i'm not scared of lying and tigers and bears but i'm scared of loving you.
how y'all doing on this saturday?
•y/n•
I was walking out the store and i seen this badddd shordy.
i'm talking she looked real good.
i was thinking if i should go up to her or not. fuck it ima go up there
"yoo ma" i said
she looked me up and down before saying a light "hey"
"why you out here pumping gas mh? let me do it" i said
"oh thank you." she said
"so you from here?" i asked her
"yes i am" she said
the only thing that was crazy to me was she wasn't smiling like normal girls would do when i walk up to them.
she just was straight face like something was bothering her badly.
(you maybe)
"is you good?"
"yeah i'm fine"
"ight well can i get your number"
"no." she said
damn. never heard that one
"i just pumped your ga-"
"i ain't ask you too you offered" she said getting into the car
"ight have a good day ig"
"mhm you too" she pulled off
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"found it" i mumbled to myself.
it tooo me almost all day to find this girl instagram and i finally did.
i watched her story and seen she posted something 8 mins ago so i slid up.
y/n💓
yo, you remember me?
how could i forget you? how
you find my insta?
that don't matter atp
yeah okay. what do you want
like i wanted earlier i wanna talk
to you. can i get yo #
again like earlier no.
damn why you so mean😭
i'm not mean just want
you to leave me alone
no you don t
you really not gone
leave me alone?
hn.
my # is ***-***-****
lying ass that's an android
fine ***-***-****
i typed in the number and it was an iphone so i saved the contact and texted it
me
is this y/n??
y/n🫀
yes, this must be that annoying ass lil boy.
me
you like me tho
y/n🫀
cap
me
when we meeting up ma
y/n🫀
never in yo lifetime
me
that's cap and ima keep asking everyday
y/n🫀
that's gone get you blocked and removed.
me
mhm follow me on insta ma
y/n🫀
nope idk you
me
cmon stop doing that
y/n🫀
wtv i did is that all you want from me?
me
for now...
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3 months later.
"it's been 3 months and you still tryna get her" dotty said
"yes"
"she dont want you"
"you don't know that maybe she playing hard to get."
"yeah ight nigga call her" he said
i went to her contact and ft her.
she answered in the second ring.
"put your face in the camera" i said and she smacked her lips propping her camera up
"you so beautiful"
she went out the frame for a minute then came back in again with a straight face.
"what do you want"
"i wanna link yk this"
"no dd i got shit to do" she said
"cap. you got time to meet me"
"i'm good"
"you can meet me at my house ma" i said
"i'm not doing that"
"ma"
"send the address.." she said
"i did"
"i might still not come but thank you" she said
"bru it's been 3 months"
"i've been trying to get rid of you for 3 months" she said
"oh wrd? keep it like that" i hung up in her face
"damn that's crazy.. ima head out tho" dotty dapped me up
"ight fs"
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1 hour late i heard my doorbell ring. i went to open it and seen it was y/n
"you came"
(pause)
"mhm i ain't want you crying or nun" she walked in
"never.. you can sit on the couch over there" i pointed
she nodded and sat down.
"you want anything to drink??" i asked
"no i'm good" she said
i nodded and walked over to sit beside her.
"have you ate anything?"
"does that matter" she said
"yes it does so did you"
"no i didn't" she answered
"you want me to buy something?" i asked
"why you asking so many questions" she said
"damn i'm tryna make sure you good" i told her
"well you don't have to im fine i just said that."
"why you acting like that"
"like what?" she said with attitude
ofc
"i haven't done nun to you but you have had an attitude with me since we met."
"i mean i told you, you annoyed me" she said
"you lying that's not why.. tell me why you being like that y/n" i said and she stayed quiet
"youn hear me talking to you?" i said and she looked at me
"i don't wanna get attached."
(me either)
"huh?"
"i don't wanna get attached to you" she repeated
"why."
"cause every time i get attached to smb the break me down and then i build myself back up and get broke down again" she said
"evb i every dated used me for my body, money, or just to live in a house or sum" she said
"why didn't you just say that"
"because when i act like that they usually leave me alone but you didn't , you just kept going.. i just don't wanna get hurt again"
her voice was shaky like she was finna bust out crying
"you think ima hurt you" i asked her
she just put her head down.
"look at me ma"
"idk. i don't wanna go through it again" she said crying
i moved her onto my lap
"stop crying mh" i wiped her tears
"i'm not gonna hurt you but you gotta give me a chance to show you" i said and she nodded
"you gone give me a chance?"
"yes" she said
"i love you" i kissed her
she smiled "i love you too
shake yo dreads, shake yo dreads , shake yo dreads, shake yo dreads!!!