As I slowly regain consciousness, I feel a hazy fog lift from my mind. My eyes flutter open, and I find myself lying in a hospital bed, the sterile scent of antiseptic filling the air. Dahan dahan ko kinapa ang tiyan ko, nanginginig pa ito ng malaman ko wala na itong laman, devoid of the weight it had carried for the past nine months.
Then, I hear a soft voice, a gentle murmur that pierces through the haze. "She's waking up! Tita, she's awake!" The voice belongs to my sister, Raica.
I turn my head towards the sound, my vision blurry, and see my family gathered around me. Tita, with tears in her eyes, and my sister, Raica, trying to hold back her emotions. Napangiti na lamang akong mapait.
Buhay ako.
I guess hindi ko pa oras.
Habang pinagmamasdan sila may kulang.
"Si Sunny? And...how's my babies? Ligtas ba silang lahat? Rai? Tita?" Nag-alala kong sabi.
Tita Carol, leans in close, her face lined with worry. "Darling, you're awake," she whispers, her voice filled with relief. "You did it. You gave birth to your babies, a boys, and a girl. They're perfect." She brushes a strand of hair away from my face, her touch reassuring and tender.
Tumango ako at napangiti."That's good to hear po. P-pero..nasan si Sol? She's just here beside me ng mawalan ako ng malay."
Nakita ko pano magbago ang expression nila. Nagkatitigan ang dalawa. They're talking by their eyes. It's weird. Something is wrong. Kinabahan ako bigla.
"She just left..."
Napakunot ang noo ko sa sinabi ni Raica.
"Saan pumunta?"
Ngayon si Tita napabuntong hininga at si Raica naman ay pilit na ngumiti. Mukhang nag-iisip pa sila kung sino maauna o ano ang sasabihin sakin dahil natahimik na naman ang dalawa.
"Sabihin niyo please...wala naman nangyari masama diba?"
"Thalia you need to rest muna–"
"No tita. I need to know where's Sunny—"
Mabilis akong pinutol ni Raica."She's having a trouble-with her family, Thalia."
I was shocked when I heard that. Umawang lang ang labi ko walang lumabas na salita. Nagpatuloy si Raica sa pagsasalita.
"Her mother was here in Spain right now. Galing vegas. She..she found out about you and Sunny." Ani nito at lumapit sakin. She sat on my bed and held my hand."Thalia..why you hide it? Why you lied? Why..you didn't tell me that Sunny is the...mother of your babies?" She added and it makes me speechless.
"Ano'ng pinagsasabi niyo? Hindi ko alam–"
"Stop denying Thalia. We all know now. Her mother came and now they're planning to what to do with you both,"
Gulong gulo ako. Kahit na nanghihina ako ay nagawa ko parin gumalaw upang umupo. Inalalayan ako ni Tita at Rai. Sumandal ako sa Headboard ng kama na tulala sa kawalan.
Sunny? Me? Mother? How come??
Shit...don't tell me she's also—
"Stop Solana! I need to see her!"
Sabay sabay kaming napabaling sa may pinto dahil bigla ito bumukas. Una pumasok si Tita...Lydia Sunny and Evelyn mother. Kasunod niya si Sunny. Pareho silang nagmamadali at mukhang nagkaka-initan pa ang dalawa pag pasok.
"She's awake! Oh, thank goodness!" It's Tita Lyd. Her voice trembles with a mixture of excitement and anxiety.
She rushes towards me, her eyes filled with urgency and longing. She clasps her hands together, a plea evident in her voice. Samantalang napatitig naman sakin si Sunny. Hindi ko mabasa ang iniisip niya pero parang problemado siya ngayon.
"Please, I beg you. Let me see my apo. You've hidden them from us, from their own family."
Confusion and surprise ripple through me. How did she know? How did she find out about my decision to keep my baby a secret from Evelyn's family? I had made that choice to protect my kids, to shield them from any potential harm or complications. Isa lang ang pwede maging rason bakit niya nalaman. Sunny...
Bumaling ako sakanya at nakita ang pagpikit niya ay paghilot sa sintido. Rai tapped her shoulder and whispered something.
My heart races as I try to find the right words to explain my actions. Pero wala. Gulong gulo ako at gusto muna kausapin si Sunny kaysa kay Tita.
"She just woke up from giving birth. She can't be stressed by your shits Ma'am. Let's handle this outside." I was shock when Tita Carol held Tita Lydia hand. Wala siyang kahirap hirap na nailayo sakin si Tita Lydia. Tita Carol is taller than her. Kaya ata ganun.
Galit naman na binawi ni Tita Lyd ang kamay niya kay Tita.
"And who the hell are you to do that? I'm here to talk to Thalia." Mariin na sabi ni Tita.
Napasinghap ako at nagsalita.
"Tita Carol...please iwan niyo muna siya sakin." I said.
Kinunutan ako ng noo ni Tita. Ngumiti lang ako sakanya at tumango. Pagkatapos hinila na siya ni Raica dahil wala ata ito balak umalis. Thanks to my stepsis. Ngayon naiwan na sakin ang mag-ina.
Una lumapit sakin si Sunny. Tumabi siya sakin at hinawakan ang kamay ko. Her hand was shaking a bit.
