"Smelly meshia with the big nose?" I inquired.
"Yea," Tiara reassured, laughing.
"How old she post to be turning?"
"I don't even know like...25 or 26. You know she was a Junior when I was a freshman in high school," Tiara spoke.
"Damn 25 and smelling like that is a fuck ass shame," I shook my head in pure disappointment.
Tiara laughed, "But you know-
Tiara started but my phone ringing had cut her off, "Hello, baby?" I spoke into the phone as I answered.
I muted myself,"Watch this shit, ghe," I said to Tiara then unmuted.
"Wassup, bae?" One of my old hoes I cut off when I started talking to Jakari, Jaylenien, spoke up.
2 days ago Jaylen had hit me up tryna fuck with me, so I gave him my number and we been back talking since.
"What you doing?" I asked.
"Not shit, tryna see you," He smiled into the camera.
"I miss you too, boo. But my aunty staying over for the weekend and she want me to spend time with her," Lies.
"Damn, let me know when I can see you tho."
"Okay...need my nails done," I stated.
"How much?" He asked.
That's what I like to hear😮💨.
"200," I smiled.
"Ight."
300 sent to cashapp.
"I'll talk to you later, okay?" I asked.
"Ight," He licked his lips, hanging up.
"Ouuuuweeee," Tiara gassed.
"I love tricks, Ghe," I said laughing.
"For real," Tiara co-signed.
"Didn't even put the pussy on him yet," I laughed again.
"Don't do it. Nigga gone be like Murda crazy ass," Tiara advised shaking her head.
"I'm not. I ain't no slut ass bitch like dude ass," I spoke up.
"But I am finna book this nail appointment," I stuck my tongue out.
Tiara laughed.
4/4🥰
Smookie: come pull up on me!! drop that strap off!!
SEXYYYY
Jj: peeeyewwww👎🏾
Gay asss but I'm on the way with my bookbag 😏
Tiara: yall so irritating gheee😭
At Smookie house
_______________
"Throw that ass you know you a hoe!!!" I rapped to suki slapping Tiara ass on live.
"Up and down that booty gone go!!!" Smookie rapped, smacking Tiara ass too.
@Leekedyoshit: ouuuu tiara I'm telling !
@randombitch019: y'all must be mad at y'all niggas or som😭😭😭
↪️@bitchfrmthecity: assumm!😂
@memofrmtheraq: y'all turning us up today huh?😂😂
"Bitch ion got a nigga, but since you wan be funny drop the lo. Been wanting to fight anyway," I spoke, popping my shit.
@Leekedyoshit: GULP👀
"Leek don't make me say some about you. You not my bestie nomo either," I started.
@Leekedyoshit: bitch you my bestie forever byeee ✌🏾
@Samjmarie: bitches on live arguing with the cmts cse they nigga got my bestie pregnant🫵🏽🫵🏽🫵🏽🤣
@ChiraqTea: OOP👀
↪️@Leekedyoshit: listen here you thick neck football stadium wig ass bitch, yo friend a known HOE and don't be in my best cmts talking crazy😒
"Dot dot dot. Bitch who is you?" I laughed.
I set my phone up on smookie bedroom dresser, then bent over shaking my ass, "I'm to thick to give a fuck about a bitch, a nigga or they baby. Come on nowwwwwww!" I dragged.
I slapped my ass before standing up straight and making my ass clap, "Yall ain't know I could do that huh?" I turned around facing the camera, laughing.
@Leekedyoshit: clock it best!!!
@memofrmtheraq: shat🔥
"She just want to say some, because huh?" Tiara said.
"Then she think that shit cute too, cse why you bring that up like that's some shit yo friend could be proud of," Smookie shook her head.
"Bitches are sad asf, in real life. I could never!" I exclaimed.
"I swear," Tiara agreed.
"You know what...Yall find that girl nigga so I can take him," I stated.
"Your penalty for playing with me is your nigga," Smookie stated.
Tiara and I laughed, "I'm so deadass, about that too, everybody that talk to me crazy getting they nigga took. Tread lightly."
