Its the worst when
you're in a crowded room
you just wonder
why you can only
hear your heart, not feelin full, booming thunders
Its the worst when
everyone's laughing
and smiles
and you're just there
with your dangerous mind
so vile
Its the worst when
everything's going so
smooth
and your thoughts for no reason start to get rude
Its the best when
everyone is happy
but it's the worst when you're holding back the tears you don't know why are coming just so it won't end poorly
Its always your mind
but that's also
because of the people who,
have never been kind
...
Context: "poetry is legit like the thought that found words but the words that couldn't explain the thought"
-Me at exactly 1:00AM after a party I didn't think I'd get depressed at but did which happens all the time should've expected my brain to play with me