"I'm sorry..." panimula niya.
"Ano tong nalaman ko Sunny? Mother?ikaw? Naguguluhan ako Sunny. Tapos bakit nandito si Tita? Tapos alam niya na ang.. tungkol sa anak ko..?"
"I'm sorry I made a mistake–"
"Thalia Iha,"
Ngayon si Tita naman ang lumapit sakin sa tabi namin ni Sunny. Hinawakan niya ang isa kong kamay, katulad ni Sunny ay nanginginig rin siya siguro dahil sa mga nalaman niya.
"Is it true? That it's Solana's daughter and son?"
My brows furrowed as I looked back at Sunny.
"Anong..." hindi ko natuloy ang sasabihin ko dahil tinanguan na ako ni Sunny hudyat na tama ang nasa isip ko.
She's like her sister too.
An impostor.
Shit!
She's intersex too?!!
Gago!
Hindi halata!
Oh my god! Ilan ba silang ganito sa pamilya nila?
"W-why you're asking me Tita? Hindi ko ibibigay ang mga anak ko. Hinding hindi–"
Pinutol niya ako bigal."Hindi ko kukunin ang mga...anak mo, I just want to know the truth. Thalia."
I can't tell her the truth. I don't want to reveal it yet. I hate Evelyn. Hindi ako handa dito. Pero nang magtama ang mga mata namin ni Sunny parang naliwanagan ako. Parang it's a sign. That God's want me to do. Her eyes were glistening like a sun's reflection on the sea water. Beautiful yet amazing. Her eyes were begging to tell to her mother the truth.
"Sunny...Sunny is the mother...yes, a-apo mo sila."
Tears well up in Tita Lyd's eyes as she pressed my hand. Her voice softens, filled with emotion. "I understand that you were trying to protect them, thank you for telling it. Im so happy."
Guilt washes over me, mingling with the exhaustion and vulnerability I feel. I had thought I was making the right choice, but now I question whether I had made a mistake.
*******
"You...did the right thing."
"Sana..." I replied.
Both me and Sunny standing here at the neonatal intensive care unit, a wave of emotions engulfed me. The sterile smell of the hospital mingles with the beeping of monitors, creating a surreal atmosphere. My heart feels heavy with worry and anticipation as we approach the small, enclosed beds that cradle my precious triplets.
Pagkatapos ng usapan namin ni Tita ay dumeretso kami dito. We're actually with Tita kanina, mas nauna lang siya umalis dahil nagmamadali ito. Hindi ko alam ano ang rason. Sunny told me na hindi siya papayag na mapunta sa pamilya niya ang mga bata. She will make sure they'll be mine. Yun naman talaga. Hinding hindi ko ibibigay ang mga anak ko.
Her mom agreed with us. She will visit us every week for kids. And I think all lopez already know. Pati rin si Evelyn. Wala akong pakielam if malaman niya man o hindi. Actually ayaw ko na sana magkaroon ng mga koneksyon sa mga Lopez pero itong si Sunny ay parang binabago ang landas ko. Na not all Lopez are like her sister or her father... na she's different among them.
Her mom suggested us to plan our wedding but I refused. I'm not ready. Alam kong ganun din si Sunny. She's still young. Marami pa siya pwedeng gawin. She's only 21 while I'm 22. Pareho pa kaming bata para ipag-isa.
Pumayag ako na maging Ina si Sunny ng mga bata. Labag man sa loob ko na maging parte sa pamilyang lopez ay wala na akong magagawa. I think Sunny will be a good mother to them. I saw that, when she's with Leil. Maalaga siya, she likes playing with kids. Can do some chores that not rich kid can. I mean hindi lahat ng mayayaman kayang gumawa ng mga gawing bahay. Sunny is different. She can clean the house, wash the dishes, clean the bathroom even it's still clean. Ayaw niya na marumi ang nasa paligid niya. Kahit nga na pagod yan galing school ay nagagawa niya parin linisin ang kwarto ko dahil hindi ko na ito malinis. Because of being pregnant. Mahirap gumalaw. Kaya in the end para siyang naging personal maid ko. Siya na nga nagpapaligo kay Leil e, during my pregnancy days. She's the one who helped me when I'm on my worst. And I'm so lucky to have her.
I was amazed by this girl. And I think she deserve to be called 'mother' from my kids.
Ipapaliwanag ko ito kila Thea at Mama. Alam ko naman maiintindihan nila ito. Right now wala na sila sa Batangas. Nasa Palawan na sila. With a help of my money nabilihan ko sila ng lupa doon at magandang bahay. Gaya ng naipangako ko.
Napangiti ako habang pinagmamasdan ang mga kambal.
In the first bed lies my first born Maverick Juno. His tiny body is connected to numerous wires and tubes, providing the support he needs. I find solace in his steady breathing, his delicate chest rising and falling in rhythm. His minuscule hand, wrapped around a nurse's finger, brings a flicker of hope to my weary heart.
Next to Juno lies my daughter, Calliope Seconia. Her premature body is so small, barely fitting within the confines of the incubator. I watch as hrr tiny chest struggles to find its rhythm, her face etched with determination. The ventilator breathes for her, providing her with the precious oxygen she needs to grow stronger.
