I made it home safely even though my anxiety from tonight made it worse. I really want to have a nice dinner tonight but shit always gotta be ruined. This is why I'm a loner and I'm cool with that. And I do not care either.
I got out of my car and unlocked my front door and quickly put in my portable lock. My neighborhood isn't bad but I don't put anything past anything. I checked my Ring doorbell and found no suspicious activity yet.
"Another lonely ass night. Cool," I said to myself.
*incoming call*
"Yeah?" I answered.
"Girl you steady letting Jamal on yo page?" Kourtney said.
"I unfriended Jamal. His comments are just there. He really pissed me off this time. Always got some shit to say about me but was just in my face before he left. I'm not understanding this like...he said he's been this way but that is not true at all. I've been following him for a couple years and it wasn't until these past couple months he's been acting like that. Everytime he posts about the most toxic shit and wonders why he's single.No bad blood though I just lost interest,"
"Yeah girl. But hey we should go blind dating," She suggested.
"What made you think of that?" I asked.
"Because I want us to meet new people it's been a while since we had some fun,"
"We can do that with each other,"
"Girl I'm only saying this because me and my nigga are on bad fucking terms and you have been single for a while and I want us to go out and mingle, you get what I'm saying?"
"So you're only doing this because you wanna get back at Tyren?" I asked frowning.
"Yeah. I don't wanna do it alone,"
"Oh my god, Kourtney!"
"Look it will only be one time and we won't have to do it again. Tyren out here cheating so imma do the same,"
"Why not just leave?" I asked, scrunching my face.
"I tried to and everytime I do he cries for me to come back,"
"I am not tryna be in ya lil mishap,"
"Please? I really need this. I just wanna be free and not feel like shit for once. I know I need to leave him but I'll deal with that. I met these guys at Sky Golf yesterday and they are both friends. Both are 24 and they live in the wealthy area of Houston," She explained.
"What are they names,"
"Brandon and Jayson. They are both tall, dark skin guys and I know how much you love tall dark skin guys. So I figured you would give one of them a chance,"
"Which one?"
"Jayson. I know you'll like him. He's in school studying medicine just like you were. But he's about to graduate in May. Their parents own a record company in three different states,"
"Wow! How you get their numbers?"
"Girl cause I look good. And I was telling them about you and I showed them a couple of pictures and stuff and Jayson wanted you. I did want Jayson at first but Brandon was fine too so I didn't care. The point is, these men want to meet us tomorrow night at 7 at Ruth Chris"
"Damn these niggas really do got money,"
"Exactly! So dress nice. I already told them you coming along so be ready before 7!"
"But you don't know if I have something to do or not," I said looking in my closet for something to wear.
"Well, do you," She asked.
"No–,"
"Point exactly. Besides, I really need you tomorrow, Monti," She said.
"I guess so,"
"Thank you! I knew you would come through! You're the best,"
"Yeah whatever."
"I will be in touch with you tomorrow then. Make sure to look your best."
"Ight, bye,"
I ended the call. I sighed in frustration. Kourtney gets herself in a whole bunch of mess that I don't wanna be in and most of the time I get her out of it. Well, that depends on what it is. I wasn't really interested in dating anyways solely based on the fact that I am still 45% healed from my past situations. It's been almost two years since I have not been engaged with another person. Yeah I've been dating but they never evolved in anything. None of my relationships last past a couple months. Tragic.
BACK AT KOURTNEY'S HOUSE
There was a huge slam to the hinges of Kourtney's door followed by a yelling Tyren.
"Girl what the hell! I've been calling you all damn day!" He yelled, making his way upstairs.
"Why the fuck is you slamming my door?!" Kourtney yelled back, getting up from her bed.
"Bitch I pay the bills in here!"
"My name is on the lease nigga! You only paying it cause you offered to pay it cause yo babymama kicked you out and had nowhere to go!" Kourney said.
"You wouldn't even have this house if it wasn't for me!"
