NOAH
I groaned as I flushed the toilet, watching my puke swirl around before disappearing. As soon as Sawyer left, the cake we had enjoyed the previous night had immediately come back out.
I had felt too full, and an irrational fear of never fitting into my favorite halter top had choked me till I was leaning over the toilet and heaving.
My eating habits had always been sporadic, even before I was on ridiculous diets to fit in 'sexy' dresses for pageants.
I would either eat too much at a specific given time or live off snacks for almost a week.
My mother had a similar eating routine and she never took my concerns seriously. That had eventually removed the concerns from my mind all together.
Morgan is a great friend, but her parents were a different ball game and she had her own shit to deal with as well. She had only brought up my eating habits once during high school and after it had turned into an insult match between us never brought it up again.
I had texted Cedrick before my nausea had dragged me to the bathroom and waited for him to arrive after cleaning up and feeding Rascal.
He was holding a bottle of wine that I winced at.
"Not a wine fan?" He frowned while entering the apartment.
I chuckled awkwardly. "Oh... it's not that. I just feel a bit sick is all."
Cedrick blinked but smiled. "I see."
"Marley broke into the apartment, Sawyer and I found him on my bed." I sighed sitting beside Cedrick on the couch.
Cedrick frowned and rubbed his chest. "And he didn't attack you? He just left?"
I hummed. "He said my father was going to try something and that he would offer protection to us."
Cedrick sighed, deep in thought. "I find it hard to believe he has changed, I mean I remember his first relationship and how broken the girl was when she broke up with him. He's emotionally abusive and aggressively possessive..."
I frowned. "You can be our cynical voice of reason then. I'm tired of bending to my parent's will. I had to block them because I almost took a call from my mom."
Cedrick smiled sadly. "It's a force of habit. Don't beat yourself up about it."
I nodded. "Are you still in their house?"
"Ah right I wanted to tell you, I left a few days ago. Got a nice appartement a few blocks down. My dad said I have to cut my vacation short. Duty calls."
I smiled sadly. "How short?"
He waved his hand dismissively. "Oh don't worry. I'll be leaving in three weeks."
I nodded. "Any progress with Caesar?"
He blushed. "Yeah he took me out on a date. I'm not sure we can be anything serious given that I live so far away. Caesar seems to love his life here."
"Already dreaming of moving away" I teased watching his face turn even redder.
"Don't be shy, it's good to know you like him so much. Don't assume for him though. Tell him you're leaving soon and let him decide what he wants to do about it."
Cedrick groaned and slumped on the couch.
We turned the conversation to even lighter topics before eventually playing a game on Forrest's playstation.
"We both suck." Cedrick laughed when his car crashed. The third time in two minutes.
"Forrest is going to kill us if we mess with any of his saved stuff."
Cedrick laughed. "My youngest sister will stab you if she sees you even looking at the console with the intention to play."
A few hours of bouncing between games, laughing at random videos and eating pizza later Sawyer came back.
"Hey Sawyer." Cedrick smiled, from his place against my belly.
Sawyer blinked at our tangled bodies on the couch and lifted an eyebrow. "What did I miss?"
"Nothing much." Cedrick groaned as he sat up.
Sawyer dropped some bags behind the couch and came to kiss me. I deepened it and Sawyer moaned into my mouth.
Cedrick chuckled. "This is where I leave."
Sawyer and I hummed in acknowledgement as Sawyer climbed over me.
When the door slammed shut Sawyer lifted me from the couch.
"Sawyer." I giggled into her mouth.
She smiled against my lips and gently bit my lower lip.
"I bought the strap."
I sucked in a breath and tightened my arms against her neck. "Yeah?"
Sawyer smirked against my lips. "Uh huh."
Sawyer's lips moved to my neck, biting and sucking, moving us towards the bedroom as she kicked a box that had fallen out of the rubber in front of her.
"I love you." I whispered as she lay me on the bed.
"I love you more." She smiled softly.
She undressed herself swiftly and helped me take my clothes off. Interrupting the process with little kisses.
When I was completely naked she leaned back and raked her eyes over my body.
"God I'm so fucking lucky."
I smiled and pulled her down towards me, running my hand through her hair.
"I'm thinking of cutting it."
"Into a buzz?" I frowned while massaging her scalp.
"Nah, just a little shorter. Managing a wolf cut is a hassle."
I hummed and gasped when she dragged me properly beneath her by my waist. "Don't move."
I sat up to watch as she unboxed the strap, it was a bit long and thick. I swallowed.
It had been years since I had been penetrated by anything that wasn't my fingers or my very small vibrator.
After wearing the strap Sawyer tilted her head at me. Quietly analyzing my expression.
I swallowed with my eyes screwed shut as she climbed over me.
Sawyer rubbed my eyebrow gently, causing me to open my eyes. "We don't have to do this right now, or at all for that matter."
I shook my head. "It's not that... please go slow."
Sawyer smiled. "Of course."
My breath hitched when she slowly guided the head of the black dildo into my cunt.
I groaned slowly at her concentrated face as she watched the toy disappear into me.
When our hips met I whimpered and writhed.
Sawyer leaned down over me and kissed me slowly, shushing me with each peck.
"I love you so much." She whispered and she lifted her upper body with her large ams on either side of my head and began to thrust slowly.
My moans hitched everytime she bottomed out, moving in and out of me slowly, using my wetness as a lubricant.
As I began to adjust to her pace, Sawyer lowered one of her hands to rub my clit and sped up her pace.
I groaned while she fucked me, thrusting my hips up to meet her.
But the slow pace was not working for both of us and Sawyer left my clit alone. She leaned down again, resting her elbows on either side of my head and spread her legs a bit.
I yelped when she began to slam aggressively into me. The change of pace, although I anticipated it was a shock.
My moans were choked with each rough thrust and the lewd sound of my wet cunt filled the room. Together with Sawyer's moans and grunts.
When I came I wrapped my legs around Sawyer's waist and scratched her biceps.
She grunted in surprise and gave me harder slower strokes as I came down from my high before speeding up again.
"Sawyer." I moaned against her lips, still clawing at her arms.
"I love you."
My clit rubbed against the tip of the harness while hers rubbed against the back of the toy.
Sawyer came with a quiet moan, tucked into my neck.
"Fuck." She whispered as she pulled out slowly.
I trembled at the loss and looked at the glistening black toy.
Sawyer chuckled. "Have you eaten today?"
I lifted an eyebrow as I tried to catch my breath. "Pizza."
"Anything other than pizza?"
I smiled. "Let's not talk about food while we're fucking."
Sawyer smirked. "We're not fucking right now."
I smirked and hummed. "Okay."
I climbed off the bed slowly and approached the bathroom.
"What are you doing?"
I smiled as I looked over my shoulder. "Since we aren't fucking right now I'm going to take a shower."
Sawyer smiled. "I'm sorry, come back here."
I pouted. "I'm good, thanks." But then squealed when Sawyer lunged for me, grabbing my wrist and pulling me against her.
I shivered when she whispered against my ear. "We're done when I decide we're done."
"Oh yeah?"
But she called my bluff when she pushed the dildo into my cunt from behind.
"Oh yeah."