And in the third bed lies my youngest, Atlasaurus Sinclair. He is the smallest of them all, the most delicate. His presence reminds me of the fragility of life. I watch his chest rise and fall with each breath, praying that he finds the strength to thrive.
Habang nakatayo kami, pinagmamasdan ang tatlo biglang pinisil ni Sunny ang kamay ko dahilan upang tignan ko siya.
We exchange glances filled with love....and concern.
The nurses and doctors move around us, their presence a constant reassurance. Their expertise and compassion give us hope that our little fighters are in capable hands. The monitors beep, displaying vital signs and progress, a constant reminder of the fragility of life and the hope that lies within these walls.
I speak in a hushed voice. "They're so small, but they're warriors, aren't they? Mana sakin e."
She nods, her voice filled with equal parts fear and determination. Then a smile flashed on her lips."Yes, they are. And we'll be right here, by their side, every step of the way. We'll give them all the love, support, and strength they need to overcome this. Hindi ko kayo iiwan. Lalo ka na." She said and gently pressed my hand she's holding on."Even if I can't be their real mother. I'll promise that I can give you and them the perfect mother they could ask for." She added.
Parang may ano sa tiyan ko na nakapag kiliti sakin. Suminghap ako kasabay ang pag-init ng pisnge ko. We look at each others eyes. Her almond eyes were beautiful as ever. Suddenly Evelyn's face flashed on her face. I gritted my teeth and looked away. Damn it!
Hindi ko dapat inaalala ang itsura ng demonyo sa isang anghel na katulad ni Sunny. Nanggigigil ako lalo na at naalala ko naman na may anak na sila ni Selena. Fuck them!
Umiling ako sa iniisip at binalik kay Sunny ang mata. I smiled at her.
I'm so lucky to have this one Lopez in my life. Thanks god.
"Thank you...for coming to my life Sol..." malumanay kong sabi.
She slowly smile..and her cheeks became red. I saw how she swallowed hard.
"A-anything for you.." she said and looked away trying to hide her smile from me.
Tsk. Tago tago pa e kita ko na pati gilagid niya.
"I like it...when you call my name." Pahabol niya.
Napangisi ako wala sa oras. Bakit ba ang cute ng babaeng 'to pagkinikilig?!
"Oo na. Soledad." Biro ko sa pangalan niya.
Kita ko ang pag nguso ng mapula niyang labi sabay baling sakin. "Damn you. Thalia."
Natawa ako sabay hila sa kamay niya dahilan para mas lalo siya sakin mapalapit. Nilagay ko ang kamay niya sa kabila kong balikat. She's taller than me kaya nagmukha akong dwende dito. Niyakap ko siya sa bewang niya sabay sandal sa balikat niya habang nakatingin ako sa mga kambal ko....namin.
IN THE DEPTHS OF MY JOURNEY as a single mom to my triplets, I experienced moments of immense struggle and pain. The weight of responsibility settled upon my young shoulders. The exhaustion from sleepless nights, constant feeding, and endless diaper changes threatened to break me. There were times when I felt overwhelmed, lost in a sea of emotions.
Depression seeped into my being, casting a dark shadow over what should have been a joyful time. The constant demands of caring for three fragile lives, combined with the loneliness of doing it all on my own, took a toll on my mental health. Ang hirap pala talaga. Sobrang hirap maging batang ina. Yung hirap na naranasan ko nang si Leil pa ang pinapalaki ko ay doble doble ang hirap sa tatlong kambal ko. Halos hatiin ko na ang katawan ko at kung pwede lang mag kage-bunshin katulad ni Naruto ay wala siguro akong hirap ngayon.
Iiyak ang isa, susunod ang isa at dadagdag naman ang isa. It's so hard to calm them down lalo na sa pagpapadede at pagpapatulog. Thanks Sunny is there with me. Pinanindigan niya ang pagiging Ina ng mga bata. Kahit papano ay nababawasan ang gawain ko sa mga bata. Minsan nga e kahit hindi aminin ng panganay ko ay alam ko nagseselos ito. Leil became silent and always watching me from afar while I'm taking care of her siblings. Gusto ko sisihin ang sarili ko dahil nawawalan na ako ng oras sa isa ko pang anak. But then her Tita and Sunny was there also Tita Carol. I tried to alternate my times with my kids. Kaso ang hirap kasi mas kailangan ako ng mga kambal ko dahil hindi pa ito nag iisang buwan and need to take care of. Pero ginagawa ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko para hindi mapalayo sakin si Leila. God knows how much I love this girl.
AS I WATCH MY PRECIOUS TRIPLETS sleeping peacefully in my bed, exhaustion weighs heavily on my shoulders. It's already midnight. Wala pa akong tulog at tamang pagkain. They're so sensitive when it comes to sleeping. Kaunting inggay lang iiyak ang isa at susunod ang dalawa. Tapos ako naman halos hindi alam ang uunahin sa tatlong. The two boys wasn't that too loud when it comes to crying pero Seconia was different. Kung sino talaga yung babae siya yung sobrang umiyak. Minsan siya nagiging rason bakit nagigising ang kapatid niya.
I was alone here in this large house limang kasambahay lang kasama ko dito.. Leila was currently in Raica's place with Nica. Sunny wasn't here yet. May group study siya and I think baka bukas pa yun uuwi.
