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ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴀɪɴ'ᴛ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇꜱꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴇʟꜰ-ᴇxᴘʀᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʟᴇᴀʀɴᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴇꜱꜱᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴛʀᴇꜱꜱɪɴ'
ᴀɴᴅ ᴏʙꜱᴇꜱꜱɪɴ' 'ʙᴏᴜᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇʙᴏᴅʏ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ɪꜱ ɴᴏ ꜰᴜɴ
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Just a beautiful and cold November Saturday... Many people shivering and blowing into their hands with leather gloves on, I know that's just stupid.
Anyways ever since the whole Lucy incident about like 2-3 weeks ago nothing really happened it was boring and just my normal life with normal incidences of me going to classes and stuff but the only strange patterns I noticed was that no one cared picking any fights with me ever since that cause we lost like around 20 points because of that incident.
We also lost like 30 points because of that whole Tiffany incident and a lot of things happened. So that's like 50 points lost because of picking fights with me and the year just started and these people were like really focussed on Gryffindors winning the house cup this year and we already lost 50 points.
Well I did increase 20 points by answering questions and being a topper. But I don't really need to make up for the lost points because it was other people's egos that were getting hurt so they couldn't find a lousy guy to vomit their rubbish. They found me as that lousy guy to bully and blame but I turned out to not be the lousy git they were searching for.
I finally got that 'GIMME A BREAK!' that I needed.
I haven't heard from Potter much this year too. It's either just a 'Hi' or 'Bye' or 'Move please' nothing more than that.
Then I had my roomies who I have actually accepted them as a good entertainment and well good enough to live with. I was having urges to people who tried to trash talk us. I never thought I'll actually accept this but yes we have got closer.
I sat there in the bench in the edge of the forbidden forest reading 'The Silent Patient'.
It was surprisingly a very underrated novel.
I don't know why but people keep pushing me for literally no reason at all I mean what did I ever do to them?
I always end up in crisis.
"You" a voice said in front of me. I pulled up from my book. It was Roxanne Weasley. What a pain. Just when I thought everything was gone.
I gave her a facial expression asking 'What do you want?'. "I'll make you live in hell if you mess with my family" she said. Oh my god are all the Weasley's so stuck up. Forget it already! It's over!
"You need to just stop. Like can you stop?" I said pissed.
"Stop encouraging Lucy's stupidity" I said. "STUPIDITY?" Roxanne screamed. "Shh... I'm right here why are you screaming I can hear you well" I said grinning. "Look Scamander you got a lot of Ego" she said.
"Talk about being stupid. Can you like please stop extending this whole issue, this isn't even an issue to be honest, It's embarrassing that 12 years are fighting about this" I said.
"Grow up kid" I said and that came out way harsher and ruder than how I expected to say it. She started tearing up and walked away sobbing.
WHY DO I KEEP GETTING IN TROUBLE FOR NO REASON! NOW FRED'S GONNA HUNT ME DOWN AND KILL ME! I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING THAT HURT HER!
ARGH.
I SHOULD STOP GETTING MYSELF INTO TROUBLE.
I found out this day that it wasn't that people thought I was weak so they target me.
It's just me, I'm the problem! It's me.
I guess I just have a face that looks very gullible.
:/
XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX