Stacey's POV
When we reached the house Xavier dropped the package on the dining table then took me to a room
He threw me on the bed and laid on me he trapped both my hands above my head
"Are you ashamed of me being your husband" He said
I was struggling to get out of his hold
"Please let me go" I said
"That's something I won't do wife......you are mine" he said his face changing into something more psychotic
"You are my sanity Stacey......without you I will lose my mind, I love you so much" he said his hot breath blowing my face
"If you love me then stop hurting me" I said in a whisper not daring to look at him
"I don't hurt you.....you just have to learn how to accept me" he said nuzzling his face in my neck
"I really don't want you" I said even I barely heard what I said but seems like Xavier heard it loud and clear
He stopped all movement and raised his head up
His face was so close to mine I could even feel is hot angry breath
He looked at me in the eye and I tried turning away but he grabbed my chin harshly
Making me face him
"I don't care if you want me or not all I know is that you belong to me forever and I'll make sure of that by putting a baby in you"
He said
"You can find someone else to fill your desires but not me"
I stated to him breathing heavily
I could also feel my anger rising
"You are my obsession Stacey I crave you as much as I crave air without you there is no me" he said and that was when I saw it
The madness in his eyes
At this moment he had gone full psycho and I dread what will happen to me next
"You are need help" I said in a whisper crying silently
"Excuse me" he said
"I SAID YOU NEED HELP........YOU ARE A PSYCHOPATH, A MENTALLY UNSTABLE HUMAN, A MAD MAN, HOW DARE YOU WANT TO BE THE FATHER OF MY CHILD" I said shouting at his face
"To hell with you....... I rather die than for you to get me preg........" before I could finish that sentence
Xavier held my neck so tight I could hardly breathe
"I can't wait for us to have kids" he said
He licked from my neck to my jaw then kissed me so hard
This time I struggled under his hold
He removed my clothes one by one so easily even though I practically scratched his back and arms with my nails
I was now naked under him and he smirked darkly
Looking at my flushed face
I was breathing heavily waiting for him to use me as he always does
But he kept on staring at with his right hand behind my head and the other hand holding both of my hands in place
"I am madly......crazily in love with you" he said looking at me with adoration
"This isn't love Mr. Anderson its obsession an unhealthy relationship" I said with disgust laced in my voice
I was now tied down on the mattress with Xavier standing in his naked glory
He was watching my every move
When he saw I was just lying still on the bed he towered over me
Xavier's POV
As I looked at her powerless on the bed my heart flutters
Making me come back to my senses....... I was just about to do something nasty to her
I placed my hands under her chin and she removed her face
I felt not wanted and it hurts me so much
She is the only woman I had ever wanted and she doesn't respond to me
But why do I still feel attracted to her when it was obvious she doesn't want to have anything to do with me
I removed the ropes on her hand and legs
She immediately wrapped a duvet around herself and ran towards the other side of the room
I walked towards her so I could calm her down
"Don't touch me you mad man" she said poison laced in her tongue
That does it I held both her elbows tightly drawing her closer to me
Being mentally unstable was a very sensitive topic to me and she just says it like its nothing
"I don't want to hurt you angel" I said
"Like you haven't hurt me enough" she said back to me
I threw her on the bed then strode out of the room
Immediately I jammed the door behind me I heard her sobs
I went downstairs and tried to calm myself down
I went to the mini bar finding what to drink and get high on
But if I drank with Stacey in the building I might do something harmful to her again
Even though I was angry at her I still can't have my way with her everytime
She is also a human being
I went to one of the rooms in my penthouse and laid down there
Just then my phone rang, I groaned and looked at the caller
It was jones calling
"Hello" I said in a tired voice
"Hello sir, sorry for calling you this late at night" he said
"What do you want" I said
"I just called to remind you about the party tommorow" he said
Shit I completely forgot about the party
"Call my designers to get a grey suit done for me and also a grey dress for my wife" I said ending the call
Not bothering about what he had to say
I am honestly so tired of the fighting
Why can't the both of us s be like a normal couple
The fact she was not willing to carry my children made me so mad
I tried calming down but nothing seems to work so I decided to go back to the room and check on Stacey
Who was now asleep
I looked at her sleeping state she was now half on the bed and half on the floor
I carried her naked body in my arms and gently placed her on the bed
She was so beautiful and I need to take care of my wife
I made an oath to give her the world
But every time I try I just end up getting angry or too lost in the moment
Do I still really need a therapist
I sighed and covered her with a duvet then laid down beside her
She has really gone through alot because of me
Was i that mentally unstable that people know about my condition
Or did someone tell her and all my thoughts went to one person
Kelvin
I found him snitching in my office 2 years back after i told him to get out
I saw my medical file opened on my desk
What will she think of me now
Will she be more distant because right now
I needed her everyone left me except rada
But if my princess leaves me i won't be able to take the pain
I will make sure she is with me until my last breath
With that thought I held her and pulled her naked body close to me
She is mine and Kelvin should stay away from her if he knows what's best for him
I woke up and saw my angel staring at me with her grey huge eyes
She looked so cute seems she was lost staring at my face
So I kissed her lips and she came out of her thoughts
"Won't you get out off bed princess" I said smiling at her
Her face turned red instantly
What was she so embarrassed about
I placed my hands behind her back and her body stiffened
That was when it occurred to me that she was naked
"Oh.....now I see why your face is burning up" I said chuckling a bit
"Can you give me some privacy" she asked looking away from me
I hated it when she breaks our eye contact
"Depends.....what's privacy" I said trying to get on her nerves
She just closed her eyes and flared her nostrils
She looked like an ant dragon
I laughed at her face
I claimed over her to get her more annoyed
I placed both her hands above her head
There was now fear in her eyes
Does she thinks it's everytime I wanna have sex with ger
Well yea but it still hurts
"I like how soft your body is
It turns me on you know" i said making her squirm under me
"You are heavy" she said scrunching her face in a funny way
"I pecked her lips then stood up from the bed
I headed downstairs giving her privacy
My phone started ringing and I saw it was jones calling
"Hello" he said
"Tell me" I said rolling my eyes
"The outfits are ready should I bring them to the penthouse now?" He said
"Yeah" I said and ended the call
These days i don't feel like talking with anyone just Stacey
I went into the kitchen thinking of what i can do b4 she comes downstairs
I did some research on that Stuart guy and found out he was a good cook I also need to be a good cook for Stacey to like me more
I brought out some bacon and started frying that it wasn't really hard tho
I served the food on the kitchen counter and just as i finished pouring orange juice into our cups
Sleeping beauty came downstairs wearing my shirt and rubbing her eyes
Her eyes widened when she saw I prepared breakfast
"Woah" she said literally running to the kitchen but when her gaze fell on me she immediately stopped in her tracks her smile vanished like it wasn't there
That really annoyed me but i kept my cool
"Would you like to have some princess" I said looking at her with hope in my eyes
"Yea" she said
She sat on the kitchen counter and started eating
She was really hungry well that's because she didn't eat last night
I watched her animalistic eating which I found cute and when she saw me staring at her
She dropped the plate on her laps her face turning beetroot red
I sighed and took a stool and sat with her in the kitchen
When we were done she did dishes
"We are going to attend a party" I said and she stopped then continued again
"Oh.....when is it" she said
"Tonight" I said in a calm voice
"Your dress has been made and it will be delivered soon" I said
"Get ready before 5" I said and left the kitchen to my study
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