"Little dove?"
"Wake up.."
My eyes slowly opened as I looked up Leonardo hovering over me smiling widely.
"Leo!!!" I exclaimed jumping on him as he groaned wrapping his hands around me.
"I fucking missed you sooo much, little dove!!" He whispered in my neck tightening his hold.
"I missed you tooo sooo much!!!!" I screamed in his ear earning a playful glare from him.
"Are you okay? Nothing bad happened right?" He asked pulling me a little away from him and I shook my head in no.
He sighed in relief before hugging me again. He made me sit on the bed again now looking at me for explanation?
"What?"
"Why was Matteo in your room when I came?" I gulped as I looked around.
"You did it?"
"Oh god No!! We didn't!" I rolled my eyes before he shrugged.
"I swear that fucker will die from my hands if he didn't keep his hands away from you" He muttered and I just smiled.
"Don't smile! I am planning a murder right now"
"You won't."
"I will, if he ever breaks your heart" He shrugged.
Break my heart? He won't, right?
What about me? I don't even fucking know what I feel towards him.
Are we just messing around with each other? All the kissing and that shit.. But it doesn't feel like it.. It feels real.
I got cut off from my thoughts when Leonardo pulled me against him, turning on the tv.
The whole evening I spend my time with Leonardo.. Just like old times, when I was sold off to him..
Watching hulk. Offcourse..
I wonder how come my brothers didn't come inside once, definitely something to do with Leo.
"Leo?"
"Hmm" He replied turning over to me raising his brows.
"Umm.. About A-Andr-" Before I could wven complete my sentence, his jaw clenched anger blazing into his eyes.
"What about him?" He asked, his tone turning stern a little.
I guess, he won't be of any help either.
"Nothing, was just curious." I smiled pushing my head into his neck more.. He is warm just like Sandro.
He rubbed my head sighing, "Don't worry that lil head of yours, dove.. Your brothers are here to deal with everything" He mumbled kissing my head.
I nodded, how the fuck am I supposed to reach Andrew?
"Where is everyone?" I asked as I grabbed another pack of twizzlers.
"On the verge of blasting downstairs due to anger, since I ordered them not to disturb us.." He smirked winking at me.
"I had to spend time with you, since I was your first brother, wasn't I?" He raised his brows and I nodded with my mouth full of chips.
God I love them.. I can't imagine my life without any of them..
Or I would have been in that hell hole with my mother and da- step dad.
"We have to go downstairs, you remember we all had a surprise for you when you were at your cousins?" I thought for a moment before my eyes widen..
Shit.. How could I forget?
"Yeah.. Let's Go" I stood up from the bed and immediately lose my balance falling on the bed again.
Fuck my legs..
Matteo, I am gonna kill you.
Leo looked at me confused before his eyes widen. "You both did it!" I rolled my eyes.
"No.We didn't.. I am not even 18 for god sakes!"
"Does that matter?"
"Well yeah.. I think.. " Matteo said he wouldn't until I turn 18 so I won't regret my first time.
Whatever it means...
We both stepped outside as my brothers and Matteo were grumbling glaring at almost everyone. Leo glared at Matteo who just look confused .
"What's the surprise you wanted to give me?" I asked plopping myself next to Ares.. I know he will never ask me to sit beside him. But he wants it.
See. I told you.
In an instant his arm wrapped around my waist pulling me more into him in a way I'm leaning against him.
Alex shake his head chuckling before he come forward sitting in front of me with that same confident aura I am fan of.
I want to be like him.
"Don't panick. Okay?" He asked and my mood shifted suddenly. I sat straight a little nervously.
What can go wrong? Why do I don't have to panick?
"Lily, breathe kiddo" Ares asked beside me rubbing my hand and I just blinked nodding for him to continue.
Ares eyes soften as he gave me a small smile, "You know hunter? The man who umm you know you afrais of?"
My breathe quickened juat by hearing his name. All the flashbacks coming in front of my eyes like a movie. But I somehow nodded digging nails into my wrist harshly to feel the pain.. I have to be in present, can't afford to go back in those dark memories...
"Hey, hey.. Don't do that piggy. You are hurting yourself" I heard someone say but I just continuously looked at Alex for him to continue..
What about hunter? Is he back? But that cant be a surprise.
"He is dead"
What?
I blinked looking at Alex blinking in shock. "D-dead? Like dead dead? Are you sure?" I asked wide eyes.
Sandro came forward smiling warmly, "Yes baby, dead dead.. We killed him with our own bare hands"
Am I feeling happy? Fucking ecstasy.
"When?"
"When you were with your cousins. We came to know about his whereabouts as he was building his own gang. But they all are dead" Luca spoke this time patting my head.
"And did I enjoy torturing him" Matteo smirked.
Wait, that's why I heard Sandro's voice when I called him back then.
"Wh-What about M-Mom?" I asked shrinking back more into my seat.
"She has gone underground, but without hunter she's nothing.. So she won't be able to hide for more.. No worries of her" Ares said this time.
"How you like our surprise?" Leo asked and I smiled.
I am free..
He will never get me.
"Fuck!" I exclaimed before slapping my hand over my mouth as my brother's eyes widen..
"Language" Alex said sternly.. But who is he kidding.
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Thank you soo much" I chuckled jumping over to Alex who just shake his head annoyed..
"Just once, can't you follow the rules?" He chuckled at which I shook my head in no.
