i have a crush on you
not in the way that most people do now
not where i'd have my friends go and take pictures of you
i have a crush on you
in the way where i want to stay on the phone with you for hours
just to hear you speak.
i have a crush on you
in the way even just being around you
will make me happy.
i have a crush on you
in the way i'll ruin myself because of how much i love you
del.
ugh i'm lesbian and in a homophobic state and my crush is back in my home state (california)