While Anakin and Obi-wan got the ship filled with everything they needed you had been in a room with Yoda. He had you place your saber in the middle of the room while he sat in front of you and you sat across from him.
"Focus your energy. Believe in the force."
When he spoke you had your eyes closed. It was amazing feeling the force flow as it did. It almost felt like water flowing across your skin and through your hair. You hear Yoda speaking to you as he gave a very happy hmmm.
"Guests we have, focus on the saber. Listen to the voices. Let them appear"
You seemed a bit confused when he said guests. But as you focused on your saber you heard the echos of someone you haven't heard from in years.
'Y/n...can you hear me?'
You gasped softly hearing his voice. As you looked to your lightsaber in your meditation you went to reach for it. That's when a light blue hand touched yours. You completely froze. As your eyes slowly looked up you saw your brothers face. He was smiling ear to ear at you.
"Conner"
Your bottom lip shivers as he shushed you.
'Y/n. I've been waiting for the day you could finally hear and see me'
You tried hugging him but went right through him. This made you hug yourself and shed a few tears. Conner felt just as heartbroken.
'Don't cry, y/n'
"How can I not? I can't touch you?"
'I know. But I've always been with you. I'll continue to do so. Even Ashoka is here now too'
"Ashoka?"
Conner did a face palm realizing he hadn't even introduced you and her.
'Forgive me. She's a fellow Jedi. Ashoka come on!'
That's when she walked out of no where and formed. She smiled bright and proud at you.
'Ah there is skyguys lovely lady'
"Skyguy?"
You where confused at the nickname but Ashoka chuckled in return. Conner couldn't help but smile as he stood near the saber.
'Yes. I call Anakin skyguy. He is my master. I believe he told you about me'
You covered your mouth remembering his story. "That's — that's you! I'm so sorry I had forgot!"
Ashoka laughed hard and walked over to you. Her hand hovering over your shoulder. You felt, comfort when feeling her force energy on you.
'It's okay. You've been busy and have been dealing with worse. Bedsides, we are here to help'
"Help how?"
'That's easy. We are gunna help you heal your lightsaber. I know you don't want it to be red anymore'
You looked down in complete shame. Conner gave you a look of sympathy as did Ashoka. When you looked back at your brother you couldn't help but give him a straight lined smile.
"I had so much anger inside of me when I got that saber. I was excited, sure. But —"
'But skyguy helped you change your saber. It was a breathtaking show'
Ashoka looked to you and then to your brother. Conner nodded his head in agreement.
'We know because we watched. Anakin never saw us because he cut himself off from the force.' He gave a brighther smile to you now 'it was your connection as a dyad that opened him up to the force again. He opened himself up more and more slowly so he could communicate with you'
Your face was red and Ashoka smiled. 'You ready to change that saber? To heal it and yourself?'
The sigh of relief you gave was enough to make them both smile "you have no idea how ready I am for that"
'We'll help you'
Conner hovered his hand over your shoulder as Ashoka was doing. You looked to both of them and felt your heart get warm. The amount of trust and love they held was overwhelming.
"How do I?"
'Yoda can help with that'
"Right here, I am. Focus your force energy on your saber. Let their life forcing help make it stronger. Heal, you must"
Holding your hand out to your saber inside of your meditation you felt the force flowing from your hand and into the saber. But it grew stronger as you felt Conner and Ashoka's life force. You gasped feeling such power. Your saber ignited on its own showing the crimson red blade with the black rim. You kept focusing with all your might. You began to sweat as your saber shook violently.
That's when Anakin's eyes flashed in this meditation. He was watching you or at least now on his way to you. Feeling such a strong tug in the force from you was enough to get his and Obi-wan's attention. As you continued your sabers blade shined brightly and it went from crimson red to a bright white. The black rim that was around it now glittered gold. Conner and Ashoka looked to it in awe just as you did.
'It's beautiful'
'I've never seen a white blade with a gold rim around it' Conner added
You came out of your meditation to be shocked that Conner and Ashoka where still there. You smiled brightly as Yoda even gave a smile.
