Yn's perspective -
" Koo they will a-ggain going to h-hurt me I c-can't- "
" Nobody is going to hurt you till I die , you are safe with me yn . If anyone can dare to touch you I'll break their bones"
I said while she sobbed harder
" p-please don't e-ever leave me "
I kissed her forehead as I said " I will never leave you my love , trust me "
After good minutes she stopped crying , as I laid her down on the mattress .
Caressing her hair softly, she asked
" Koo I need to wash my face " " Sure " I sat her up as I carried her towards the bathroom in the bridal style .
" Make me sit on the counter top please " I nodded as I was about to grab the face wash but she cut me off " I'll do it Jeon "
" You sure ? "
" Yes and can you please leave me alone for a few minutes I'll call you when I'm done "
" Alright call me when you are done"
Saying that she smiled sadly as I kissed her cheeks . She needed alone time , so I got it so I gave it to her .
I closed the door behind me as I sat on the bed grabbing my phone to kill the time .
Yn's Perspective -
He walked out of the bathroom while closing the door , as I signed looking at myself in the mirror my tears won't stop flowing down .
Why am I the only one who has to suffer this much ? Why always me ?
Why does this happen to me ? Why am I so unlucky ? Why am I so disgusting ? Why am I still alive ?
There's no specific reason for me to live now. I'm a disgusting daughter according to my parents .
They fucking gate me to the core , he slapped me .
My dad slapped his own princess and called her useless , I can't live with this pain anymore .
I just can't , I get it jungkook is there for me but what hurts the most is that your own damn parents hurt you to the core that my husband can't heal me .
I hate myself now . I don't deserve to live .
I opened the water tap as I bent down to open the drawer where I put the scissors but there wasn't any .
A frown crept on as I started to find the scissors on the drawers. As I was about to close the other drawer
I heard his jungkook voice making me shoot my head up .
" Are you looking for this? " He said while holding the scissor , our eyes locked as I gulped on the saliva as he started coming closer to me.
He didn't break eye contact. As each passing second my heart beat increased by ten .
His eyes have no emotions. I can see that , he stands in front of me as he said in his cold voice while handling me the scissor .
" Here go ahead , cut yourself let me see where you'll be cutting yourself this time"
No no he looks like his trust is broken , I've promised him that I'll not do it but he caught me red handed .
" Jungkook i - " he cut me off .
" Why aren't you doing it ? Go ahead cut yourself "
i.fucked.up.shit !
I broke eye contact as I closed the tap . Tears started to flow from my eyes as I didn't dare to look at him .
He is mad at me , I messed up .
I broke his trust but what can I even do ? I wasn't in my senses " Do you want to use the toilet? " His cold voice made me let out more tears .
I shook my head as he held me in bridal style and walked back towards the bedroom .
The whole time I didn't look at him , how can I ?
He made me lay on the bed as he covered me with a duvet and he was about to go .
I grab his wrist as i apologise
" I'm sorry Jungkook "
He didn't turn around and made me leave his hand .
He was about to walk out of the door as I said " You are also not going to talk to me ? "
He just walked out of the bedroom without glancing at me or saying anything .
My whole body got goosebumps after thinking that he is also mad at me and not going to talk to me .
He's the only one who understands me but now ? Why do I always have to mess things up ?
Now what will I do if he leaves me ?
I can't even walk on my own . My mind isn't thinking straight right.
What if he'll also get fed up with me and eventually kick me out of his house like my parents do?
I'm the problem I guess .
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Alright i laughed while writing the scene when jungkook said are you looking for these like bro caught his wife red handed and are now mad at her ! I mean it was his right to be mad at her because she was going to end her life this time ......
God ! This story is getting interesting day by day and I can't stop writing.....
It's my favourite FF I've written so far
To be continued
Written by Ashscrievers ✨