So I had the courage to tell everything to my therapist about what happen to my childhood.
There was alot of voices in my head saying,
"A'int no way."
"Oh wow"
"She did go through all this."
"Wow, Cindy."
"No way, you had the cougar to say that!"
I'm sure it was Masky, Hoodie, Toby, Eyeless Jack and Fra. They sounded surprised and proud of me which made me surprised and happy at the same time.