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~Aaliyah Cortez~
I can hear every little movement, every insignificant fucking sound haunts me. I've heard Bella and Ivy talking, all I wanted to do was hug all of them. But my body is numb. It felt like I was trapped in a dark room, a dark room filled with negativity. My mind is exactly that. I can't manage to move a single part of my body, all I can do is breathe.
I can't speak, my mouth won't move and it's killing me. I felt nauseous, scared and trapped. Every trauma I've felt came back, and I'm not awake to do anything about it. The moments back at the cell, when he fucking showed the same knife I used to harm myself to me. Everything. It hurts so much. Physically and mentally I feel drained.
"Her heart rate is getting higher, it's a good sign. She'll soon wake up." I hear someone say and Ivy mumbles something. I wanted to wake up. I can't. I need to. I try to move my arms, fuck I need to get up. Calm down. I wanted to scream, I felt so invalidated and fucking trapped that everything felt disgusting. My mind flashes back to Killian, carrying me through the crossfire. Bullets flying, barely missing his head. Shit. Is he okay? Shit. Fuck.
I feel my jaw clench and my heart pump faster and faster. No no no. Is he alive? I feel a tear pass down my cheek and then someone wipe it off. I need him to be okay. I'm not letting him go.
I scowl internally when I hear multiple doctors talk about how shit my health is. We all know it. News flash doctors I was kidnapped for 3 days and beaten so... I need to see him. I need to wake the fuck up. I've been counting the seconds, the minutes and the hours.
Soon 2 hours pass and I'm still in this dark setting, I cant open my eyes and all I can do is think. Think about how my husband may be dead. Think about the abuse I had to endure for three days straight.
"It's been two weeks, why hasn't she woke up?" Killian. I feel something poke into my arm and my body freezes. I need to get up fuck! I felt numb, all my pain surges away and I felt like stone. "She will wake up soon, it'll be a matter of time." I hear Killian's scoff, and someone sitting down on a chair. A door suddenly closes and the room becomes deadly silent. "Hi princess." Hi darling, I wanted to respond but I couldn't.
"It feels weird, talking to you and not getting a snarky, bratty response back-" He chuckles, and for a split second I heard his voice break. My heart clenches. "I miss you." He states, softly. I felt his hand slowly interlock with mine and I wanted to squeeze his but I couldn't. I could slightly move the tip of my fingers. Come on! This is the worst misfortune brought upon me, all I wanted to do was hug him even though he's an asshole, that's all I wanted to do.
"I need you awake, baby. Please come back to me."
I ignore the pain surging through me, ignoring my heart rate going even higher and dismissing the thumping in my head. I shoot up from the fucking coma I was in and snap my eyes open. Adjusting to the light, my eyes meet a shocked Killian.
"Holy shit." He whispers, and I grin. My heart aches and immediately pain surges through me like a goddamn wrecking ball. I groan softly in pain and Killian like a dumbass, quickly clicks the help button embedded into the hospital bed. "Hi darling." I say softly, slowly resting my head back on the pillow. Nurses come rushing in, and they shoo Killian out of the room even though I want him in here so badly.
They do some checks, making sure my pain isn't as bad and my blood levels are normal. They still have me on an IV, the nurses have told me that I can't digest properly yet because my body isn't completely healed yet. I almost gag at the fact that I can't eat properly yet, I'm craving some mcdonalds.
The checkups are taking so fucking long. Finally, after 30 minutes of them checking everything, Ivy, Bella, Seb, Dominic and Killian come in the room along with Aria. She runs head first into my arms and I quickly pick her up and place her onto my lap on the hospital bed.
"Auntie Aliiii!!!" She exclaims, kissing my cheek and throwing her little arms around my neck. "Hi love." I smile so hard even though I still feel pain all around my body. Killian stands at the back of the room, his eyes on mine and a small smile graces his lips.
"My baby." Ivy mumbles, joining in on the hug along with Bella. We all talk, talk about what I missed, talk about how I shouldn't take drinks for strangers. "If someone offers you a drink and you don't know where they've been, slap them and throw the drink in their face." Killian's chuckle made everyone's head turn. Awkward.
"I missed you sooo much auntie, I need someone to help me bully uncle Killi." I stop the tears from pouring. I have people who miss me? I have people who genuinely want me here...they love me for who I am. "No bullying, Aria." I fake scold and she laughs. "Visiting hours are over, everyone." We say our byes, except Killian shoots a glare at the nurse and the nurse trembles, walking away and ignores the fact that Killian is still in the room.
"So you missed me?" I teased, smiling softly at him.
"More than anything, I missed your petty insults a lot." I roll my eyes as he walks over to me. I scooted over in the hospital bed and he laid beside me, his hand around me and my head leaned against his shoulder. Moments of silent pass but everything was perfect. Perfect because I was in his arms. "I missed you too." I state, breaking the silence. He stares at me softly, his gaze ravishes me.
He looks at me like I'm unflawed even though I'm scattered in scars. Bruised and violated. He stares at me like I have no imperfections.
My eyes flutter shut, and his hands slowly cup my cheeks. Your butt cheeks? I internally scowl at the weird voice in my head. I leaned in slowly, the whole world felt on pause except us. It felt like it was only us in this godforsaken world. "Let me kiss you, Aaliyah." My heart races, and butterflies implode in my stomach.
Say yes!
Fuck.
SAY IT!!
"Kiss me."
His soft lips pressed against mine, this kiss was soft, passionate and loving. My lips moved against his, and my hands tangled in his hair. His hand drops from my cheek to my neck, angling my head so our kiss could deepen. He was soft, gentle with me. He held me as he kissed me. He tasted like heaven on earth, I've wanted to know how our first kiss would be and now here we are.
Our air supply simply nonexistent when he snakes a hand around my waist so he could pull me closer. He kissed me with such passion that seems unmatched but I matched it, I ignored the need for air and kept my attention on his soft lips.
We're both panting from the kiss, barely breathing but his hand wraps around my neck and he angles the kiss deeper. I greedily open my mouth, kissing him gently yet roughly. I moved my hands from his hair to his cheeks. His tongue teases my bottom lip, and his hand trails to my back. This feels as if it's heaven on earth.
"Beautiful." He states softly, kissing me tenderly. I missed him so fucking much. I hold him tight, never letting go. My hands go to his blazer, tightly clutching the soft fabric as his tongue teases me.
We pull away for barely a second before our lips crash against one another's, his teeth slightly biting on my bottom lip and his tongue slyly making it's way in my mouth. Our lips dance against each others. We had no other thought in the world. We held each other tight, not daring to let go or stop this enchanting moment. "Your mine." I mumble against his lips and he smiles, pecking my lips.
"All yours."
AN : I have school and I've been holding off eating n everything just to finish this chap- talk about commitment LMAO okay goodnight babes! love u all