November 10th, 2022
Harlow Hanes
After my talk with Jocelyn I actually tried thinking of ways I could get Salem back. She doesn't like when I spend money on her so the most I'll probably buy her is some flowers. I know she loves white roses but those are pretty hard to find. She worth it though.
I suppose I could show up to her house unannounced with the flowers and force her to talk to me.
I do have to meet with her and Ashley today to plan the gender reveal but I don't think that would be a great time to have that conversation. I just miss her so much. The kids have been noticing that she isn't around as much and their starting to ask questions.
I remember hearing Atticus and Halo talking while I was cooking dinner. They were coming up with theories but I couldn't say anything. I just silently cried and continued to make them food.
Why couldn't he give me a chance? Why did he have to go out of his way to make me seem like the bad guy? Yes, I should have stopped having sex with him the moment I realized I had feelings for Salem, but I wasn't thinking. I didn't think it would go anywhere!
She's all I've been thinking about recently. And the funny thing is I'm the one who broke her heart, yet I'm the one who's mad at the world.
My mind was all over the place as I sat in the shower. I had been in here for a good fifteen minutes so the water was beginning to go cold. I quickly washed up and hopped out.
It was a little cold in house so I'm thankful I picked my clothes out before I got in the shower. I got dressed fast and then went back into the bathroom so I could fix my hair. It was a mess.
As I was blow drying my hair I noticed my phone ringing. The blow dryer was loud so by the time I looked down at the phone I had five missed calls from Lilian. What the hell happened?
Incoming call from 'Silly Lilly'
Lilian, is everything okay?
No. You need to tell JJ to pack his shit up. Either that or I come over and we do it together. Either way, he needs to get the fuck out immediately.
What happened?
Salem called me and told me that Atticus said JJ told him and Halo what happened with you and Salem. He then proceeded to tell her he's sorry you were being a slut. The father of your child told your seven year old kids you're a slut.
What- are you serious?
Dead ass serious. He needs to leave. Now.
I- um okay. Can you come over and help? I'm meeting with Salem in like an hour. Where's the kids? Are they still in school?
I sent Fin to pick them up. He's gonna take them back to work. And yes, I'll come over. Where is JJ?
Practice. He'll be home in like thirty minutes.
Perfect. I'm on my way.
Okay.
Call ended
Why would he say something like that? How could he say something like that? And then he said it to my kids. One of them being his daughter!
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Lilian arrived at the house five minutes after she hung up. We immediately got started on packing up JJ's things but with her being pregnant she wasn't able to do a lot. She was mostly taking his clothes out of the closet while I was taking down his plaques and trophies, and moving his heavy things out the room.
I cried at least twice during the process. I was embarrassed, and hurt, and I felt betrayed. How can someone be so mean?
"Can you stop crying? You're sadness is getting to me." Lilian pouted.
"Am I supposed to be jumping off the walls with excitement, Lilian?" I looked at her like she was crazy. She had to be.
"I mean no but-"
"Just shut up. Throw the rest of his clothes downstairs and then sit down."
She was starting to annoy me. I get annoyed really easily. Everyone and everything tends to piss me off.
"Yo, what the fuck?" I heard JJ yell.
The sound of his footsteps filled my ears.
"What the fuck are y'all doing?" He questioned.
"Jason, I don't know where you're going to go, but you can't stay here," I shrugged, "Maybe your room at your mom's house is still available?"
"You can't kick me out! I pay the bills in this bitch!" He yelled.
He actually doesn't really pay shit. All he does is pay the electric bill and it's never over a hundred dollars because we barely keep the lights on. He paid the rent once and he only did it because at the time the diner wasn't doing that well so we didn't have a lot of money.
Lilian snorted causing JJ to snap his head in her direction.
"Something funny?"
"Yeah," she laughed, "You thinking you can get away with what you did. You will not be staying here so you're going to finish packing your shit and then you're going to leave."
"I'm not taking orders from you," he scoffed.
"You will today," I spoke, "Pack your shit and get gone. You can't tell my children I'm a slut and then expect to still be able to stay in the house I pay for. You're smoking a fuck ton of crack to think that."
"Listen here, Slut. I told them the truth it's not my fault you can't keep your legs closed-"
Without thinking I slapped him in his face. Hard. Really hard.
I never put my hands on him before- and I never thought I would but I couldn't sit here and allow him to degrade me any longer. Lilian's jaw was on the floor and JJ showed no emotion on his face.
I was scared.
I felt his fist come in contact with my head a couple seconds later. He punched me in my face soon after. I didn't feel anything but I dropped to the floor. I could hear both Lilian and Jason screaming. It sounded fuzzy, like I was under water. I heard a third voice begin to scream but I passed out so I couldn't pin point who the voice belonged to.
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A/n: Now why the hell would he ever put his hands on Harlow? Could it be considered self defense? Yes, but he ain't have to punch her- and then he did it twice. I hope that bitch goes to jail bc wtf Jason Lorenzo Jackson?!
-Mj