Yn's perspective -
" yeah I think he is cursing us in his bunny language , look at the pout on his face " i chuckled to my dad's words as i whispered back .
" Don't worry I'll take care of your son in law " which made them smile as they broke the hug .
" Mom, I am going to visit my bedroom" I said to my parents as they nodded and then I said " Jungkook let's go "
" Sure " he said as he intertwined our fingers and headed towards the bedroom .
" So nida how is mom and dad ? " I heard my dad's voice before we exited the living room . I opened the door of my bedroom as we walked inside .
" Holy sh!t , yn your room looks so beautiful " his compliment makes me blush as i thanked him .
He turned around as he locked the door before pinning me against the wall beside the door .
Making me slightly gasp , he locked his eyes with me as he inches closer to my lips making my heartbeat increase by 10 . I gulped down as he said seductively " I'm so proud of my girl right now , do you know that ? "
He is complimenting me. I get it but why seductively ?
Please if this continues I might just make him use me . I know where he wants this to go so I play along with him . I inches closer to him , towards his ear as I said with the same seductiveness filled inside my veins .
" I know and all thanks to her husband who never stops supporting her and loving her "
The smirk on his face was gone after hearing me , oh how can he change his duality this fast ? Damn .
As my thoughts filled with his soft side however that won't last long as he smashed his lips on mine aggressively while pulling me closer towards him with both arms , which soon caged me .
We both moaned at the feeling of our lips colliding . We kissed for more than 5 minutes before I started gasping for oxygen . We both stared at each other before he joined his forehead with me .
" I'm literally feeling so proud of you yn , you did great today and I'm glad that finally you forgive them and they realised their mistake " his words made me smile .
Aware of the fact that everything is solved now and there will be no problem in future at least from my parents side .
" I'm excited to start my life abroad, Jungkook, all thanks to you " . He needs to get appreciated by me , he has done alot for me which I'm glad about .
I sometimes wonder what I would be doing if he didn't marry me ? Where would I be in my life right now ?
That scares me a lot , Jungkook is the man I write books about . I used to pray to God to give me a husband just how I write , and now I've got my one and only .
And I promise to never stop loving him. I can never imagine that this person has been in love with me since my highschool years and we have talked as well .
He made me realise that weight doesn't matter , weight is the least interesting thing about me, there's much more interesting thing about me than my weight .
My train of thought got interrupted by my husband when he said " Yn what are you thinking about ? "
I blushed as I cupped his face and placed my soft petals on him, making him smile against my lips .
He detached my soft petals from his as I held his hand while walking towards my bed. He sat on the bed and so do I , as my eyes never stopped roaming around the room .
They had touched nothing , the things are in the exact same place where I left . " How are you feeling coming back here after so long yn ? "
Jungkook's question made me smile as I answered . " I missed this Jungkook , I miss my room so much , my bedroom was the one who knows how much I used to cry every night and how helpless I felt about everything . It felt really good to be here again and "
I stopped in the middle as I stood up from the bed and walked towards my closet. I knelt down in front of my closet as I pulled the shoe drawer which was in the bottom of the closet .
As I dragged out my journal , my old journal . Which was wrapped in black plastic , I unwrapped it as I carefully held my last 2 year journal with me .
And joined Jungkook on the bed. I used to write my feelings on paper before I started writing on wattpad .
Journal was the best therapy to take out what's going on inside of me .
Jungkook's perspective -
My eyes slightly widened when I saw yn's journal . How long has this been going on with her ?
She smiled looking at me as she said
" And finally I'm genuinely happy after so long that I don't need to let my feelings out on papers anymore "
Can I hug her ?
Can I kiss her ?
Can I hold her and never let her go ?
Can I keep her forever for me and protect her from everything ?
Yes ! I can and will .
She opened her 1st journal , a total of 5 journals here. I wonder how long she has been writing these ?
" I know you wonder when this started so it was when I was in my 3rd year of my graduation after the pandemic , nothing was going right at that time for me .
Like from that time nothing has gone right with me but now the situation has changed and I'm happy so not to mention that "
I nodded my head as she continued " I started gaining weight as I was doing online classes , at first i didn't give a flying fuck because pandemic was the phase everyone's weight has gained and all later , my score started to go down making me work hard .
As I was working on my studies to make it right then my parents comment entered, they started to tell me to lose weight and told me to do something about my studies .
So I started working on that , but you know you can't tolerate more than a limit . They started to say to me every single day and parents' words really made you feel like sh!t .
And that's what happened to me. I tried everything , every single day cutter drink, every diet , but nothing worked because the pressure on my mental health was a lot to handle at that time "
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To be continued
Written by Ashscrievers ✨