Bagsak ang katawan ko nakasandal sa kama. Nakaupo ako sa malamig na sahig habang pinagmamasdan sila. My hair was already messed up. Ramdam ko na rin ang pagod sa buo kong katawan. Ang tshirt ko nga suot ay gusot na. Para na akong lantay na gulay. This is so hard.
The reality of my situation hits me like a gunshot, and I feel the weight of the world pressing down upon me. The weight of being a single mom, juggling the demands of three little lives, becomes overwhelming. Tears well up in my eyes as a sudden wave of emotions crashes over me, threatening to drown me in a sea of despair.
In this moment, I can't help but feel the weight of my own limitations. The constant demands of my children, the endless cycle of feeding, changing diapers, and sleepless nights—it feels like an uphill battle with no respite in sight. Doubt creeps in, whispering cruel words of inadequacy in my ear.
Overwhelmed, I collapse onto the edge of the bed, my body shaking with sobs. It's all too hard, too much for one person to handle. The exhaustion of trying to be everything—the loving mother, the provider, the emotional rock—threatens to consume me. I feel as though I am crumbling under the weight of it all. Pinigilan ko ang sarili ko na wag gumawa ng inggay habang umiiyak. Ayaw ko umiyak e, pero hindi ko na kinaya.
I know Evelyn was happy now. She has a family to love. While us her family too, here suffering. Thinking her while helping Selena with their beloved child broke me.
What if, she's here by my side, what if she didn't meet Selena, what if I just told her about me being pregnant with her and revealed that I'm Valentine. Siguro hindi mangyayari lahat ng ito. It will be a happy ending to us. But the fate won't want me to have my own happy ending. With her.
As tears stream down my face and my emotions threaten to consume me, I find myself in the depths of a breakdown. The weight of the world feels unbearable, and it seems like there's no escape from the overwhelming despair that engulfs me. In this moment of vulnerability, I feel a presence beside me....
And I turn to see Sol, looking at me with deep concern and love in her eyes.
She takes in the sight of my tears and trembling shoulders, her gaze filled with empathy. Umupo siya sa tabi ko sabay hubad ng bag niya. Wala siyang pasabi pinunasan ang luha ko at inayos ang buhok kong magulo. Napansin ko may dala siyang plastic. It's a food. Palagi siyang may dalang pagkain pag-uuwi. Dahil alam niya kulang at hindi ako nakakakain ng tama.
Sitting on the floor, tears streaming down my face, I turn to her, seeking solace in her presence.
"Sol, ang hirap. It feels like everything is falling apart, and I don't know how to handle it all," I confess, my voice trembling with emotion.
Sunny eyes meet mine, filled with empathy and concern. She reaches out, gently wiping away my tears, and pulls me closer, wrapping her arms around me in a comforting embrace.
"I know it's hard. But you're not alone in this. We're in this together, and I'm here to support you, nandito ako palagi...palagi." she assures me, her voice filled with unwavering support.
"Pero ang hirap na, Sol," I whisper, burying my face in her soft chest. "The responsibilities, the stress, it feels like I can't keep up. Natatakot ako na hindi enough ang ginagawa ko, that I'm failing."
Sunny's hand caresses my hair soothingly, and sh leans in, her voice soft and reassuring.
"Listen to me, mi amor. You are doing an incredible job. I see how hard you work, how much you care. It's natural to feel overwhelmed sometimes, but don't let it define you. Malakas ka, Thalia. Don't ever give up.." then she faced me. She didn't hesitate to kiss me in my forehead even though I'm totally messed up right now."Now, you need to rest more. Let me handle them. Kaya ko na 'to."
Umiling ako sakanya."I saw your table. Marami ka pa mga librong babasahin–"
" I can read them tomorrow or another day. Thalia, don't be stubborn. It's unhealthy for you. Namamayat ka na and look at your eyes it's getting deep. I won't forgive myself if you get sick. C'mon." She begged.
I take a deep breath, trying to absorb her words.. "I just wish things were different, bakit ba kasi hindi na lang ikaw ang unang binigay sakin ng diyos?" my voice tinged with a hint of longing. Natawa ako bigla at umiling sabay hampas ng mahina sa balikat niya."Para ka naman kasi gago. Tagal tagal dumating, kailangan ko pa masaktan at dumaan sa Ate mo para lang makilala ka."
Nanlabo na naman ang mga mata ko dahil sa luha. But still, I saw how her eyes went red. She's stopping her emotions.
"Sana ikaw na lang...Sol,"
Suddenly, without a word, she leaned in closer. Her lips gently brushed against mine, a soft and tender kiss that took me by surprise.
Time seemed to stand still in that moment. I could feel the warmth of her touch, the electricity that sparked between us. It was as if she wanted to convey ber support, love, and reassurance through that single act.
Yung hindi ko nararamdaman sakanya dati ay tila ba ngayon ay nararamdaman ko na. Nanghina ako ng halikan niya ako. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. My lips were trembling already.
My heart skipped a beat, and a rush of emotions flooded over me. In that instant, her kiss spoke volumes, expressing her unwavering support and reminding me that I didn't have to face my struggles alone. It was a gesture of love and understanding, a silent promise that she was there for me through thick and thin.
