Brianna's pov:
I have thought a lot about everything lately, jc and I have been texting daily but I haven't hung out with him I know I was supposed to go over to his house but Andrea needed help with something so I stayed with her. I don't know what's going to happen with jc and I though I'm not sure if I want to be with him, how do I know if he wants to be with me, or if he cares at all for me? I thought he did but after that talk with Connor I don't know what to think anymore. So I decided to stay a little distant from him and see how that goes...
Anyways Playlist was coming up and everyone is excited I know I'm not a youtuber but Jenn got some pass to go and go back stage with her and just be with her and the other you tubers. I am actually really nervous I am a big YouTube fan and kind of a fan girl. This year playlist is in Florida so now everyone from la has to fly to Florida which I'm excited cause I've never been there and have always wanted to go. We are flying there tomorrow morning and should arrive tomorrow afternoon ish or evening.
"ANDREA AND BRI!" -Jenn
She yelled really loud so I got up from my bed and went to her room so did Andrea
"What?" -Bri
"I don't know what to pack and we're leaving in like 8 hours" -Jenn
"Haha I haven't even started packing" -Andrea
"Neither have I!" -Bri
"I don't even know what I'm wearing for my meet and greets or the Playlist after party" -Andrea
"Playlist after party?" -Bri
"Yeah omg it's so fun all the youtubers get together and just party!" -Jenn
"Aw lucky's what am I gonna doing while yall party!" -Bri
"What are you talking about your coming to the party!" -Andrea
"I'm not a youtuber I think that might be awk" -Bri
"C'mon don't act like you don't want to go it'll be fun I got your name on the list" -Jenn
"You just can't get to fangirl crazy cause I know you love youtubers and pretty much every single youtuber will be there!" -Andrea
"omg I love you guys I'm so happy I'm going! Don't worry I will watch my self and make sure I don't embarrass myself to much!" -Bri
We continued talking about playlist and who's going to be there, we actually ended up packing and then we gossiped about cute guy youtubers and the drama between certain ones I never know any of this I'm so glad I get to know all the behind the scenes lives of different youtubers!
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*QUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK*
Ugh remind me to change my alarm that damn duck is annoying. I got up went to the bathroom and fixed myself up I didn't put on to much makeup but enough to make me not look like a zombie. I didn't really care what I looked like since we were flying and it was sort of a long flight so I wore my black Nike pro spanx then just a plain teal crop top and my black Birkenstocks with my fuzzy socks! I absolutely love fuzzy socks! We all packed our luggage in Jenns car and headed to the airport, jc had texted me good morning but I didn't reply. When we got to the airport I was kind of in a shock I had no idea kian, Connor, Ricky, and jc were flying with us on the same plane. When they saw us they came and helped us with our luggage. Jc came up to me and hugged me and kissed my cheek, he grabbed my suitcase and carried to where they had been waiting. We all sat down and waited for our plane to arrive. Jc sat next to me and so did Ricky.
"What's up girl I feel like I haven't seen you in forever! I didn't know you were coming!" -Ricky
"I know right, haha I didn't either!" -Bri
"You know I thought I'd be seeing you more at the house but it's total opposite I haven't seen you at all, did something happen that i don't know?" -Ricky
"No I have just been really busy with...Um...lots of stuff" -Bri
"Oh ok well if you ever need to talk you know I'm here for you" -Ricky
"Thanks ricky I know that!" -Bri
He then got up and went to go get Starbucks with Andrea and Connor
"Wait can yall bring me back something?" -kian
"Um no you can get your lazy ass up and come get yourself something" -Andrea
We all laughed then kian ended up getting up and going with them. It was just me, jc, and Jenn sitting down now.
"Hey stranger so what's up?" -jc
"Haha nothing much what about you?" -Bri
"Um just been thinking... A little confused.." -jc
"Confused about what?" -Bri
"Us... You and me... Bri what are we?" -jc
His tone got real serious. I was not expecting that question at all I honestly didn't know what to say the way he asked was so serious and sad. I didn't even know how to answer that I really don't even know what we are? We aren't a couple? But I have feelings for him and know he has feelings for me.