@Lovelow: yo hair to fye girl🥰🥰🥰
@randombitch846: she super thick she super pretty.
@Sevynalob: have I told you your skin looking EXTRA clear today boo?😫
@unknownbitch: yo eye color to cute 🌚
@unknownho394$: that chain to cute where you get it???
"Yall so fake, byee," Smookie laughed reading the comments.
"Thank y'all, y'all some smart mfs," I smile brightly into the camera.
"When meshia lil hotel party start?" Smookie asked.
"I think about 10 or 11 I don't remember," Tiara shrugged.
"Yall going to Meshia shit? Let me know!" I asked the live.
@Lovelow: yeaaaa
@randombitch846: hyy
@Sevynalob: mhm that's where the hoes gone be 😂😂
@unknownbitch: YEAAAA
@unknownho394$: duhhhhh
@memofrmtheraq: hy if you gone be there😂
@ChiraqTea: heard its gone be lit
@Leekedyoshit: we gone pop out too !
"Who is all of we leek?" I frowned my face up.
@Leekedyoshit: yk who tf we is me, choppa, k3, and Murda 😒
"I'm not going nomo," I mumbled, slouching back.
"Ghe," Smookie dragged laughing.
"I don't like being in an environment with people I'm not coo with I just might punch they ass, I don't know," I shrugged.
@ChiraqTea: who you talking about jj?👀👀👀
"Nobody, I'm just talking. Damn get yo messy ass on," I mugged.
@random8374:🤣🤣🤣
@ChiraqTea: oop okay then🙄
@unknown73738:😭😭😭😭
"Y'all think I should do raymonte challenge?" Smookie questioned.
"Hell yea, we gone win that 2k tf," Tiara laughed.
"Ima do a back flip off a car into a split for that 2k," I nodded.
"Shit, I'll go to six flags and start twerking on the ride for 2k," Tiara laughed.
"Broooooo," Smookie drew out. "Yall seen Rollie and them teensy weensy ass shorts in the last episode?" She
questioned.
"Ghe," Tiara bussed out laughing.
"Don't even get my start, Ghe. Whole ass cheeks out then her booth over dented," I started my rant.
"Ain't no issue with big girls it's just her ass been tryna be a bully this whole season, ho got a lil lipo and don't know how to act," I scrunched my face up.
"Naw they chewing her ass up on Twitter, her, et, and Scotty," Smookie laughed.
"I don't give a fuck about what nobody say they was tryna bully Tee, period," Tiara said.
"No, literally," I co-signed.
"Cse why you so bothered by the next bitch? And Tee was sick and they been knew ts, but decided to pick on her," I mugged nothing in particular.
"Right, then Natalie,Rollie,Scotty nem sat that and talked about Tee in her face and thought ts was coo," Smookie shook her head.
"Right, but I digress," I put my hands up in surrender.
"Okay we off this, if y'all going to Meshia shit y'all gone see us there," I smiled, ending the live.
"I lied, Ian going to that shit if Chittlins gone be there," I mugged flopping on Smookie bed.
"Who tf is Chittlins," Smookie furrowed her eyebrows.
"You know who Chittlins is," I mugged.
"No tf we don't," Tiara added.
"I hate slow ass people, Ghe," My mug deepened.
"Ohhhhhh," Smookie eyes widen in realization.
Tiara still ain't get it and started scratching her head, looking up.
Smookie smacked her lips and whispered in Tiara ear, "oh," Tiara dumb ass sounded.
Yea," I added, sarcasticly.
"Girl, fuck him. We need to go and get you some hoes. I'm tired of seeing you sad over him," Smookie said.
"Me? Sad? Never," I drew out.
"Okay then we all going," Tiara cheesed.
11pm
Me and Tiara drove back home a couple hours ago to get ready for Meshia party, "How I look?" I asked Tiara, showing her the hoest outfit I could muster up on.
"Period. You look good asf," She gassed me.
"You sure it ain't to much?" I questioned.