As we parted from the kiss, I looked into Sunny's eyes, still feeling the gentle warmth of her lips on mine. A smile spread across her face, filled with a tenderness and love that I knew I was lucky to have in my life. Shet. What did i said?!! No...no...damn it!I'm falling again to another Lopez.
No words were necessary at that moment. I knew that Sunny had heard me, understood me, and was ready to stand by my side. With her support, I felt a newfound strength and determination to overcome the challenges that lay ahead.
"W-wait...I'll s-show you something." Nauutal niya sabi sabay ayos sa buhok niya. Para na siyang kamatis sa pula ngayon. Natawa na lamang ako at tumango sakanya.
Pinanood ko siya tumayo at tumungo sa likod ng pinto. Then there she is holding her acoustic guitar. Bumalik siya sa pwesto niya kanina at pinwesto ang guitara sa hita niya.
Her fingers gently caressing the strings as she prepares to play. The room fills with the soft, melodic sound, each strum of the guitar resonating with the depths of my soul
"Kakanta ka?" I ask.
"Hindi. Sasayaw." Pangbabara niya sakin sabay tawa.
"Sira! Sige nga. Sing me something. Never mo ako kinantahan sa harap ko. Leil once told me na kinakantahan mo ako habang tulog."
Namilog ang mata niya sa sinabi ko at mukhang e dedeny pa pero suminghap na lamang."Then lucky you. Hindi ka na tulog ngayon." She grinned and start strumming the guitar as she sing."Lift your head, baby, don't be scared of the things that could go wrong along the way."
The melody wraps around me like a warm embrace, and as I listen to Sunny's voice, I feel the weight of my troubles slowly lifting.
"You'll get by with a smile. You can't win at everything, but you can try. Baby, you don't have to worry. 'Cause there ain't no need to hurry."
The music becomes a refuge, a sanctuary in which I can let go of my pain and find solace. It envelops me, wrapping me in its tender embrace, allowing me to release the pent-up emotions that have been weighing me down. I closed my eyes as I listen to her angelic voice.
"No one ever said that there's an easy way when they're closing all their doors And they don't want you anymore. This sounds funny, but I'll say it anyway.."
Sunny's voice was, sweet and pure, cuts through the chaos in my mind, filling the space with tranquility. The words of the song become a lifeline, reminding me that I am not alone in this struggle, that I have someone by my side who loves and supports me unconditionally.
"Girl, I'll stay through the bad times. Even if I have to fetch you everyday. We'll get by with a smile.
Suddenly a smile flashed on my lips as I opened my eyes. Nagtama ang mata naming dalawa. She was smiling too. The cutest smile I saw. When I first met her I taught she's a playgirl but I'm wrong she's this typical girl that will treat you better than a man can do.
As Sunny continues to sing, I feel a sense of peace wash over me, like a gentle wave smoothing the jagged edges of my broken spirit. The raw vulnerability of the moment allows me to release the pain, to let it flow out with each tear that falls.
The combination of her voice and the gentle strumming of the guitar creates a sacred space, a moment of respite from the storms that rage within me. As the song comes to an end, the last notes lingering in the air, I find myself in a state of calm. Sunny sets the guitar aside and takes me into her arms, holding me tightly as if to shield me from the world's burdens. In her embrace, I feel a sense of safety, of comfort, and a renewed sense of hope.
In that moment, I am reminded of the healing power of love and music. Sunny's song has touched my soul, bringing solace and strength when I needed it most. With her by my side, I know that I can face the challenges ahead, finding strength in the melody that continues to resonate within me.
"I'm sorry for coming too late. But at least being late is worth it? You're with me now." She whispered to my ear then she softly chuckled. Naramdaman ko ang mainggat niya paghaplos sa buhok ko.
Habang ako parang tanga umiiyak habang yakap yakap siya. Basa na ang damit niya dahil sa luha ko. Sa kabila ng paghihirap ko ay may isang taong binigay sakin na ganito. Na ipaparamdam sa'yo na hindi ka nag iisa. Tama nga sila. Lahat ng mga nangyayari sa buhay natin ay may rason. Siguro nga dahil pinadama sakin ng diyos ang sakit at pighati kay Evelyn ay yun pala ang magiging reason para makilala ko ang babaeng yakap yakap ko ngayon. God is the best plot twister.
"Hush now,magigising ang anak natin." Nakuha pa nito magbiro.
That moment I fell to her.
THE FERROVIAL WAS CURRENTLY RUNNING by Raica because I can't work. Habang si Sunny ay nagpatuloy parin sa pag-aaral sa law school. She's now graduating. I think two months left na lang. Mag bar exam pa siya. Hopefully makapasa siya. She's a hardworking person. Napagsasabay niya lahat lahat. Pag-aaral, pag-aalaga samin at sa personal niyang buhay. Multi-tasking siya pagnasa mansion na. Dinaig pa si Superman sa lakas ng katawan. Mukhang hindi napapagod e. Sometimes she cooked my favorite food kahit na busy siya sa pagbabasa ng mga libro just to satisfied my cravings.
