Taehyung, jimin, jungkook, namjoon and seokjin were sitting together at yoongi's apartment which he shares with jimin and taehyung. They were drinking and recalling their old memories
"Since yoongi hyung and hoseok hyung Isn't here i would like to ask you all a question " jimin said as he placed down his glass of wine
Everyone shifted their attention towards jimin, confusion written over everyone's face as they waited for jimin to speak further
"What happened after the wedding was called off? I mean you all know i wasn’t there and i didn’t had the heart to ask about it before but now things are getting kinda better between everyone else so i was wondering what did hoseok hyung did Once yoongi hyung messaged him and all that stuff " jimin finished speaking and looked at others with a hopeful eyes
Everyone in the room sighed and looked into eachother faces and nodded in unison
"Wait before we start does jungkook knows the truth? " namjoon asked eyeing the youngest three in the room
"He Does, we told him everything, if we hadn’t he would have killed yoongi hyung by now " taehyung answered and everyone chuckled at his words
"Anymore question? " jimin asked already getting impatience
"Someone’s impatience " seokjin mocked as he took another sip from his wine
"I-" before jimin could made a sassy come back jungkook placed a hand on his shoulder, indirectly telling him to calm down, jimin rolled his eyes towards seokjin and shifted his attention towards jungkook who was getting ready to speak
28 July 2018
After the wedding was called off
Hoseok step outside of the wedding venue, his mind not working properly. His tears threatening to fall as he walked outside on the road. Hoseok doesn’t know what was he feeling right now. He can't tell if his heart was hurting or just dying.
Hoseok still believe yoongi was joking, it has to be a joke. Yoongi can't run away, he promised hoseok to always he will always stay with hoseok. Yoongi was the one who proposed hoseok and was excited to get married. Only one thing was on hoseok's mind as he called for a taxi and went inside of it. Hoseok was in no condition to drive and he knew that every well
Hoseok's mind was hazel, the sun already sat and the moon was nowhere to be found as if she was trying to hide from the world just like yoongi was hiding from hoseok
Soon enough hoseok found Himself at yoongi's studio door. He gently knocked few times but didn’t received any answer. He tried to put the password and as hoseok expected the pass cord was change and he couldn’t enter
"Y-yoongi it’s me h-hoseok, please open the door " hoseok pleaded as he continues to knock on the door
"P-please yoongi, don’t do this with me, with u-us. Tell me what's bothering you, w-we will work together and fix the problem "
"Y-yoongi i will die without you p-please" a quick sob escape from hoseok's lips as he fall down on his knees
"Yoongi i know you are inside, i-i can feel your presence. W-why are you doing this? Please tell me if It's my fault. I will try to change, i will completely change myself for you. J-just don’t leave me hyung "
"H-hyung open the door. It’s me your seokie, your sarang "
The sobs has now turned into cries as tears strom down from hoseok's cheeks, hoseok use one of his hands to wipe down the tears. He crawled near the door and sat beside it
"I-is it my fault? W-wasnt i a good fiance or boyfriend to you? Y-you were so happy even this morning, what happened suddenly? What changed your m-mind yoon?"
"Let's just talk and sort this o-out, we don’t have to get m-married if you aren’t ready. But p-please let's talk and fix this "
"I-i am ready to start over again. W-we will go back to stay friends i-if you dont wanna stay with me as your boyfriend. J-just don’t leave me "
Hoseok was now banging his fist on the studio door, trying to get yoongi open the door or maybe just answering his question
"I-if you dont want to open the door, don’t just t-talk to me, let me hear your voice hyungie "
"Hyungie please. You k-know i can't fall asleep without you."