That's the thing I liked about him, whenever he is with me. He is completely different.. Too far away from his mafia Don character..
"I love the surprise! You can't imagine what I'm feeling right now.. I wiahed that bastard to be dead long time ago.. If only I had a gun at that time I would have killed him like I did days ago at Andrew's party!"
Wait...
Processing....
Shit...
I wasn't supposed to say last line.
Now everyone's eyes on me and I looked down at the floor, why the fuck I had to mess it up.
"You killed someone?" Alex asked standing up moving towards me.
And it took me everything not to step back, it's not like I'm afraid of him but just an instinct.
I nodded timidly. He crouched down grabbing my chin softly making me look at him.
He will be angry?
But Andrew said my brothers will be proud of me when they will knew about it.
But that didn't change the fact that I became a murderer.. Will they feel disgusted by a murderer sister?
My heart clenched at the thought.. I won't be able to survive if they got disgusted by me.
"Alex.. Let me talk with her" Brian said moving forward but Alex raised his hand stopping him, stopping everyone..
I could listen to my heartbeat bumping against my chest.
"Everyone leave, except Ares and Leonardo" Alex ordered but noone moved.
He looked up at them and gave one of those cold glare that everyone scattered away in a second.
The power he holds.
"Now I only want the truth, okay?" He said and I nodded.
"Can you answer me verbally this time?" I mutter a small yes.
God they look intimidating.
I licked my lip nervously before my eyes met with Leonardo who smiled at me confortingly?
"You killed someone?"
"Yes"
"Why?"
I looked around.. Because He tried to rape me? Or was hell bound on making me the perfect submissive from his sick point of view.
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘈𝘯𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘸 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳.
"H-he deserved it?" I replied which came out as a question.
"Which Andrew party?"
Oh god no....
"I-Its I-Igor.. He met with someone to umm kinda hurt me.. Till the time Andrew came to help me, I shot the man in between his eyes" I mumbled..
He deserved to die. He hurt me. He hurt millions of girls.
"You say Andrew came to help you? How.. I know you are hiding so much Lily since you came back.." Alex spoke. And I can feel his anger blazing.
"I am being so patient with you, 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘢. But I want to know the truth.. I can't behave like everything is okay when my babysister comes back after being kidnapped by a rapist!"
Andrew is not a rapist!
"Lily, kiddo.. It's okay if you don't want to open up but please try, hmm?" Ares spoke getting on his knees so he's the same height as me.
"𝘉𝘶𝘣𝘣𝘢..I swear Andrew never hurted me for even a tiny bit second. It was Igor's fault-"
"Igor does whatever Andrew told him to dammit! Why can't you understand that!" Leo spoke irritated.
"No he don't!! I have lived with him! I knew what goes on there!! Igor doesn't do anything Andrew asked him to! He does whatever the fuck he wants! If it wouldn't be for Andrew there, I would have been shipped over god knows where to satisfy some sick bastard!" I shouted glaring at all three of them.
There was a complete silence for whole two minutes and then I muttered a small Sorry to them..
𝘈𝘴𝘬 𝘩𝘪𝘮..
𝘕𝘰.
𝘈𝘴𝘬 𝘩𝘪𝘮..
𝘕𝘰..
"Are you proud of me?" I asked looking directly at Alex who looks confused by my question.
I bit my lip. He is not... Andrew lied to me. He said my brothers will be proud of me.. But they aren't.
"There are so many things where I am proud of you, which ones are you asking about?" He asked and his question threw me off guard..
𝘏𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴?
𝘊𝘢𝘯 𝘐 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦?
A smile crept into my face showing off my dimple, "Andrew said you all will be proud of me when you will know that I protected myself or killed someone.. That I am brave enough to protect myself alone without anyone's help" I muttered looking for their expressions which definitely softened.
"You can't believe how proud I am of you.. Not just because you protected yourself, but because you are so brave and strong. You came out with all those shitty things with a smile on this pretty face" He said poking my cheeks.
God I am feeling like a baby.. But I kinda like it?
"No matter what you do, we will always be proud of you. I was angry because I didn't want you to get involved in this killing business. The feeling is shit. When your all brothers did their first kill, I was there with them after that to make sure they don't overthink or feel like a murderer. But I wasn't there with you, when my babysister killed someone" He said kissing my hairs.
Ares and Leonardo nodded along with him..
I did feel like a muderer. But not now.. I didn't kill an innocent person.
I even cuffed Andrew all the way back to his mansion. Dammit! It's embarrassing.
"You all can come in, dickheads" Ares said rolling his eyes and all my brothers and Matteo fall over each other in a puddle..
Eavesdropping.
We have been sitting on the dining table, and Matteo and Leonardo had to go back because they have their own mafias to run. Duh!
"Can I sleep alone today?" I asked biting my salad.
"Why?" Sandro was the first one to ask.
"Umm.. I want to just for today..Please?" I pouted which he just rolled his eyes at.
"Let her, Sandro" Brian said and he nodded huffing.
Great...
After saying night to everyone and some pleadings from Sandro and Luca to sleep in their room. I walked off to my room locking it.
I grabbed my black leather jacket with black pants and shoes, just the way I dressed while going with Greyson to car racing. I sat on the bed rubbing my sweaty hands over the bedsheet waiting for everyone to sleep.
Just hold on a little Andrew.. I am coming.
♡♡