Pinaalam ko na rin sa pamilya ko sa pinas ang tungkol sa kambal. Sobrang saya nila ng malaman na ligtas akong nanganak. Gulat pa sila dahil nalaman na kambal ang anak ko. Max was there with them, like them he's shocked too. Hindi ko muna inamin sakanila ang tungkol samin ni Sunny. Masyado pa alanganin.
LOOKING BACK AT THE JOURNEY I've traveled, I am filled with an overwhelming sense of pride and gratitude. From the depths of struggling as a single mom to the heights of success, my path has been one of resilience, determination, and unwavering ambition.
It's been five years...
Becoming a single mom at a young age taught me the value of perseverance. I pushed through the challenges, balancing motherhood and my aspirations, refusing to let circumstances define my destiny. With each passing day, I grew stronger, carving out a path that allowed me to pursue my dreams while providing for my children.
Along the way, I discovered a passion for aviation and embarked on a journey to become a flight attendant. The sky became my second home, and the thrill of soaring through the clouds ignited a fire within me. I embraced the challenges of the industry, rising above the turbulence and uncertainty. Yes. Pinagsabay ko ang pagiging CEO at F.A. flight attendant is my dream and now I already reached it.
As I ascended in my career, I encountered opportunities for growth and advancement. My dedication and hard work opened doors that once seemed unimaginable. With unwavering determination, I set my sights on the executive suite, fueled by the belief that I could make a difference and inspire others.
As I look out the window of the plane, the view stretches far beyond the limits I once imagined. I am a successful woman, a CEO and a flight attendant, balancing the responsibilities of my professional life with the joys of motherhood. It hasn't been an easy journey, but the challenges have molded me, shaping me into the strong, compassionate, and resilient woman I am today.
But amidst the boardrooms and the high-flying adventures, my greatest achievement remains the love and happiness that fills my home.
I am grateful for every twist and turn, every tear shed and every smile earned. The path may have been difficult, but it has led me to a place of fulfillment and purpose. And as I continue to soar to new heights, I do so with gratitude, knowing that my journey as a single mom turned successful woman is a testament to the indomitable human spirit and the power of dreams.
As the plane touches down on Spanish soil, a mixture of exhaustion and excitement fills my veins. I've just returned from a successful business trip in England, where I navigated boardrooms and negotiated deals. But now, all I can think about is being back home with my family.
As I make my way through the airport, a wave of nostalgia washes over me. The sights, sounds, and scents of my homeland embrace me like an old friend, and I can't help but feel a sense of belonging. But little do I know that an even greater surprise awaits me.
As I exit the arrival gate, my eyes scan the crowd, searching for my girlfriend, Solana. Yet, instead of finding her, I am met with the joyous shrieks of laughter and the pitter-patter of little feet. I turn my head, and there they are—my triplets, now five years old, and their older sister, Leila, standing in a line, beaming with excitement.
My heart skips a beat as I take in the sight before me. Solana, ever the master of surprises, had orchestrated this heartwarming reunion. Tears well up in my eyes as I rush towards my children, dropping my bags in an instant, their wide smiles mirroring my own.
The triplets, full of boundless energy, throw their tiny arms around me, showering me with hugs and kisses. Their laughter fills the air, melting away the stress and fatigue of my journey. Leil, my oldest, embraces me tightly, her maturity shining through her eyes as she whispers, "Welcome home, Mom."
In that moment, surrounded by the love and warmth of my family, the challenges of being a CEO fade into insignificance. My heart swells with gratitude for the unwavering support of my girlfriend, the understanding of my children, and the strength of our bond.
Sunny takes my hand, her touch grounding me in the present. "Surprise, mi amor," she whispers, a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. "I couldn't let you come home without a proper welcome."
I laugh through my tears, feeling an overwhelming sense of love and appreciation. "You've truly outdone yourself, Sol," I reply, my voice filled with affection. "This is the best surprise I could have asked for."
Yes. Me and Sunny became in a relationship in the past years. We confessed our love with each other. I let her family know about us. Wala na akong pakialam if she's Evelyn's sister. All I care now is us. My family.
"Mama!! Carry! Carry!" Seconia tried to reach my hand.
Calliope Seconia, with her enchanting hazel eyes that seem to hold the wisdom of ages. They sparkle with curiosity and mischief, drawing you in and leaving you captivated. Her pale skin is kissed by the sun. Seconia button nose and rosy cheeks give her an innocent charm, while her infectious smile lights up any room she enters.
Ngumiti akong malawak at yumuko upang kargahin siya. Mabilis niya ako hinalikan sa pisngi nang makarga ko siya. Her eyes faded after she kissed me because of her smile. Dang that smile. Bakit pati yan namana niya sakanya.
"Me too Mama!"
Now it's Atlas, my youngest. Hinila hila niya ang skirt ko. Natawa na lamang ako dahil sinaway siya ni Sunny. My skirt suddenly went down a bit kaya tinaas ito ng kaunti ni Sunny.
I looked at Atlas who's pouting now with me, with his almond-shaped, hazel eyes that dance with intelligence and a mischievous spark.. His caramel-toned skin is flawless, a testament to his carefree and joyful nature. Atlas dimpled cheeks and impish grin exude a playful spirit.
"I'll carry you instead Atlas. Your mom can't carry two kids. Come here." Yumuko si Sunny at hinalikan muna ang pisngi ni Atlas bago ito kinarga.