"Lies! You helped look for the house and suggested yo aunt as the landlord when I had my uncle already set up for the damn job. Even without yo help, I had money put awat to buy the house cause I'm smart unlike some niggas!" Said Kourtney.
"Where have you been at" He asked.
"I've been at home."
"I'm talking about yesterday," He said, pushing her on the shoulder.
"Nigga, don't push me! I was out at Sky Golf with my brother!"
"When I call you, answer!"
"Nigga when I call you, you don't ever answer,"
"I don't fucking have too. I got real man business to take care of," He said changing his shirt.
"Like what? Selling them weak ass drugs? And that imitation ass weed? Nigga you's a fucking fraud," Kourtney said.
"You don't know what the fuck you talking about?" He said looking back at me.
"I actually do. I heard you was just as weak as a dollar bill,"
Tyren came charging at Kourtney but she ran out the room and all the way downstairs. He followed after her but Kourtney was just too quick. She ran track in high school. Tyren and Kourtney were surrounding the table as they were each tryna see which direction one would go. They stared at each other for a minute before Kourtney ran for the garage door. She quickly shut it and locked it.
"Open the door, bitch!" Yelled Tyren.
"Nigga fuck you!" Said Kourtney.
Kourtney went out the other garage door that led outside and got in her car. As soon as she started it, Tyren came and ran after her. It was too late, Kourtney had pulled out and sped down the road.
*MEANWHILE BACK AT MONTI'S HOUSE*
I was in the middle of watching a movie when there was a huge knock at my door.
"I'm coming! Who is it?" I yelled.
"It's me!" Screamed Kourntey.
I opened the door and she came rushing in and slammed her purse on my couch.
"Girl, I am so sick and tired of Tyren. Nigga gone get mad at me Because I didn't answer his phone calls like he do me the same exact way. Then gone try to say I got the house because of him. Nigga you was just the help. He's the one homeless. I can take care of my own bills and we all know that," Kourtney complained.
"Kick his ass out then!" I said.
"I have plenty of times. He keeps coming back,"
"That's your house. You just allow him back and that is on you," I said, rolling my eyes.
"I tried to get away but I don't know. I do want better," She said, sitting on the couch.
"You and your confusing relationships. My head hurts from hearing all of that," I shook my head.
"Yeah, I know. Can I stay here for the night?" She asked.
"Might as fucking well!"
"You're so lucky you don't have to deal with any of this shit. Toxic ass relationships and nonchalant ass love. Invisible love at that! The spark is gone and I am just over it all at this point," She said.
"You're a grown woman and you make your own decisions. Whatever advice you took and didn't take is all gonna affect your next move. There's only so much I can tell you," I explained.
"I just feel like I'm stuck on stupid. Constantly. I don't know if it's because he pays the bills in the house or if it's the rough sex. I do not know but it's no good," She confessed.
"You have the money, girl, take care of your own responsibilities," I said.
"Yeah. I guess you're right,"
The night continued as we watched 3 more movies. Kourtney was asleep by the second one. I stayed up a little longer. Kourtney was always one to get herself into some type of trouble or situation that wasn't any good for her. And of course, I'm always the one to get her out of it. But for some reason, when it comes to Tyren, she cannot leave for shit in the world. Tyren was a good person at first or at least seen like one. Their relationship went downhill after a while once Tyren started cheating and it was with girls who didn't even look like Kourtney. Kourtney is slim, close to skinny. She isn't the thickest but she has something going on. The girls Tyren will cheat with are girls who are much thicker than Kourtney and have bigger boobs. These girls looked like they came out of the womb with BBL's and boob jobs. Were they pretty girls? Not really but they weren't completely ugly. Kourtney's confidence had gone down and it made her think she wasn't enough for Tyren but when she tried to leave and tried to kick him out, Tyren would come back with these tattoo tears and apologies. Over the time, I mean to tell Kourtney she's stupid for going back, but then I remember I'm not all that perfect. But I'm stupid too, so at the same time it gives me a right to say that. I mean after all, I am being a good friend. Right?