Third person's pov
"Huh" ayaka and satoru both said in unison. they were now meeting with their sensei yaga and were talking about what happened to suguru geto. Shoko did not bother to attend the meeting since she says she was bored of this. She just wants to be a doctor after all.
yaga sighed again and closed his eyes. "don't make me repeat myself. suguru has massacred the village he went to and now he's on the run." ayaka couldn't process what her sensei were saying while Satoru has flashbacks on how weird his best friends act recently.
"I heard you that's why i said huh." Satoru protested as he clenched his fist. "this could be a false news sensei." ayaka commented still not believing what he just said to his students.
"there's nothing left on suguru's home" their sensei added. satoru began sweating from what he heard again it was as if he could punch the wall beside him right now. "there's no fucking way he did..." satoru mumbles. ayaka looked up to him and frowned.
this was the first time she has seen her lover so stressed. she doesn't know what to do as of now. she is internally panicking.
Ayaka's pov
damn it! I don't know!!!! I want to scream right now and kill as many curses as I can. Why the hell did this happen? What happened to geto senpai. I have never seen satoru this so serious. He was never like this. How do i calm him down.
It fucking hurts me that i can feel he is hurting inside from what just happened.
"satoru... " i whispered and tried holding his hand but he refused which made me startled. "I.."
"excuse me..." i decided to leave the meeting which satoru did not bother. I just don't want to be in that meeting anymore. Not because satoru was annoyed at me but because of what happened to suguru. I'm still clueless why he did that and what really happened.
suguru was one of the good friend i've ever had. he was there for me ever since. He was always there. He knew that i've had feelings for satoru before everyone else. Suguru never failed to protect me.
when we almost died from amanai's incident, he was there protecting me with all he got. It hurts me that things has to change like this. I was walking down the hallway when i suddenly bumped into someone and fell to the ground due to the heavy impact of this person's bold chest.
"ouch" i muttered my eyes closed as i rub my forehead gently.
"need help?" the familiar voice says which made me snap back and look up to who it was. "ohhhhh nanami-san!" nanami furrowed his brows and pat ayaka's head
"you ok senpai? you look worried?"
i just shook my head and decided not tell the issue about geto yet since yaga's must be keeping it a secret first. "i'm-i'm just tired but no worries." I lied before walking away. I did not bother to look back on what nanami's reaction was. I'm not really in the mood right now after the issue about geto suguru.
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Satoru's pov:
"Ah gojo? I met geto in shinjuku." After hearing those words from shoko on a phone call, still wearing my uniform i rushed to shinjuku to find suguru.
"i need to know why." I thought to myself. I've been in my dorm for hours. Alone. Not to mention, i haven't seen ayaka either. Well it doesn't matter right now. I'm planning on killing suguru.
after taking a bus ride i was now at shinjuku looking everywhere for geto until i spotted a long black hair walking around wearing a sweatshirt and pants. Damn it. My eyes are draining me i forgot to fucking put a glasses.
My adrenaline has been kicking in since earlier. I hate the fact that suguru is so stupid for what he did.
"suguru, explain yourself." I demand while staring straight into his eyes. Suguru only smirk at me before opening his mouth to speak. "didn't you hear from shoko? there's not much else to it." What the fuck does he even mean about this?
"so.. you'll just kill everyone who is not a shaman? even your own parents?"
suguru only chuckled to my question before answering again. "I can't go making exceptions for my parents right?"
"and those people aren't my only family" suguru continued making me clenched my teeth. i am 100% mad that he is even saying this after lecturing me before. Does this shit have to end this way? did he really just ate what he said before?
is he even hearing himself? "fuck, that's not what i'm asking. I thought you were against killing if there is no meaning to it?" i asked still furrowing my brows. I am confused. So confuse that i don't even know what's happening right now. Is this even real huh?
suguru smiled again. this time his smile was so different like there's a devil inside him. "oh but there's meaning to it and significance too." he chuckled and opened his mouth again to speak again. "There's even a purpose to it." This is getting out of hand. I know he is not in his right mind. I just know.
"No there isn't!" i yelled even though some people were already looking at us. You wanna make a world of shamans by killing non shamans. There's no fucking way it's gonna work!!" I kept yelling. My blood is already boiling right now. I can't believe he believed in something so fucking stupid.
How come suguru turned out like this?!
"Trying dumb stuff that you know doesn't work is as meaningless as it gets. " i convinced him but before I could say anything he already interrupted me "That's pretty arrogant" suguru says while looking on the ground.
"What?"
"It's possible for you right, satoru?"
now i got even more confused with this guy what the fuck is he really talking about? am i the only one who is not understanding any of this fucking shit!?
Ayaka's point of view
12:09am
1:15am
2:30am
3:01am
I woke up for the fourth time this time and i decided not to sleep back again. You know why? It's because of what happened to geto and i haven't seen satoru ever since that issue. I'm just convincing myself that maybe it is destined to happen.
I decide to get up and get some food at the fridge while i sat alone in my sofa in the living room until i heard a knock on the door. I'm sure it's probably satoru or... A ghost cause who would knock at 3 in the morning right? Thats right. No one. Unless there is a ghost. Nevermind that i'll just open the door.
as i open the door slightly. I took a peak of who could it be only to see a shoko dressed up while she leans her head on the door wh inhaling her cigarette. "get dress we're going somewhere."
"what are—"
"mei mei, utahime and i went to the bar at 12:00am but when i came back here at 2:00am to rest i saw satoru alone and that when i know you were in your room so i decided to invite you." She interrupted which made me open the door widely.
"i've been here all day." i said as i crossed my arms raising my left eyebrow. "Ok.. thanks for the late invite but... since i love you, wait me here."
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When we got to the bar. It was just a small room with dim and different lights. Light music are echoing in my ears while everyone is having fun. Well this seems to be fun and i am very excited to have fun with the girls. After a few shot i felt a little bit dizzy but it's no worries at all maybe i just didn't get enough sleep.
Not until one hour had passed and everything suddenly fucking felt different. Adrenaline has been rushing through my whole body. I felt a whole level of excitement and confidence. Oh god this is so good. "let's dance!" I yelled so mei mei and others can here me and they all looked at me with their eyes wide open while smirking.
"what? can't a girl dance?"
The three girls did not answered me at all instead they just pull me to the stage where everyone was dancing.
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"Take your shot!!!!!" shoko yelled while i take my.... 12th shot of tequila. I don't even know what is happening. All i know is i'm dancing and fucking enjoying the night of my life.
I took my shot when someone grabbed me by my arms. As i look up to see whoever it is, honestly i don't care. "Bitchhhhhh you are so fucking drunk." OHHHHHH IT'S MEI MEI!! HAHA
"Oh hey!!" I yelled.
"let's go outside and take some fresh air" she says while i only nodded. when we were already outside i can see some car like it's an illusion and my world is already spinning. Isn't there any gravity here. Why is everything spinning not until i felt something in my stomach. I don't know what is happening but my food i mean the food i ate is coming out of my mouth while i hear muffled voices.
"gojo is not even answering my calls and text."
I heard clearly which made me look at them while my saliva is still in my lips. "Do...n't call him.. he busy..." I stuttered my eyes slowly closing on it's own.