Para hindi ito magselos ay hinalikan ko siya ng makarga na siya ni Sunny.
"Where's mine?" Sunny said after I kissed Atlas cheek. She was grinning at me waiting for my kiss.
Umirap na lamang ako dahil hindi talaga siya magpapahuli. I went closer and kiss her lips. Mabilis lang yun dahil nasa public area kami and we're with kids. Sunny became even more matured woman. She's now a lawyer here in Spain. She cut her long hair into a short one. Hangang balikat niya na lang ang buhok niya. She became even more taller than me o talagang hindi lang ako tumangkad. I mean matangkad naman ako pero mas matangkad talaga siya sakin maybe it's because of their genes.
"And why my two big girl and big boy is so silent now, huh? Ate Leil? Kuya Uno?" Baling ko sa dalawa kong panganay na magkahawak kamay habang tahimik kami pinagmamasdan.
"We're good Mom. Happy to see you here." Leil said and gave me a smile.
As I watch my daughter, Leila, grow before my eyes, I am struck by the undeniable resemblance she bears to her mother,. At eight years old, she has blossomed into a beautiful and vibrant young girl, with features that mirror her in ways I couldn't have imagined.
Her deep, soulful eyes carry the same shade of mesmerizing brown that I once lost myself in, the eyes that first captured my heart. They hold a hint of mystery and curiosity, sparkling with intelligence and an insatiable thirst for knowledge, just like her mother..
Sa kanilang magkakapatid si Leila ang pinaka-kamukha ni Evelyn. She got it all. Right now, kami lang ni Sunny ang nakakaalam sa totoong magulang ni Leil. I can't reveal it yet. Masyadong komplikado.
Leila's light brown hair cascade down her back, dati na sobrang ikli nito ngayon mahaba na. It's framing her face with a softness that echoes 'her' youthful charm. It's as if she has passed down her charisma and magnetism, leaving an indelible mark on our daughter's appearance.
As I see her mature and flourish into her own unique individual, I am reminded that Leila is more than just a reflection of her mother. She is a blend of her own experiences, her own dreams, and the love and guidance I provide as her mother.
"You grown up well, love. Mahal na mahal ka ni Mama." Sabi ko sa panganay ko at niyakap ito, sinunod ko naman balingan si Uno na naghihintay sakin."And my big boy! Hmmp!" Pinisil ko ang may katangosan niya ilong sabay halik dito.
Sa totoo lang ang hirap e manage pag ilalambing silang lahat lalo na at mga bata pa. Kay dali mag selos ng bawat isa. Hindi lang nagpapahalata si Leil dahil malaki na ito pero she's still a kid. I know she's jealous sometimes.
"Lipstick mom!" Uno said and wipe his nose.
"You, look like buggy from one piece! Hahahahaha!" Seconia said and laugh so hard.
Nagkasalubong ang kilay ni Uno kay Seconia."Then, You look like Brule too!"
"Whaaaa! No!" Seconia said and almost punch her Kuya. Mabuti na lang lumayo ako dahil kung hindi mag-aaway na naman ang dalawa.
"Oh god! They're talking again about one piece. Kasalanan mo 'to Tita Mom." Si Leil at umiling sabay hawak kay Uno.
"Sorry my bad! It's their favorite." Natatawa sabi ni Sunny at hinawakan ang kamay ni Leil sa kabila niyang kamay."You know guys whats good to do? Let's eat!"
"Yeheeyyyyy!!"
Napapikit ako dahil sabay sabay sumigaw ang mga kambal. Sabay sabay namin kaming tatlo ni Leil at Sunny napabuntong hininga sanay na sa tatlo.
Tita Lyd didn't get them from me. She kept her promise. Dumadalaw lang siya dito samin pag kaarawan ng mga bata. Rei and Frost already came here. Nakita na nila ang kambal and they ask me when they saw Leil. If she's one of Evelyn's but I denied. Sabi ko nga kami palang nakakaalam ni Sunny. Maybe in the right time and right place.
"Oo ma. Uuwi na kami jan baka bukas na bukas. Wag ka mag-alala jan kami magpapasko." Sabi ko kay Mama sa tawag..
Sumandal ako sa railings at pinagmasdan ang pamilya ko naliligo sa swimming pool sa baba dito sa mansion. Sunny and Rai was with them. They're playing water gun.
[Aba'y dapat lang para makita ko na ang mga apo ko. Pati na rin ikaw. Itong si Althea miss–]
[Ate!! I miss you!! Ma naman, ibubuking mo pa ako e! Uwi ka na ate! Gusto ko na sila makita. Pasalubong ko ha. Dior, Chanel, Balenciaga, Gucci-]
I smiled and sigh."Oo. Lahat yan ipapakain ko sayo Althea. Magsawa ka." Natatawa ko sabi.
"Mom!! come here!! Let's play!" Sigaw sakin sa baba ni Leila at kinawayan ako.
Sumunod na umaya sakin ang kambal ko. I just nodded at them.
"Sige na, Ma, Thea. Bukas tawag ulit ako." After ko magpaalam sakanila ay pumasok ulit ako sa kwarto para ihanda ang two piece ko.
Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng paghahalughog sa cabinet ng bigla mag vibrate ang cellphone ni Sunny na nasa nightstand. Lumapit ako dito then I saw it's a notification from their family gc. Binuksan ko ito at nakita ang isang litrato na senend ni Frost. It's a family picture of them. Of Evelyn's family. Nasa airport sila at suot suot ni Evelyn ang Pilot uniform niya. She's carrying her daughter while Selena is hugging her like a snake.
Hindi ko alam bakit hindi ko pa in-off ang cellphone. Nanatili ako nakatingin sa masaya nilang litrato. Evelyn was smiling, a smile like she didn't know that she has a kids from me, too innocent. Hindi ko alam kung may pagkakataon ba na sasabihin ko sakanya ang totoo. Mukhang wala na. Because it's too complicated now. Wala naman ako pakialam kung hindi ko aminin sakanya. Solana deserve them. Ayaw ko kunin yun sakanya.
Natigil ako ng mag message si Frost sa gc nila.
@Frost Clifford Lopez: Goodluck sa flight,sistah!
Oh, she's leaving.
I don't care anyway. In-off ko na ang cellphone ni Sunny at tumalikod na. The more she was entering my mind the more I think I'm cheating from Sol.
KINABUKASAN maaga ako nagising para ihanda ang mga dadalhin namin. Sunny help me fix the kids. Si Rai naman sa ibang dadalhin namin. Leil was helping her. Kaming pito lang ang aalis. Nica was busy on her work here kaya hindi makakasama ganun din si Tita. Sabi nga e susunod na lang sila pero baka pag new year na raw.
I used our private plane. Para deretso na siyang palawan.
As our private plane getting ready for a flight, a sense of anticipation and excitement fills the cabin. It has been years since I have visited the Philippines, and the prospect of a vacation filled with cherished memories beckons me.
As I sit comfortably in my seat, gazing out at the stunning aerial views, I look beside me where Sunny is. She's carrying Atlas while Raica beside her carrying Seconia who's now sleeping. Sa katabi ko naman si Leil na nakasuot ng headphone at naglalaro sa ipad niya. I'm carrying Uno who's playing with my fingers.
Suddenly, the voice of the co-pilot resonates through the intercom, capturing everyone's attention. The unexpected announcement leaves me momentarily bewildered, as I hear the words, "Ladies and gentlemen, we have a change in pilot for the remainder of the flight."
Sabay kaming napaayos ng upo ni Sunny. Nagkatitigan kaming dalawa na parehong walang alam. I don't know this.
"What happened to Manuel?" I ask, it's my current pilot.
Before the co pilot speak again the door to the cockpit opens, revealing a figure that I recognize all too well—a face that holds memories both sweet and bittersweet. It is Evelyn, the one who caused me immense pain and suffering. Dread settles in the pit of my stomach, mingling with the disbelief that she is now the one in control of our flight.
She was standing before me, adorned in her pilot's uniform. Her eyes meet mine, and for a brief moment, time stands still. Naestatwa ako. So she left because she's going here?!!
"What the hell?! What are you doing here?! What is this?" Tumaas ang boses ni Sunny at tatayo sana pero agad siya napabalik sa upuan niya dahil sa seat belt na suot.
Hinawakan ko ang kamay ni Sunny para pakalmahin siya because Seconia will be probably wake up at iiyak ito. Sunny just sighed and looked at Evelyn beside me using her deadly stares. Samantalang si Raica naman at tahimik na nakatingin kay Evelyn. Napansin ko rin na tinanggal na ni Leila ang suot niya headphone upang tignan si Evelyn. And Evelyn was already staring at Leila. Both of them were staring at each other. Both carrying same energy they had. Hindi ko alam bakit ganito makatingin si Leila sakanya as if she's mad at Evelyn. Unang umiwas ng tingin si Evelyn at tumungo ang mga mata nito sa kambal ko pang huli sakin. I gritted my teeth and looked away.
I swallow the lump in my throat and gather the strength to speak, my voice laced with a tinge of disbelief. "What is this Paul? Where is Manuel?"
Lumabas ang co pilot at yumuko sakin."I'm so sorry Ma'am but he's not available. But don't worry Ms. Lopez is a great pilot from Philippines. She's good at riding—"
"I don't care. You should inform it to me first before making her our pilot." Pagpuputol ko.
"Oh, dapat pala dumeretso muna ako sa opisina mo bago tumungo dito. So we can talk privately. Thalia."
Nanigas ako sa kinauupuan ko ng magsalita siya. Kita ko ang pagkuyom ng kamay ni Sunny halata ang galit nito.
"Beside I want to see my sister family. But I feel like I'm not welcome here. Right Leil?" Ani nito at binalingan si Leil sabay hawak sa ulohan nito. But Leila avoid her head.
"Go away! Leave us and do your work!" Mariin na sabi ng anak ko na ikinagulat ko.
Evelyn nodded at her and smiled as she looked at me. Hindi ko napigilan hindi siya irapan. I heard her small chuckle as she go back inside the cockpit.
As Evelyn go back at the cockpit, a flood of memories and emotions rush to the surface. The scars of our past relationship, the hurt she inflicted upon me, seem to resurface in that very moment.
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A/N: Bumalik ang internet namin hahahahaha see yah next chapter!
To be continued....