"Um I honestly don't know..." -Bri
"Well I need to know Bri I really like you and it's been driving me insane not knowing if you like me or not!" -jc
"Do you really like me jc or are you just saying that like you said that to Vanessa" -Bri
His eyes opened and his face emotions changed completely you can tell he had no idea what to say. As I had said that Andrea and the rest of them had just walked up to where we were all sitting and just stood there in shock I also knew Jenn was listening but pretending not to but she also looked up with complete shock. It was silent for awhile. I kind of felt bad for putting him on the spot like that but what else was I supposed to say.
"Who told you about her" -jc
"It doesn't matter who told me, it matters if you are just doing the same thing to me as you did to her" -Bri
"Look Bri-Brianna I was young and stupid what I did to Vanessa was a mistake, I would never hurt you or anyone like that ever again! Please believe me you actually mean something to me and these past days that you have been distant have drove me insane all I could do was think about you and what I could do to get you to stop being so distant, you can trust me Bri I won't do anything that would ever hurt you please..." -jc
That was honestly the sweetest thing he has ever told me. It meant a lot to me and made me realize that I am not like Vanessa I can trust him. He hasn't done anything to me that gives me a reason not to trust him, but I still don't understand why he won't ask me to be his gf, but I guess him telling me how he feels is a start.
"Ok jc, I believe you, and I trust you" -Bri
He jumped up happily he grabbed me and hugged me tight then whispered in my ear
"Thank you Bri, I promise I won't ever hurt you" -jc
Our plane has arrived and it was time to start boarding the plane when we got on it was three to a seat so I sat with jc, and jenn, and I have no idea who sat with who else. It was a long flight so I kind of slept through the whole flight.
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When we arrived we went strait to our hotel, Florida was honestly so pretty and the weather was pretty good, not as good as Cali but it wasn't bad here in Florida. We all went to the hotel and checked in and omg there were so many girls waiting at the hotel for all the youtubers it was insane! There was security backing girls up I knew it was insane but not this is insane like it was so scary and unsafe I can't imagine what it's like like at playlist. After we checked in we all went to our rooms and unpacked I stayed in a room with Andrea, jenn, and Rebecca. I wasn't really close with Rebecca, she didn't know who I was but I watched he videos and loved her but it's ok I kept on the dl and was chill. After I unpacked I went to the boys room where kian, and jc were staying
"Briiii" -kian
"Kiannnn" -Bri
I gave kian a hug then went and sat next to jc and gave jc a quick kiss and hugged him also
"Ew gross now that you guys are a couple please keep the PDA low key thanks!" -kian
"Oh please you and Andrea are always making out in front of everyone!" -jc
"Haha true!" -kian
We all laughed, and just chilled in his room then Sam, Trevor, and Ricky came in the room. I kind of fangirl'd a little cause I've always loved o2l and always wanted to meet them in person and now I'm finally meeting the last 2 I haven't met!
"TREVIIII I MISSED YOU BOO" -kian
"Oh that's cool you didn't miss me" -Sam
Kian then ran to Sam and tackled him and gave him a big hug. I thought it was the cutest thing ever cause I know how close they are and they live so far from each other.
"And you must be the beautiful Bri" -Trevor
He made me blush, but seriously how do all these youtubers know me when I've never talked to them in my life, like Jenn wouldn't go and tell everyone about me!
"Yes indeed I am, and you are oh my gosh the Trevor Moran!" -Bri
"Oh so your a fan, looks like we are perfect for each other" -Trevor
He put his arm around me then winked, Who knew he was such a flirt, haha then jc came and scooted to us and took Trevor's arm off of me and put his arm around me.
"Sorry Trevi this ones mine" -jc
"Bri is this true, you're cheating on me, wow I don't think this is gonna work anymore I um can't do this" -Trevor
We all started laughing so hard, I can tell I was really going to like Trevor. We all just stayed in the room and chilled and I got to know the boys more and told them stuff about me, they were telling me who i'd love and who I'd probably hate. It started getting later so I went back to my room where the girls were!
"It's about time you're back you need to get ready for the party!" -Jenn
"Sorry I was just with the guys, wait what party?" -Bri
"The beach party that's in about an hour" -Andrea
"No one told me there was a beach party!" -Bri
"Haha well now we're telling you so get ready cause a lot of youtubers will be there!" -Jenn