"You might not have this body tomorrow, yo back could get big over night. You need to show it while you have it," Tiara lectured.
"You right," I nodded.
"I just feel like niggas with titties or big ass nipples should wear a bra," I randomly announced.
"Ts so true," Tiara nodded in agreement.
"Because why you titties bigger than mine and you not wearing a bra but I am," I frowned my face up.
"Right then they shirt be thin asl and they nipples be hard asf. Like damn nigga you cold," Tiara scrunched her face up.
"Literally," I busted out laughing.
"A white nigga at my school did ts, I was throwed all the way off," I scrunched my face up.
"Let's go, Smookie gone meet us there," Tiara laughed.
I nodded,"We taking yo car, just incase somebody start shooting."
Tiara frowned her face up, "Hell to the fuck ass no. Last time Big Beth got shot up, ion even gone played with her like that she on her last mile at this point."
"Girl Big Beth a G she gone eat them bullets up and gone cruise for another day," I stated.
"Get yo keys we definitely taking yo car," Tiara deadpanned, leaving out our house.
I huffed, snatching my keys off the kitchen counter and locking our door.
"You tryna go to the gas station first or some shit?" I asked as Tiara buckled her sit belt.
"Hell yea, I'm finna call Smookie and let her know," Tiara said typing on her phone.
I nodded and started up my car, within 5 minutes of driving Tiara said," Okay, she said she gone meet at the gas station."
"Bet, bet, bet," I said, speeding up.
"The fuck we going so fast for?" Tiara mugged holding on to the handle.
"You do to much Ian even going that fast. Acting like I can't drive and shit," I mugged.
"You failed yo driving license test 4 time before you got a license," She deadpanned.
"Uhhh okay.. at least I got my shit now," I rolled my eyes.
"I want to fight," Tiara said out the blue.
I huffed, "Me too."
"I don't know, everybody been on the best behavior lately," I shrugged.
"And I been watching a lot of nowthatsTv. I'm basically Mike Tyson/Bruce Lee/ Floyd Mayweather/ Muhammad Ali put into one person," She shrugged nonchalantly.
"True asf," I laughed.
Pulling into gas station Smookie was already there, sitting in the car on her phone.
I got out sneaking up to here car,"Boo!" I yelled.
Smookie looked like she saw a ghost before she sighed in relief raising down her window.
"Bitch you scared me I thought I was finna have to get my machete out the trunk," She shook her head, getting out the car.
"Bitch yo ass don't got no damn machete," Tiara looked at her.
I busted out laughing, "I know Karate too, y'all think this shit a game," Smookie waved us off, backing up some.
Smookie waved her arms all over the place and jump kicking in the air
Her dumb ass slipped and fell on her
ass.
"DAYUMMMMM," One of the gas station crackheads sounded.
"You okay?" Tiara asked as I laughed.
"Yea, I meant to do that," She rubbed her ass and limped into the store as we followed behind.
We grabbed our drinks and snacks, paying then leaving out.
"Still need to get my stuff from Chittlines house," I huffed.
I didn't have to much stuff there only a few shoes and some clothes, but I want all my shit back.
"You still sticking with this code name," Tiara raised a brow.
I nodded.
"When you want to go?" Smookie questioned.
"I don't know, but I do want to do it because he needs to know we done. I'm not for his bullshit and games I'm gone be a rich ass doctor I don't have time this shit," I announced.
"Period," Smookie co-signed.
"You gone find somebody better and good for you okay?" Tiara tilted her head at me.
I don't want someone better I want that bird ass nigga.
Why do I do this to myself? He ain't no good for me and I can do better.
Fuck him.
I nodded at her and softly smiled,"To this party we go!" Smookie exclaimed , changing the subject.
"Hell yea hell yea," I agreed excitedly.
"This shit better be lit," Tiara stated.
"Right," Me and Smookie said in unison.
We went our separate ways and Smookie followed my car as we drove to the hotel.
Once we made it, it was packed asf in this hotel, but it was a nice big room.
