❝ Nakailang tula na, ba't tila 'di napupuna?
Ang tangi kong hiling, hanggang dulo, ikaw ang kapiling
Kung puwede lang, hanggang pangmagpakailanman Hinding-hindi na papakawalan kailanman ❞ ~
Now Playing, Leonora By Sugarcane.
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i don't have that much friends. i don't like socializing and communicating. as long as i have my best three girl-friends i'm good.
i don't have those things like starstagram who posts thousands of their wanna be "model's" posts. hindi naman sa dahil ay wala ako gaanong followers kaya ay nilalait ko sila, pero parang ganun na nga.
well aside from all of that, andito ako ulit sa finlandia street kase, wala lang. i just need space from everyone. this is the most safest place, for me. tuwing nalulungkot ako rito ako lagi pinapadpad ng puso ko. lumaki ako ng hindi nang hihingi ng allowances sa parents ko. pag aralin lang ako ay okay na sa'kin.
whenever i'm sad, no one was there for me to cheer me up. even my circle of friends, why? because i'm always smiling as if there's nothing bothering me or i don't have problems to solve. i was bullied when i was in grade 7. they were calling me fat and ugly, i wasn't affected of anything like that before because i don't give a fuck of what people care about me but when my own father once told me wala akong mararating, i got cold feet and my tears was falling down from my cheek. iba padin ma-disappoint ang isang magulang sa isang anak.
enough of those sad talks. i'm here to rest. so kapagod this whole week. daming kailangan isubmit. well, may apat pakong gagawin pero mas inuna ko ito. hindi naman masama diba? inuna ko lang muna kung sa'n ako sasaya.
i was about to leave until i saw the sky with the shade of blue and red where it makes it to be purple.
" majestic. "
i took a several pictures of it, i saw a guy in the other side of the road doing the same thing.
he has long-mediumed hair and wearing a white t shirt.
he's riding a electric scooter.
paalis na sana ako ng bigla siyang nag vroom vroom sa tabi ng side walk, ang tulin ng takbo niya at may basa pa sa daan.
" TANGINA!! " sigaw ko, nag tinginan ang mga tao, pati narin yung guy na nag basa sakin.
" hala miss, sorry 'di kita nakita ang liit mo ho kasi, no offense sorry talaga " a cold-toned voice has appeared.
" kuya naman "
" sorry talaga miss, bye! " sabay takbo niya.
" tangina ka kuya! pakyu! "
he was grining at me habang nag mamaneho.
napaka malas ko naman.
/ at the condo /
" uy san ka galing? nakauwi kana pala. bakit basang basa ka? " sunod sunod na tanong ni Arzeia.
Arzeia is my bestfriend, kasama ko rin siya sa condo.
" tangina naman kase teh, binasa na nga ako kanina nilait niya pa 'ko."
" ano ba nangyare? "
" ang tulin ng takbo ng electric scooter ni kuya, kaya napunta sa'kin lahat ng basa. tapos nilaiit pa 'ko, 'di niya raw ako nakita kase ang liit ko piste " i heard her chuckling after i've said those words.
to be continued . . .