Maybe.. I love him?- Fourth
I feel so comfortable with him- Gemini
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You know what is more painful in love? It's one-sided love...
Especially when that person is your bestfriend and that person sees you as their comfort zone..
Again, it's not their fault. It isn't...
It was the expectations and stupid heart that just couldn't let go.
Learn this story of two young boys who were strangers, not totally strangers actually..
They studied in the same school but never spoke with each other. One was a scholar, a topper who spend his all the time just on books... While the other, he was a total crackhead, who just wants fun..
They never crossed their paths after school, at least not until this trip..
A trip to the hills changed both their lives..
Without realizing, they became two different person, when they were with each other..
One, who slowly fell in love while the other who just doesn't believe in this..
Read the story of them about how you let go of a one-sided love..
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It was night time and teenagers were having a blast on their trip.. Alcohols, cigarettes, music and games.
Everyone was having fun with all these stuffs, except the two.
"Stop this Gem... Please" A soft voice which sounded like a beg whispered to the other who was not letting go of the novel he was reading..
"Fourth.. I know you want to feel this... I can see it. Why are you stopping yourself???"
Fourth, who was tired with all the teasing finally looked up, straight into the eyes..
"You won't understand this.. Yes, I want to come but I just can't, okay.." The stressed voice and the tired eyes started to feel wet.
"It was always so easy for u." The voice came out as a whisper. "Remember in school time? You were the center of attention. You were the cool kid and were loved by everyone."
There was a long pause.. The voice was drained out but he had to speak..
"But remember how I was? I didn't have any friend.. I was just a silent kid who just studies every time .. I could never enjoy anything that time and I still can't cuz.. coz I am just boring"
Nobody spoke a word and silence filled the place.. It felt like a the voices that were gone finally came back.
"Boring? You call yourself boring?" Gemini finally stood up, taking the younger face in his palm. "YOU are the most cool person I ever met "
Gemini let out a small smile.. While Fourth fell butterflies in his stomach.. HE let go of the hands
"Stop this lies." He started to walk back into his tent, trying to calm down his heart..
"You think I'll lie?" The voice made him stop, but again started walking..The older also followed him.
"You literally know every song we listen, line by line.. You came to this place all by yourself in a pack of stranger, you know how to fight and protect yourself.." Gemini finally stood up in front of the younger, again holding his face.. "You are not boring , Fourth.. You just need a little encouragement to love yourself more.. You are fine, just the way you are."
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*Fourth's p.o.v*
He looked at me with those eyes, that were holding the truth and I found myself being lost.. I wanted the time to end..
"If you were a girl and I had a heart, I would surely be head over heels for you."
I snapped out.. Exactly, I am not a girl and he will never fall in love.. So, I need to handle this heart of mine.
"Why are you here anyway? Why aren't u enjoying with others?"
I said taking his hands off my face..
"I came to take you with me.. Now stop reading this boring book and come with me" Without hearing my reply, he dragged me to the party.. Loud musics, smell of alcohols, I hate them ..
Everyone looked at me like they just saw a ghost.. I know that I am not welcomed, at least that's what I thought..
"Fourth?" A voice snapped me out my thoughts.. I recognized it immediately. It was one of Gemini's friend, Ford.
"Uh- Hi?" I said awkwardly.. I suck at conversations, especially when making friends..
"Why are you standing there totally lost? Come on and join us.."
With that, again, I was dragged in the middle of people and everyone were talking about something.. I thought I'll just leave but I found myself enjoying their company.
That night, it felt unreal.. Everything felt like a dream, everything just felt right.. With these unknown person whom I never thought of meeting again were there, making me feel complete..
I laughed with them, I enjoyed with them, I simply went with the flow feeling myself again and without knowing, I was here talking about my life and my future with them...
They were friendly, actually and I enjoyed listening to their crazy stories making me realize I never enjoyed my life..
On top of that, I found myself falling in love again, with the same person for the second time .
Gemini Norawit
The person who has this craziness inside him, the person whom I tried to avoid, the person who will never love me back but it's fine..
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He is straight, I know that..
He will never like me, I know that..
He sees me as a friend, I know that..
He doesn't believe in love, I know that..
He will leave soon, I know that..
But..
I want to be selfish..
I want to confess my love..
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But I won't...
Especially not destroying our friendship with this stupid feelings.. OH heck nah-
I smiled with him.. he felt comfortable with me.
He says, he wants to fly, he wants to run, he wants to fall and stand again..
I will support him, as a friend.. I will..
I will understand him..
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Our lives were different.. Our future were different..
It was always one-sided but it still hurts as if I have done wrong..
I wanted a peaceful life, he wanted craziness..
I wanted to have a family with the one I love, he doesn't believe in love..
I loved him, but he was never mine..
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And finally, it was the end..
Just like every fairytale comes to end, this trip also ended..
He left... like he said...alone.
I didn't confess, I couldn't..
I wasn't sad nor I wanted to wait for him.. Nah-
The last day, I smiled at all those people I went trip with, bringing all those happy memories which also included him.
"Not every love story has a happy ending.. Maybe one day, he will have a family and so will I...One day my feelings will change too but the memory we shared will be forever with me."
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YEAH!! I suck at romance, especially one-sided .
I wanted to try a new plot, you know? and I hope it went well.. cuz I have zero knowledge about love , lol.
And I kinda think I should make this a book? But again this story line is not mine..but I should, right?
Let's see in future?BYE>3
Idea; An Indian movie.. It was a very old one and straight of course. So you guys can guess? Hehe..
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AND FINALLY HE IS 19!!!!
Kieta Hatsukoi is having remake starring Gemini and Fourth😭
The way I actually screamed when the eraser scene came but anyways-
Welcome Atom and Kongthap..