MAUDLIN MAWS▪︎Poetry (3)

By lolitaelectric

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Riddles of the lamented heart I keep preserved in a decent hush of demented peace and quiet. Major tw bitches More

Prelude: Maudlin Maws
1. Dare you try me
2. Capable beings practice death
3. The old boy's dead
4. I miss the medecine
5. Sixth stage of grief
6. I'd let myself love you if it wasn't for what he thaught me
7. My mother made me into a blade and asked me not to bleed
8. Dispatch of me lady, please
9. Full of myself
10. A renegade's sermon; articulated speech of duplicity
11. Phantom
12. Springtime framehood
13. Silver is the mouthfeel of love
14. Brine made gods
15. He who fell for a girl's melody
16. If I dared
17. Wilting soundness was a crime made by Love
18. Knees in the dirt cannot stop the sweetest kiss of mortality
19. This desire is rubbing too much on my want to do anything else
20. The most gentle effect
21. Dog in resistance; not your girl
22. Archenemy of the father
23. Impostor
24. Forward, with the earlier days
25. This is no weakness but emotion
26. Mending thread
27. Ophidian
28. Oldest Hunger
29. Knight in love
30. If Jennifer's body was taken metaphorically
31. Attempt on redeeming a (my) home
32. Vengeance stands
33. Hystericus (of the womb)
34. Purgatory
35. At the eve of salvation it only took his daughter to smile back
36. Sharpshooter
37. Diagnosis
38. Leftover-lover
39. Arms for a jailbird
40. Mother-Daughter portrait
41. Gods' envy
42. Holding the horses for a conjuring
43. Weaving by the means of lack
44. They of me
45. One greater world with her own talon
46. Metamorphosis of a girl
47. Do you rivulet claret ? (dream inspired)
48. Usher me torshed colleen
49. Swan song
50. Reckoning of the saint who didn't wanna be
51. My own raft
53. Moving out/ unload me
54. I'll be right behind you !
55. Eyes inadequate
56. Motherly Elegy
57. Put me on...please
58. Deem us love, not the lords lowered and in the clouds
59. Upon the spells I sleep
60. Poetry...would you be enought to save me ?

52. Redeemed

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By lolitaelectric

You talk about redemption and you evoke blanched lily-doves
Kiting aloft in the upside down naval sheet_
To you; redemption doesn't harbor a whip of reprimand
Or a pair of leveraging eyes beating my dignity down the devil's socket

In your cursive July letters_
Redemption carries thoroughfares of restored faith across the curbs of truth's eventuality
Redemption swathes your chest with grown trees of pears
Smelling sprouting security, I never felt my earthling's skin refuge in
Singing berries of blessings carrying your ears to purity choirs; I never had the chance to tune in
Redemption_
You describe it to me with such devotion
With grace embalmed in the very bead of tear you bid on my barrow,
The very gentle salt sap you wash my face with

The visage stained corpses of your first memory of this girl;
My kisses_
Warps of my bottom lip's wreath I riddled on your cheek;
Busted mottles of love, my love
My lamenting sing-song bird
with no assonance left in your cinereal jugular from above the stoned mead
I weaved...weaved !
With no mind to their settlements, the claims they had on my thought-to-be-mine life

Negating, making amends for their ends
For the sake of having you call me
On Sundays and every other day the sun has been known to spring aflame in
A three syllables sound; that is my name
my sacred summon
The only thing giving meaning to my entity
You utter it and spirits spring like cello's string of living lightnings
Had been set gleaming in the beacons larceners of light had smothered with misgivings hands;
Tottering me in blindness gasping despair like a deliverance extremity
Walking off the edge of the precipice
All for loving you and the wishes of braiding the locks of my darkness
soft tresses in the heat of your daybreak

Now asleep dimness waist-length and unredeemed
I serve my purpose in a trim, lowered wood-jail
In punishment for sparing my heart more pleasantness than it deserves;
A July love, my love
But all the while was worth the suffering
For if I suffer for an agony greater than punishment itself
For if I taste the sweet shade of venom before it kills
I'll be more than a hostage hoping to be released
I'll be summoned to redemption
His mouth yealding my name through daybreak

13/7/2023

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