Family chart
Hassan Siddiqui and Zahra Begum ( biji)
Junaid hassan siddqui and Fatima
. Siddharth Siddiqui
.Maha Siddiqui
.Ruhaan siddqui
Ahmed Hassan Siddqui and Asma
.Hamid Siddiqui
.Shehnaaz Siddiqui
"Let's go begum sahiba, we are getting late, the ceremony must be started" Ahmed said coming out of the washroom, getting no response he turned to see her, their eyes met for a nanosecond and a loud sob left from her mouth.
" Asma hume jaana hai" He whispered sitting beside his wife and keeping his hands on her shaking hands giving her strength.
" Mera bilkul man nh hai, Humari beti ka Kya kasoor hai Ahmed, aur woh kese Kisi ki khushiyon ko tabah Kar skti hai usne toh humesa khushiyan baanti hai na"
" Ammi mein abhi bhi sbko khush hi dekhna chahti hu," A soft voice comes from behind making their head turns, she smiled looking at her parents stepping towards them.
" Ye Ky Ammi apne abhi tak apna joda nh Pehna kitne pyar se tayar kiya tha Maine" she said pouting, her eyes twinkled with excitement while Ahmed tried to control his tears, his little daughter loved colours however fate decided something else for her.
" Chle na Ammi, aap tayar Ho Jaye tab tak mein Iski matching ki chudiya nikalti Hu," she stated pulling her mother out of the bed.
" aur baba aap ammi ko gazre pehnana mat bhuliyega" she ordered strictly searching for the right shade of bangles, he hummed keeping his hand on her head.
" shehnaaz!!!" he called her name, she looked at him with her innocent big eyes, like she used to do in her childhood making his heart flutter.
" Aap janti hai na mein humesa apk saath khada hu, apko sirf ek baar kehna hai, apk baba apke khushi ke liye sb khuch kar skte hai" she hummed dropping a kiss on back of his hand.
"Khush Raho Meri Bachi" he mumbled making his way out of the room, she sighed, shrugging off the negative thoughts and plastered a smile on her face.
" you are looking beautiful as usual" She stated dropping a kiss on her mother's cheek.
" jaaiye baba apk wait kr rhe honge" she hummed picking up her purse.
" mein tumhara Khana tumhare kamre me bhijwa doongi," she nods absent-mindedly.
" Am...mi"
" haa ammi ki jaan" Asma asked caressing her cheeks lovingly.
" Maha ko Meri Taraf se mubarak baat dena aur functions ki saari photos aur videos ruhaan se kehna bhej De mujhe"
" mein ruk jaati Hu na" Asma said, her voice breaking feeling her daughter's unsaid pain.
" Ammi jaiye, I am good...aap toh mujhe alg feel na kraye"
Entering her room, she closed the door with a heavy heart, discarding her dupatta... she poured some water for herself, when a sudden knock on the door startled her, keeping her hand on her thumping heart she shook her head.
" itni chotti chotti chizo par koi darta hai bhala" she murmured opening the door and her eyes met with his golden brown eyes, deep and expressive where she always used to get lost, His face had that faraway look in it, which could not be described in words. His smile, which reached up to his eyes and wrinkled them, flaunted his modesty and humility. Often, she could see a hint of pain in his sparkling eyes, which would disappear as suddenly as it emerged, he cleared his throat breaking her thoughts.
" j..iiii" she said holding the hem of her Kurta tightly in her fist, running inside hastily, picking up her dupatta she covered her head properly before making her appearance again in front of him.
" sorry" she whispered, he nodded, clad in a beige Kurta and paints which complimenting her fair skin well, strands of her silky Brown hair falling on the side of her cheeks, her eyes lowered like every time, her cheeks redden under his gaze, she bites her lips in nervousness before meeting his eyes.
"Tum abhi tak tayar nh hui" he questioned gaining consciousness.
"Wo..h...mei..n"
" shehnaaz!!!" he called her name strictly.
" Ammi aur biji ne mana Kia hai shehnaaz aapi ko function me aane se" Ruhaan said standing beside sidharth.
" kyu??"
" Aap toh jaante Ho na biji ko Bahi" Ruhaan said, he is the youngest in the Siddiqui family, soft spoken, emotional and loved by everyone especially from Shehnaaz.
" ye wahiyat baatein hai, tum taiyaar Ho, aur sb ko mein Dekh loonga" he said, his voice holding anger.
