Way of my soul || Poetry

By mxryxm_zxhid

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Love, pain and poetry . . . Rankings- #1 in Poet (27/11/2023) #3 in Distress (22/12/2023) #3 in sadpoems (25... More

𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼
𝗔𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱𝘀
i. I don't get u
ii. when I finally
iii. cross your mind
iv. return to me it all
v. this forever lingering tacenda
vi. fear
vii. expectations
viii. love is <war>
ix. our love
X. February 5
xi. darkness
xii. something beautiful
xiii. I see you in everything
xiv. all too well: two faced double standards
xv. heart
xvi. Moving on . . ?
xvii. which one is our reality ?
xviii. give up on me
xx. crowded room with a messed up mind
xxi. home
xxii. sorry
xxiii. inner child
xxiv. arctic love
xxv. had been
xxvi. watchdog
xxvii. these emotions
xxviii. you like the phases of the moon
xxix. liar: hearts illusion
xxx: mom's saviour, dad's disgusting behaviour
xxxi. nightime routine
xxxii. last year 14th June should've never happened
xxxiii. Life
xxxiv. anymore
xxxv. heartbroken
xxxvi. haunted by the past
xxxvii. what if
xxxviii. band-aids don't fix bullet holes
xxxix. the first poem I wrote about you
XL. a letter for you
XLI. last summer
XLII. Oh moon so pretty
XLIII. angels come with wings
XLIV. pain
XLV. you belong over here
XLVI. shapeshifter
XLVII. rain season
XLVIII. used to it
XLIX. I miss you that's all
L. the end
LI. invisible much
LII. a little less
LIII. Saturn
LIV. I'll be there
LV. lovelorn
LVI. when my love turns to hate
LVII. consequences
LVIII. monster
LIX. how do you do it?
LX. what in the Christmas carol is this
LXI. lost in time
LXII. song
LXIII. that much
LXIV. meant to be
LXV. c r y i n g
LXVI. how much longer?
LXVII. be
LXVIII. if I were you
LXIX. H A T E
LXX. no-where
LXXI. Scream
LXXII. I wonder how much love
LXXIII. at the end of the day
LXXIV. sadness
LXXV. Keeping you in my drafts
LXXVI. love, sadness, anger and hate
LXXVII. thing
LXXVIII. you wouldn't know
LXXIX.clueless
LXXX. us
LXXXI. thoughts of you
LXXXII. her
LXXXIII. slow dancing in a burning room
LXXXIV. if we ever get back
LXXXV. bitter
LXXXVI. roses are meant to die
LXXXVII. Who?
LXXXVIII. I failed again
LXXXIX. O vena cava
XC. the dream
XCI. n o s t a l g i a
XCII . see you
XCIII. will it be worthwhile . . . ?
XCIV. frail little bird
XCV. I wanna write
XCVI. unkind
XCVII. You left- and so, you did . . .
XCVIII. T r a p p e d
XCIX. why isn't this feeling of love going away?
C. Vulnerable
CI. Will you?
CII. S i l e n t d e s i r e s
CIII. everything's just... drifting apart
CIV. thief
CV. into the night
CVI. Sea of life
CVII. Sea of life pt.2
CVIII. if only dying was easy
CIX. good at good-byes
CX. I think I messed up [again]
CXI. tribute to my best friends
CXII. My world
CXIII. Which one's better?
CXIV. Perfect scars
CXV. Memories
CXVI. passive elegist
CXVII. 𝑻𝒊𝒄𝒌 - 𝒕𝒐𝒄𝒌
CXVIII. candle🕯️
CXIX. "brightest star"
CXX. I wanna ruin our friendship, we could be lovers instead乁⁠[⁠ ⁠◕⁠ ⁠ᴥ⁠ ⁠◕⁠ ⁠]
CXXI. tired
CXXII. antidote
CXXIII. 1.. 2.. 3 Don't fall apart
CXXIV. dead
CXXV. endless
CXXVI. Suffer
CXXVII. love you for life
CXXVIII. asylum
CXXIX. grave
CXXX. "The moon is beautiful tonight"

xix. paint

107 22 12
By mxryxm_zxhid

TW: Bl00d, self harm, sharp objects

I once knew a girl
her spirit so bright
when she'd enter the room
she'd set it alight

I found too that
when everyone's gone
she used to paint
and of the colour red she was fond

So she'd take out her brush
in the middle of the night
when the world was fast asleep
and watch as her paper leaks

it made her feel calm
her feelings strip naked
her canvas was a mess
but really, nothing's perfect

cuz she accidentally stabbed
her canvas really deep
and just like everytime
her paint started to leak

I once knew a girl
her spirit so bright
when she'd enter the room
she'd set it alight

I found too that
when everyone's gone
she used to self harm
after paving through the day, she'd finally feel fond

she'd take out her blade
in the middle of the night
when the world was fast asleep
and watch as her blood would leak

it made her feel calm
her feelings, they stripped naked
her hands were a mess
but really, this world was never perfect

cuz she accidentally stabbed
into her skin too deep
but this time
she stopped to breathe

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