Inner Thoughts

By Heyitsja9

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This is not just a compilation of poems, prose, monologues and one shot stories, but it is a piece of my hear... More

I Love you Papa
Crushmate
Crushmate Part 2
One Sweet Dreams
How this Tough Girl Wept
Thrill
Kaibigan
Super Woman
Ruler
Question mark
How to forget
Kilala mo ba ko?
Nakilala mo na ba sya?
Initial misconception of love
Things You should tell your mom
Dear Jerome
Umbrella Friend(I'm inlove with my bestfriend)
Umbrella friend (Paasa)
Umbrella friend (Bridge always win)
move on na ko
Eye Contact
Dear Mom,
Love
Journey to sucess
Tears at Night
Dalawang klase ng tao sa mundo
Ayoko ng mahalin ka
Missed
Hindi ikaw siya.
Dating a writer will ruin your life
Friendship doesn't always last forever but i'm still thankful
To the friends who still love us even wevdont talk to them every day
Gambling
Even I know this is the end, I still love you
Dear Future Lover, I'm patiently wating for you
My Love
HIS
commitment
Tough Love
Aftershock
If you could see it
Apologies
HBD
My Cool
Let me Know
Pangarap
Memory Lane
My Sundays
Rich, Hard
Twisted Revelation
You
Beautiful Disaster
Forbidden
If i was born earlier
Angel-O
Wreckage
Shade
Dissed Track
Crossing Borders
A Sinner's Plea
Ala-ala
Safe Haven
Losing grip
Ang huling tula para kay Ex
Angkas
Dear Girls
ROF (Real Or Fake)
Liham pamamaalam
Matapos ang Pagkatapos
The Day after my Birthday (One-shot)
Bow down, You're a sinner
When you love someone
Dream vs Reality
LDWNR
Quicksand
The Optimist's Notion
The portrayal of a strong woman
BREAK-UP MONOLOGUE
Day Dream
Okay, Cupid
Ocean Eyes and Enchanting Smile
A Beautiful Life
Untitled 2020
A Cry From The Wilderness
Past Cried Out
A FRIEND AND COMFORT TO ME
In the Grasp of Illusion
Fateful Embrace
Supreme Antidote
Am I Beautiful Now?
Once Upon a Selfish Soul
Sweet Silence
HOW WE ENDED
Battle Scars
Just Another Guy
LINYA
First Man
Life as we know it
To be or not to be
A Woman's Smile
Almost
History of Flames
December's Obsession
Chasing Gold
Selos
Bakit hindi ako?
Bakit ako?
Bakit ikaw?
Sa Lugar kung saan nagsimula at magwawakas
Sa paglubog ng araw
We're just friends
MASAYA
Arch Nemesis
Tara, Inom
Melancholy
ENCOUNTER
Parted ways
Panulat
Kaibigan
UNTITLED
Diperensya
Estropa
Tulad ng isang tula
Afterlife
Mundane
Office Romance
To all the Guys I date
Toxic Trait
Ang mga Bata-an
Lust Rekindled
Just a Kiss
Estranghero
Regrets, none.
If I asked
Cool breeze and your warmth
Kabanata
Baby
Older
Yakap
Only for you
Rare
Our lives
Warmest welcome
Wild Soul
Beg-pardon
Sapiosexual
Reader
Balik-tanaw
Angkas: Part II
Sa huli ay paalam
A slow burn love
DELUSIONAL- Written by a friend
To set my heart free
Stronger than ever
Pain of Good bye
Start anew
What is love?
Falling out of love
loving you too fast
He never cheat but
Temptation's test
Romancing reality
Taming the Tongue
The price of bluntness
A Friendship Beyond Borders
A Proposal from the Past
A Hasty Move
A gentleman's advantage
Uncharted Waters
A Tangle of Hearts
The Flickering Flame of Contentment

A BREAK UP NOTE

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By Heyitsja9

PRE-BREAK UP NOTE

Dear Leah,

It's been almost 4 years with you. What a wonderful years. Nothing is a waste of time.  I can't believe we came into 2020 together and now I am going into 2024 without you. It kinda sucks not having you here anymore. You were an important chapter in my story but I think, this is the end of the line for us.

I've been thinking about this for some time, and despite our efforts to make our relationship work, we can't seem to shake the feeling that we feel more like friends than romantic partners. It's no secret that we've been having issues lately. I feel like we have both tried our hardest to make this work, and nothing seems to be bringing us back to where we used to be. I am emotionally exhausted, and I'm sure you are, too. 

No matter how painful the ending was, i will always be grateful. Maybe, it was meant to happen that way. There's so much I learned from you and learned about myself. Thank you for making those four years memorable. I will never regret you or wish that I never met you.


-Jason

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POST BREAK-UP NOTE

Dear Jason,

Sorry kung napakahaba na naman nitong message ko. alam ko medyo matagal na rin ng huli tayong nag-usap but I just want to say Good  bye, for good. At gusto ko lang din magpasalamat sayo.

Salamat dahil nakilala kita, nakasama kita at minahal kita.

Marami na tayong pinag usapan, marami na tayong pinuntahan, yung mga tawanan, kulitan, harutan, biruan.
Mga late night rides and overlooking places-siguro kung babalikan ko man ang mga lugar na napuntahan nating dalawa ay lagi kitang maaalala.

Salamat sa pakikinig at pag suporta.

Salamat sa pagpapangiti, pagpapatawa, pagpapakilig.


Salamat sa pag intindi at pag unawa


Salamat sa yakap at halik.


Salamat sa lahat.

Sinubukan naman natin. Nakakalungkot man pero okay na yun. Wala akong regrets dahil naging masaya naman tayo. Ganun siguro talaga ang buhay. Alam ko may rason bakit tayo pinagtagpo. May rason kung bakit dumaan tayo sa buhay ng isa't isa. May rason bakit hindi naging tayo. Bakit hanggang dito lang.

Sa ngayon mamahalin ko na lang muna ang sarili ko. Hahayaan ko na lang dumating yung taong nakalaan sakin. Hindi ko na ipipilit, Hindi ko na pangungunahan. Kapag lumipas na ang lungkot at handa na ulit tayong mag-usap, sana maging magkaibigan pa rin tayo.

Ingat lagi, Jason. Alagaan mo rin ang sarili mo. I will always cheer for you, silently. Wishing you the best in life and in love. Hiling ko na sana matupad mo ang mga pangarap mo. At katulad ng pangako natin sa isa't isa. Isa pa rin ako sa papalakpak sa tagumpay mo.


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