Way of my soul || Poetry

By mxryxm_zxhid

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Love, pain and poetry . . . Rankings- #1 in Poet (27/11/2023) #3 in Distress (22/12/2023) #3 in sadpoems (25... More

๐—œ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ผ
๐—”๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฑ๐˜€
i. I don't get u
ii. when I finally
iii. cross your mind
iv. return to me it all
v. this forever lingering tacenda
vi. fear
vii. expectations
viii. love is <war>
ix. our love
X. February 5
xi. darkness
xii. something beautiful
xiii. I see you in everything
xiv. all too well: two faced double standards
xv. heart
xvi. Moving on . . ?
xvii. which one is our reality ?
xix. paint
xx. crowded room with a messed up mind
xxi. home
xxii. sorry
xxiii. inner child
xxiv. arctic love
xxv. had been
xxvi. watchdog
xxvii. these emotions
xxviii. you like the phases of the moon
xxix. liar: hearts illusion
xxx: mom's saviour, dad's disgusting behaviour
xxxi. nightime routine
xxxii. last year 14th June should've never happened
xxxiii. Life
xxxiv. anymore
xxxv. heartbroken
xxxvi. haunted by the past
xxxvii. what if
xxxviii. band-aids don't fix bullet holes
xxxix. the first poem I wrote about you
XL. a letter for you
XLI. last summer
XLII. Oh moon so pretty
XLIII. angels come with wings
XLIV. pain
XLV. you belong over here
XLVI. shapeshifter
XLVII. rain season
XLVIII. used to it
XLIX. I miss you that's all
L. the end
LI. invisible much
LII. a little less
LIII. Saturn
LIV. I'll be there
LV. lovelorn
LVI. when my love turns to hate
LVII. consequences
LVIII. monster
LIX. how do you do it?
LX. what in the Christmas carol is this
LXI. lost in time
LXII. song
LXIII. that much
LXIV. meant to be
LXV. c r y i n g
LXVI. how much longer?
LXVII. be
LXVIII. if I were you
LXIX. H A T E
LXX. no-where
LXXI. Scream
LXXII. I wonder how much love
LXXIII. at the end of the day
LXXIV. sadness
LXXV. Keeping you in my drafts
LXXVI. love, sadness, anger and hate
LXXVII. thing
LXXVIII. you wouldn't know
LXXIX.clueless
LXXX. us
LXXXI. thoughts of you
LXXXII. her
LXXXIII. slow dancing in a burning room
LXXXIV. if we ever get back
LXXXV. bitter
LXXXVI. roses are meant to die
LXXXVII. Who?
LXXXVIII. I failed again
LXXXIX. O vena cava
XC. the dream
XCI. n o s t a l g i a
XCII . see you
XCIII. will it be worthwhile . . . ?
XCIV. frail little bird
XCV. I wanna write
XCVI. unkind
XCVII. You left- and so, you did . . .
XCVIII. T r a p p e d
XCIX. why isn't this feeling of love going away?
C. Vulnerable
CI. Will you?
CII. S i l e n t d e s i r e s
CIII. everything's just... drifting apart
CIV. thief
CV. into the night
CVI. Sea of life
CVII. Sea of life pt.2
CVIII. if only dying was easy
CIX. good at good-byes
CX. I think I messed up [again]
CXI. tribute to my best friends
CXII. My world
CXIII. Which one's better?
CXIV. Perfect scars
CXV. Memories
CXVI. passive elegist
CXVII. ๐‘ป๐’Š๐’„๐’Œ - ๐’•๐’๐’„๐’Œ
CXVIII. candle๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ
CXIX. "brightest star"
CXX. I wanna ruin our friendship, we could be lovers insteadไนโ [โ  โ โ—•โ  โ แดฅโ  โ โ—•โ  โ ]
CXXI. tired
CXXII. antidote
CXXIII. 1.. 2.. 3 Don't fall apart
CXXIV. dead
CXXV. endless
CXXVI. Suffer
CXXVII. love you for life
CXXVIII. asylum
CXXIX. grave
CXXX. "The moon is beautiful tonight"

xviii. give up on me

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By mxryxm_zxhid

It hurts
Cuz there's nothing I can do
but what hurts more
is that I've already told you

a million times before
about my biggest insecurity
is being left alone at the shore
watching your ship sail

without me
where did those times go
when I was actually acknowledged fully?
guess that life was never really meant for me

to those I love dearly
I never stop to give
but why do they only
give up on me?

"Stay away from negative people"
But what sucks more than them
Is that I can't stop loving
Even if they stop pulling me in the journey of their life by the hem

...

Context: what more do I wanttt??? Or is it just that I don't really have it

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