" I am fine here please, Maha ka event khrab na kare, what if khuch sach me bura ho gya, toh mein apne aap se kabhi nazre nh Mila paungi"
" shehnaaz ye sb...."
" pleaseeee...." she pleaded, his heart pained seeing her teary eyes, giving her a one last glance he darted away from the lobby in rage.
" aapi!!!" ruhaan called her, she sighed seeing his retreating figure.
" bolo"
" apna hath aage laaye" he demanded, she frowned.
" laaye na zaldi, please soche na" she hummed forwarding her hand, he puts rose gazre in her hands.
" Apko gazre bhut pasand hai na, pehn lijiyega, ok... mein especially apk liye laaya Hu," he said dropping a kiss on her forehead and running away as someone called his name from the backyard where the nikkah ceremony would be held.
" I need to talk" he announced diverting his mother attention.
" What happened sidharth?? Is everything alright" his mother asked.
" I just need answer of one question aur aap sach bolengi" he warned his mother before speaking further.
"Why is shehnaaz not attending this nikkah" he questioned.
" Sidharth ky jawab du iska mein bolo, Ky chahte Ho tum, Woh bewa(widow) hai, do mahine bhi nh hue the ruksati ko, Mein nh chahti Meri bachi par uska saya pade"
" usme uski ky glti hai ammi, aap toh padhi likhi hai, ache se janti hai ye sb bs baatein hai"
" apne bacho ki baari me afwaayein bhi sachi lagti hai sidharth, aur mujhe ish mamle mein koi behs nh karni, aur ek nikkah attend nh kregi toh khuch ho nh jaayega, befaltu ki baaton ko badhane ki koshish na kro" she said strictly.
" aur apne chachu aur chachi ka socha hai unhe kese lagega,"
" aur tumne apni behn ka socha hai, khuda na kre khuch ho gya toh"
" kisi ko dukh phucha kar khushiyan nh aati ammi"
" aur tumhe uski itni fiqar kyu hai, ky lagti hai tumhari???" She questioned.
" Insan hai itna kaafi hai ammi, khuch aur lagne ki zarrorat nh hai"
" utna hi rhe toh thikh hai, mein toh allah miyan ka roz sukhrana karti hu ki uska nikkah tumhare saath nh hua, acha hua tumne inkar kar dia ush waqt"
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Standing on her room balcony, her eyes captured the beautiful setup of the nikkah, the guests started coming, her taya ammi and taya abbu welcoming them with a warm smile along with her parents, the innocent laugh of children echoing in the whole garden making it more lively, her eyes went to her brother.... Hamid who plastered a fake smile on his face hiding his pain, his marriage fixed with Shehnaaz's sister-in-law but every relationship, every promise broke when her husband died, and from that day she wasn't able to face him, she diverted her eyes blinking back her tears, and there he was standing in the middle of the crowd clad in an ivory chikankari Kurta and pathani salwar, he can give complex to supermodel, after all his frame and his stature stand above all, he is tall and handsome like they describe in novels, He sometimes speaks too fast, which perhaps revealed how much agony he concealed within himself but the best thing about him, the way he carried himself with utmost sincerity and integrity...
He could feel someone's eyes on him but was not able to spot a person when his eyes went to her balcony, but she wasn't there... perhaps his guess was wrong.
The entry song buzzed as his sister walked down the aisle with her parents, she resembled an angel, and he clearly remembered the way she looked at him for the first time with curiosity in her small eyes... like now... time flies and the worst part is we can't stop it, she gives a full-blown smile seeing him, he shook his head at her antiques.
" how am I looking??" she asked in a hushed tone.
" bhut pyari!! Mashallah" he complimented.
" bilkul churail lag rhi Ho, kabir Bahi ko Bali Dene se koi bachaye" Ruhaan murmered teasing his sister.
" bahi" she whined.
" Ruhaan Tang mat kro ishe"
" Hamid Bahi Ap wahan kyu khade hai aaye na"
" you are looking gorgeous" he said placing his hand on her head and going back to his previous spot.
" Ammi aur biji ki taraf se mein maafi mangta hu" sidharth said standing beside Hamid.
" pichle khuch Dino me woh sach me khush thi, mujhe laga tha I got her happiness back... auro se Ky sikhwa karu jab apne ghr me Hi uski koi izzat nh hai" he stated gulping down a lump formed in his throat.
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