"Hobi hyung, oh my god we were so worried "
Hoseok looked around him as he heard the familiar voice, there jungkook, taehyung, namjoon and seokjin was coming running towards him. Jungkook immediately bent down to hoseok's height as he saw his brother Being a mess on the floor
Jungkook cupped hoseok's face and made him look into jungkook direction, hoseok was a mess by now, tears were running down from his face and he was hiccuping because of the cry
"H-hyung " jungkook called for hoseok as his eyes filled with tears seeing his brother in this conditions
"K-koo please tell y-yoongi hyung to open the door, i want him, i n-need him koo Please " hoseok cried as he desperately hold jungkook hands on his own
Namjoon walked forward and sat down beside hoseok, he took hoseok one of hands on his own which made hoseok look at namjoon
"Yoongi hyung Isn't here hoseok, no one is here beside us " namjoon tried to explain to the sobbing hoseok
"N-no you dont understand he is here. Behind the door, i-i know, i can feel h-him " hoseok said as he shake his head trying to make everyone understand
"H-hyung Let's go home, we will look for yoongi hyung tomorrow morning " jungkook said trying to make hoseok look at him. Hoseok furiously shaked his head as he slapped away jungkook hand
"No i wont go home without yoongi hyung. H-he is my home" hoseok cried as he pressed his body on the studio door
"Hobi bub listen to your hyung " seokjin said as he sat kneeled down infront of hoseok
"H-hyung listen to me yoongi hyung is here, let me just t-talk to him for once " hoseok pleaded
"Bub hyungie is telling you yoongi isn’t here bub. We will find him for you tomorrow then you can talk okay?" seokjin tried to explain, jungkook Himself became a crying mess beside hoseok, taehyung rushed to held him in his arms
Hoseok ignored everyone’s word as he shifted his attention on the close door once Again, he knocked harshly at the door
"Yoongi open the door. Tell me what Did i do wrong, i will t-try to fix this " hoseok cried
"Hoseok you did nothing wrong, come on Let's go from here " namjoon said as he pulled hoseok away from the door
"No no i wont go anywhere without my yoonie " hoseok said as he pulled away his hand from namjoon hold
"H-hyung please " jungkook cried as he moved towards hoseok, hoseok backing away from him
"No you all will take me away from yoongi hyung! I don’t want go " hoseok yelled at everyone, jungkook flinched at the yelling
"Hyung i will bring you yoongi hyung tomorrow morning okay? Let's go from here now" taehyung said slowly approaching hoseok
"I want him right now, i can't f-fall asleep without him. I-i need him" hoseok said
"We will bring him to you, Don't you Trust us hyung " taehyung said voice calm even tho his own eyes were full of tears and his hands were shaking
"B-but he is here behind the door" hoseok managed to say between his hiccups
"No hoba there's no one, look all the switches are off, there's no one inside bub " seokjin said wiping hoseok's tears from his face
"H-hyung your kookie will bring yoongi hyung back for you tomorrow " jungkook said as he wipe away his own tears and slowly approach hoseok.He immediately embrace Hoseok into a hug
Hoseok broke Down completely as soon as jungkook hugged him, he hugged jungkook tightly and cried out loud
"W-why" hoseok asked
"Shh everything will be alright, i am here, your jungkookie is here " jungkook said as he rubbed hoseok's back
"I will d-die without him " hoseok said tightening his hold on jungkook arms
"I wont let you die hyung, i will bring you back your happiness " jungkook said as he pulled away from the hug, he cupped hoseok's face and wipe hoseok's tears, he placed a small kiss on hoseok's forehead and stand up pulling hoseok with himself
Hoseok manage to stand with his trembling legs, namjoon immediately took one of hoseok's hands on his shoulder giving the broken boy some support
"I-i will go and start the car " taehyung said, seokjin and namjoon nodded towards him
Jungkook and namjoon start walking slowly, hoseok looked behind at the door in hope for it to open and revealed a yoongi with open arms for hoseok
The car ride was completely silence, the group decided to take hoseok to jungkook apartment for now since taking hoseok back to his and yoongi's apartment would make things worse
Hoseok continue to look outside tears falling down from his eyes without any sigh of stop, jungkook hold hoseok tightly into his arms, namjoon sitting beside him, while taehyung drove the car and seokjin sat on the passenger seat, occasionally looking behind to check on hoseok
Present
"You were right, i was there inside the studio, i was sitting b-behind the door while you were c-crying for me " Yoongi said looking at hoseok a sob escaping his lips, hoseok looked at him his eyes also filled with tears, before hoseok could say something else, yoongi throw himself at hoseok and start sobbing
"I-i am sorry hoba, i-i am so sorry, i hurt you. I-i broke you. I am the worst person ever existed " yoongi cried into hoseok's arms
"You didn’t had a choice, It's not your fault " hoseok tried to reassure the crying mess while rubbing yoongi's back
"H-hoba believe me i wanted to open the door and pulled you into my arms that night. But i-i couldn’t, the only thing i-i was able to do was listening to you b-breaking into pieces because of me. How will i ever forgave myself?" yoongi asked clutching on hoseok's arms
"Shh calm down hyung, everything is fine, i am here now in your arms " hoseok said rubbing yoongi's back smoothly
"T-they threatened me again hoba, t-they said they will k-kill you " yoongi said pulling away from the hug "i don’t want to lose you, i c-cant live without you hoseok "
Hoseok eyes widen as he heard the news, his eyes soften immediately as he notice the condition yoongi currently in was
"You wont lose me hyung. We will find a way together, you are not alone anymore " hoseok wiped yoongi's tears away and placed a kiss on the oldest forehead, he hugged yoongi Once again, yoongi continue to sob into hoseok's chest
~To be continue~
A/n: wow that's a of angst. Over 1800 words of angst for you all because i am sick, i feel like shit and i have a exam tomorrow. More angst are coming in the upcoming chapter. Next chapter will also have some flashbacks. Thank you for reading <3