Yn's Perspective -
I was watching a movie when the ghost appeared and Jungkook snuggled inside my hoodie and started to kiss my stomach.
No he shouldn't be doing that , if this will go overboard he'll eventually not want to get close to me .No I should stop him , I can't because he'll hate me after seeing my scars and my chubby body .
This kiss felt like heaven but it'll feel like hell if my body gets exposed to him , it'll hurt both of us like hell . He will hate me like my parents do .
My tears brimmed in my eyes as I said " J-jungkook stop" By the second I spoke, tears had already been shaded from my eyes making him sit on the bed beside me straight .
He cursed under his breath which didn't go unnoticed by me as he apologised " I'm so sorry sweetcake , i should've crossed my limits I'm really sorry " i should apologise instead for not being the one he deserves .
He deserves a perfect girl unlike me . I didn't answer him as I wiped my tears , " I just got carried away, I'm really sorry for making you uncomfortable yn " .
He thinks he makes me uncomfortable but who's gonna tell him that he'll hate me after seeing my body ? He is in guilt of making me feel uncomfortable , guess I need to make this topic a little bit lighter .
" jungkook it's fine " i assured him but he doesn't look convence
" I'm sorry yn" he said as I said, making his mood light up .
" You are feeling guilty because you make me uncomfortable ? " He nodded his head like a 5 year shin chan node when he got something .
" Then buy me an icecream tomorrow " I said, trying to ease up the atmosphere which was caused by me .
His eyes widened as he said excitedly
" butterscotch one ? " " Yup " I pressed my lips as I said . " So that means you'll forgive me ? " I smiled softly as he grinned.
" Thank you so much yn and again I'm really sorry " he said as I nodded my head before saying " it's okay jungkook"
We both looked at the tv , as I clicked my tongue and said " You know what " his head turned in my direction as he asked
" what ? " " Can we go to the terrace ? I bet the moon is looking so pretty "
I said, making him nod his head " yeah sure " I smiled as I opened my both arms saying " carried me to the terrace kookie "
I said in my baby voice, making blush crept on his cheeks . " How's the name ? Do you like it ? Kookie" I said his nickname teasingly as he nodded
'' yes I do , no let me carry my sweet cake . Shall we ? " We both let out a chuckle as he wrapped his hand around my body as he carried me towards the terrace .
Jungkook's perspective -
Opening the door of the terrace by my foot , my eyes started to search for a spot to make my wife sit .
But unfortunately I wasn't able to as all of my maids are on leave . So the terrace is dirty , and I can't let her sit in the dirty place .
I need to do something , oh yes . I can make her sit on my lap but only if she's comfortable .
I looked down as I saw her looking at me with her doe eyes " it's all dirty , uh you can sit on my lap so that your clothes won't get dirty "
I asked as she listened to me carefully." But only when you are comfortable "
" kookie , i really want to watch the moon and I am comfortable sitting on your lap " she said making me nod my head " okay "
saying that I walked towards forward as I sat down making her sit on my lap . " Tell me if you feel uncomfortable, okay ?" I asked, making sure she is feeling comfortable as she said
" I'm okay, Jungkook, don't worry "
and with that being said she rested her back on my chest and looked up to watch the moon .
As she was admiring the moon whereas I was admiring my moon . I'm so lucky to have her , she is such a sweetheart . I can't believe she's mine . How lucky I was for that day when she bumped into me .
I can never think that the girl who I fell for 5 years back is now my wife and is in my arms now .
" The moon is pretty, isn't it? " I asked her to make her nod her head before saying " yes it is indeed beautiful" .
I can't see her hurt anymore , she doesn't deserve any of these . She doesn't deserve what her parents said to her , he'll she doesn't deserve it .
I won't let her suffer, she has suffered enough. " Yn " " yes ? " She said, still looking at the moon .
" Are you okay talking about your parents right now?" Her head turned down as she looked at me before signing . Oh shit ! Don't say I messed up again ? She nodded her head as she said
" Sure , it's fine "
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To be continued
Written by Ashscrievers ✨