"Force ghosts, they are. Forever with you. They shall be"
You shed a tear standing up. When you used the force to pulled your saber to your hand Anakin and Obi-wan made it in time to watching you ignite it. They stopped in their tracks seeing the beautiful white blade with its golden hue. Taking in a breath you let it out. Being able to see your brother again. Knowing he was always there and never let you suffer alone was enough to make you happy. It helped heal apart of you that you had been hiding away for awhile.
You turned to see Anakin and Obi-wan.
"It's a fitting blade y/n" obi-wan spike proudly.
"For once I'm In agreement with my master"
Obi-wan almost choked on his own spit hearing Anakin speak like that again. "Master?"
Anakin rolled his eyes walking over to you. "Yes, master"
He smiled down at you and gave you a deep kiss. Anakin felt this new found emotion in you. Relief. Something you hadn't felt in along time. When he parted the kiss he laid his forehead on yours. Ashoka and Conner smirked ear to ear.
"You ready to take down the Death Star? Get on with our lives?"
You placed your saber on your belt and smiled happily. "Love, I thought you'd never ask"
He took your hand and walked beside Obi-wan. Yoda watched the both of you head to the ship. Yoda couldn't have been more proud neither could Obi-wan.
"The future she is carrying. Protect her, we must"
"What does that mean?"
Yoda gave a soft chuckle "fool you are not Obi-wan."
That's when he thought again on what Yoda said. You where holding the future. Everyone in the room smiled at the realization.
'I'm gunna be an uncle!'
Ashoka just rolled her eyes while smiling. As you and Anakin walked onto the the ships ramp you watched him get into the pilot seat and you sat in the co-pilot seat. He clicked a few buttons to get the ship started as the ship started to roar to life. You watched while more people entered the ships around you and Obi-wan joined the captain from before. He waved to you and Anakin and you waved back while Anakin nodded.
Your ship left first so that way you could watch as the battle had started. Anakin had to make sure to plan this just right. If you and him where gunna get inside while the fighting was going on he had to make sure his codes still worked. The rebel ships flew past you two quickly going into light speed. Anakin clicked a few buttons and sent your ship into light speed too. He couldn't help but smile softly seeing it.
"I never get tired of this"
You smiled at him and took his robot hand. He looked to you with those amazing blue eyes of his. You swore you could never get tired of looking at them.
"I love you, y/n"
"I love you too, Ani"
He leaned in and you followed. The kiss you two shared was enough to make your knees feel like rubber. Good thing you where sitting down. When the ship came out of it Anakin grabbed the controls and flew as the ships where already firing and battling the empires fleet.
"Hold on"
You always had to give it to Anakin. He could fucking fly! As he spun the ship to dodge any fire he could he entered in his codes.
"Come on! Fucking work!"
When he saw the shield go down he smiled brightly. He was excited and relieved they worked and he was more then eager to take this large piece of metal down.
"You did it Ani!"
"Now this is where the fun begins" he pushed the controls forward quickly.
Your ship went through the landing area and landed. When the ramp opened he took off his cloak and laid it on the chair. You followed him down and he rushed out of the hanger. Stormtroopers noticed you two immediately and started to fire. Anakin held his hand out and he used the force which pushed them across the room and into the wall. It was hard enough it knocked them out. He turned a few corners as you did too.
You two fought your way to the control room. Your lightsabers ignited and swimming around to dodge the blasters and to cut down any enemy. You made short work of the people. Once you entered the control room you both fought and took down everyone there. Anakin held his hand out to one so he could use his codes to permanently take the shields down.
Once that was done he crushed his neck and threw him aside.
"I swear you get a kick out of that"
Anakin smirked "I maybe back with the force. But I cannot deny my dark side sometimes"
You chuckled spinning your saber for a moment. That's when the door to the control room blasted open with a much larger blaster. Stormtroopers in silver armor started to rush inside of the room. You raised a brow at Anakin and he shrugged once
"They where being trained for more elite purposes"
You have a nod and sucked your teeth "maybe you shouldn't have helped them so much"
"Don't worry love. This is good practice. I know you can do this y/n."
Anakin held his saber at the ready and so did you. The alarms went crazy as shots from outside shook the base.
"Let's make this quick then" you smiled and gripped your lightsaber.