As soon as we walked bitches was twerking and damn near fucking at each corner.
"Where is the liquor?" Smookie drew out and scanned the room.
"Over here!" Tiara exclaimed over the loud ass music and we followed her.
Smookie and Tiara mixed up some shit and handed me the cup, I shook my head," I'm good."
The designated driver can't drink. Ion need liquor to turn up anyway.
Booty me Down by Kystylis started playing, Me, Tiara, and Smookie looked at each other before running towards the music.
"This some stripper shit!" I exclaimed as I twerk with my elbows on my knees like Sexy Red said.
"Booty me Down," Mfs sang along and bitches start twerking with us.
Smookie dropped into a split and my eyes widen, "Damn Ian know you could that!"
"Bowwwwww!" I exclaimed smacking Tiara ass.
Once the song finished I was out of breath like a mf, Tt need to sit down.
"You showing out huh?" Memo, a nigga that be in my dm's, said.
"It ain't even like that," I laughed softly.
"What you on doe?" He tilted his head and licked his lips.
"Whatever you on,"I smiled back.
I scanned the room looking for Smookie and Tiara and they were still in the middle twerking.
"You know what I'm on, but ion think you ready for all that," Memo laughed.
"You trying to fuck?" I asked.
I hate when nigga beat around the bush, nigga say what you really wanna say.
"Shitttttt," Memo said.
Wrong answer.
I turned on my heels, walking away.
Memo grabbed my arm, a little to hard for my likely, making me turn around.
"Ian done talking to you yet, bitch," Memo spoke harshly.
I looked at this nigga crazy and started looking around for who THE FUCK he talking to.
"You can't be talking to me," I stated, yanking my arm out my his grip, but failing miserably.
"Let me go, nigga," I stated firmly with a apparent mug on my face.
"Bitch, shut the fuck up," Memo held onto my arm tighter.
I cocked my fist back decking him in his shit, but that only pissed him off.
Within a second my head smashed into the wall and I groaned in pain.
His grip left my arm and tightened around my neck as he choking me, leaving no room for me to breathe.
Tiara wacked his ass in the head with her purse, "Bitch ass nigga you tweaking."
"I'll kill all y'all lil hoes," He scoffed turning his head and loosening his grip on my neck.
I gasped as a bit of air reached my lungs, then went to a coughing fit.
Smookie ran up with a Hennessy bottle and cracked Memo in the head with it, he hissed in pain.
His grip loosened on me making me able to yank myself away from him.
He fell to the floor , leaking from his head.
As we left out the hotel room we ran into Leek nem.
"You okay, Jj?" Smookie.
I didn't respond.
How could I?
I guess I looked shaken up because Jakari expression morphed into a weary one as he seen me.
He walked up to me tilting my head to the side, I groan in discomfort.
"What the fuck happened to your neck? its bruised, Jay," Jakari gaze doesn't leave my neck as he waited for an answer.
"Nothing, I'm okay," my voice crackes as I speak.
"What the fuck happen?" he turn to Smookie and Tiara as he nose flared.
"A guy in the room choked her," Smookie simply put it.
"Show me where he at," Jakari voice deep and authoritative as he spoke.
"Go to your car and go home, ight?" He spoke to me and I just nodded still in a daze.
I wasn't in the right space to be mad at him right now, but best believe I'll be back mad tomorrow.
Smookie lead Jakari as Choppa, Leek, and K3 followed.
"Let's go," Tiara smiled softly at me.
A/N:
OMGGGGGG YALLLLL!
MY POOR JJ:(
WHAT YALL THINK JAKARI GONE DO TO MEMO??
WHAT YALL THINK SHOULD HAPPEN NEXT?
DID YALL NOTICE HOW NEE WASNT IN THIS CHAPTER👀👀👀?
WHATS YALL FAVORITE TWERK SONGS?
WHAT DO YALL THINK JAKARI GONE DO ABOUT THE BABY?
YALL THINK NEE BACKDOOR?
Let me know!!