LAY POV
"Is this wrong?" Binky pecked my lips once more before giving me this confused look
"Is what wrong?"
"That we be kissing and shit. Like we passing eachother down if I'm being honest"
Binky shrugged her shoulders "Well, it's not like we in a relationship or nun. We both single now so it don't matt'a"
Me and Binky just been chilling for real. We didn't want us kissing to head towards a relationship so we just been touching lips but on some friend shit. Plus, it's been weeks sense we first kissed in the pool and still Binky never tried to take it far with me and I respected her even more for it.
.....Even though us kissing ain't doing nun but making my cooter cry, I tend to take everything slow and whatever happens, happens.
"What'chu thinking bout?"
I shook my head "nun it's just kinda crazy to me"
"What? That we be kissing?"
"Yea, we was just friends a few weeks ago"
Binky laughed "we still is"
"Yea but we was just regular friends. Ones that don't kiss on eachother"
"Nah I get it. We ain't got to no mo' if you not comfortable"
I immediately shook my head. I didn't wanna give up kissing her.. "No it's not that, it's just- different. I don't know.. but it's a good different"
"Then that's all that matters"
Is it though?
"You like me?" I asked and I can tell this caught Binky off guard by the way she got up and scratched her head
"That's for you to answer. You asked me to kiss kiss you first, remember?"
"Yea..."
"So you like me?" Binky asked reversing the question
"I don't think so"
Binky gave me this weird look "So why we kissing?"
"Because....-"
shit.
I paused for a minute as I thought about this question hard. I don't know if I like Binky like that.. I think I'm just looking for some kind of affection right now to get my mind off things
"Because?" Binky asked snapping me out my thoughts
"I don't know to be honest.."
I watch Binky face sadden "Oh. Well maybe we shouldn't be kissing then"
"What- why?"
"Because if youn like me then what's the point of kissing? That's just gone lead to sum else"
"I like kissing you though"
"That's what's confusing me. You say youn like me but you like kissing me, it don't make sense"
I squint my brows "You can kiss somebody and not like them"
"Nah, that's backwards as fuck. We just ain't gone kiss no mo'"
"Oh.. ok"
"not gone lie that kinda made my heart hurt but it's coo. I understand" Binky sat back down on the other side of her bed before getting on her phone
It's not like I don't wanna like her but I gotta think about the bond we got. Relationships break friendship bonds. I like being with Binky and I wouldn't want anything to come between us
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"so you telling me you ain't never even touch Z?" Binky asked me surprised as fuck. We were talking about the side our relationship with Z and Glo that only we saw
"Nah, she alway avoid me"
"Damn so she just been planting dick in you the whole time?"
I smacked my teeth "Hell nah. All she did was lick on me "
"What? ..So she never even strapped you?"
I shook my head no.
Binky shakes her head as well "That's crazy. Y'all sex life was boring"
"She put down good head though, not gone even lie"
"Must be nice" Binky muttered and I grew a little confused at her comment
"Huh? ..Man don't tell me Glo not a real eater"
"It Was decent. Most of the times I forced my legs to shake to make her feel a little better about her self"
"Thats gotta be embarrassed as a stud. Making us look bad" I said and we both began to laugh
"Nah real shit. I understand if you a fem and don't know what you doing but as a stud? That should illegal" Binky responded causing us both to bust out laughing again
I slowed my laughter down a lil "Damn, I wonder how their life is without us"
Binky smirked "Probably miserable as hell"
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GLO POV
"Z what's been eating you up?" I asked Z looking at her while she lay her head on the kitchen counter
"Nun' was all she said.
Z highkey been pissin me off lately...I try to get her sum bitches and she act like she don't want nobody now that Lay gone. She gone and ain't shit she could do about it
"Man, don't stress yoself out over no bitch, she already fucked up too many times it was bound she was gone fuck up"
Z spoke still with her head on the counter
"Nah man, Ian stressing. Just wondering if she Ight. She ain't even text me back sense I last texted"
I smacked my teeth as I walked over the fridge pulling out a can of sprite then opening it
"She probably in another mutha fucka bed right now, I told you her ass a hoe"
Z rolled her eyes. Not knowing that I saw her do the shit, but I did
"Lay was a lot of shit, ian never see her opening her legs just for anybody besides me. So she definitely won't no hoe"
"You saying it like she didn't get nobody number at the fair"
Z sighed and sat up straight "Ion know. Maybe I took it to far with her.."
I took a sip of my sprite before speaking
"Nah you ain't take it far enough gang. Stop stressing yoself Z forreal. Shorty from the other day tryna slide through. That's the only thing yo mind need to be focused on right now
I can tell Z wasn't really fucking with it but I don't care. Z needa get her mind off Lay hoe ass and get back in the game.
What's over, over.