'I got too many hoes, but they ain't you.'
Rehab by Brent Faiyaz
🚨THIS CHAPTER MENTIONS TRIGGERING CONTENT SUCH AS PHYSICAL ABUSE🚨
AUTHOR'S POV
Y/n stood there frozen; she recognized his voice. Eunwoo's voice. But she was so scared at the moment. She thought it was him. She opened the door for him with shaky hands.
And there he was, standing across her with a messy hair and dark eyes. Eunwoo's eyes softened when he saw her state. He frowned his eyebrows looking at her glossy eyes, his eyes travelled down to her hands just to witness them shaking slightly.
He couldn't help but to question himself, if he's the one who's scaring her.
"What's wrong cupcake?" he uttered as he took a step forward before cupping her face between his hands. He could see her lips trembling, tears threatening to fall from the corner of her eyes.
"Am I scaring you?" he then added as she didn't respond to the first question. "Tell me, Did I scare you?" he never intended to scare her.
Y/n shook her head as a no, she couldn't utter a single word.
"I better leave, I didn't mean to scare you" he explained taking a step to the back.
"No! Stay!" Y/n said as her voice quivered, her hand tugged on his shirt as she pulled him close to her figure. She wanted to feel secure.
"Don't go" she whispered audibly looking up at him.
"Listen Y/n, I don't want you to fear me. I've never had intentions to scare you" Eunwoo paused "Even that day, I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm s-orry for my behavior. I was out of control" he apologized caressing her face.
"I don't have violent tendencies, trust me. I'm not this kind of person" Eunwoo explained himself, he didn't know why he was trying his best to make her feel comfortable.
But he knows one thing for sure, he hates it when they're not talking.
He hates it when she's ignoring him.
Y/n hugged him all of a sudden. She hugged him so tight while he stood there frozen with wide eyes. He didn't hug her back. he was just shocked. Eunwoo could feel his heartbeat pounding like crazy, as if it's about to explode anytime soon.
He doubted with himself whether to hug her back or not.
But he gave up, his arms made their way to her back pulling her close to his body before he hugged her back.
This was new for him.
"Can I stay here tonight?" he asked stroking her hair and she nodded against his chest without breaking the hug.
"Come in" she guided him inside her apartment.
"Are you okay?" Eunwoo asked her concerned as they both made their way into her apartment. Y/n nodded in response flashing him a smile.
"I was just exhausted from all the work" she lied.
Eunwoo walked closer to her figure, they were both now standing in the living room. The place was filled with a comfortable silence. Their eyes talked millions of words, as they stood there without doing anything.
"You know, you shouldn't be overworking" Eunwoo said, getting closer to her. He then placed his hands on both sides of her waist before he pulled her close.
"I wanted some distraction" she mumbled.
She really wanted to tell him how much she missed him, she wanted to confess her feeling, she wanted him to know how much she likes him. But she's just too afraid that he'll leave her.
Everybody knows that Eunwoo don't do "relationships" so 'why would I mess it up?' she thought.
"I thought you went with Lilin" she then added looking up at him.
Her eyes were a turn on for him, they looked so tempting. Her doe eyes seemed like they were begging him to fuck her.
Eunwoo gulped as he tried his best to focus on their conversation.
"Uhm- yeah but I wanted to see you, so I've changed my mind" the tension was getting higher. His hands didn't leave the sides of her waist and his eyes couldn't help but stare into her beautiful brown eyes.
"Your eyes are beautiful cupcake" he uttered all of a sudden leaving her blush.
BETTY'S POV
It's been a whole week since I last saw Jungkook. He would usually appear at my workplace or send me some random text messages, but I didn't hear from him for the past seven days.
Gosh, I rolled my eyes in annoyance. It's not like I care about him. Fuck it! I just need to meet a new guy and sleep with him in order to move on from this mess.
I didn't sleep with any other guy after I spent the two unforgettable nights with Jungkook. It's not like I have a special feeling for him, but he was so good at it that it made me wanna do it again and again.
But I knew that it gotta stop at some point. I only do "one night stands" I reminded myself. This is for my own good. I can't be in a relationship, especially in my state.
Why do I feel so empty though? I know, it's not Jungkook. I know that I won't feel better even if he'll be with me.
When will my nightmares end? When will I ever be happy? Fuck, I hate it. I fucking hate it so much. I hate myself.
I hate the way I turned into this girl: emotionless, selfish ...cold.
What have I become?
I could feel my tears threatening to fall from the corner of my eyes.
My eyes roamed the room, looking my messy state.
My room was a mess, just like my life. Piles of papers were on every corner of the room. The wine bottle that I've started to drink earlier was placed at the center of the bedroom.
I sighed as I threw myself on the bed, not caring enough to cover up I laid there until my eyelids started to feel heavy.
"Daddy! Please stop!"
"Daddy please stop hitting mom."
"Go to your fucking room Betty! Get the fuck out of my face!"
"Betty, honey go in your room. Mom and dad will fix this"
"But mom!"
"Do as I said baby, go in your room"
My eyes opened wide.
It's just a stupid nightmare.
I curled myself in a ball before I felt my tears streaming down my face. Tears that I didn't know I was holding kept on falling down my face.
I felt so lonely.
Words couldn't describe the emptiness I was feeling inside. I wanted to disappear forever. I just want to end this pain.
EUNWOO'S POV
It was almost midnight, Y/n fell asleep in my arms as we both sat on the couch. My insomnia couldn't let me sleep so I took this opportunity to look at her while she's sleeping.
Y/n kept on snuggling on my chest.
God, I love to have her in my embrace. I want her, all to myself.
Seeing her being all happy with Taehyung made me feel some sort of way, it's not jealousy. I know that for sure. I was just triggered.
Meeting him was a bad idea.
I don't wanna see him ever again. He's gonna remind me of everything which I've finally learned to let go.
FLASHBACK
"No way" we all laughed by Jin's joke. We were all gathered up as we sat around the bonfire. We were at the beach, late night in the middle of June.
School was finally over and the summer breaks were officially starting.
The gang....me, Jungkook, Taehyung, Jin and Namjoon decided to go on a trip at the beach. Just like how we did for the past ten years.
This was our thing. We loved to visit different places every summer.
This year, It was Taehyung's idea to go to the beach.
The boys, including me were working so hard to build up that summer body. We were teens, well horny teens.
I met them when I was eight, Namjoon and Jin knew each other way before us. So, one day Jin and Taehyung, the two siblings, came to Namjoon's mansion for his birthday party.
I was playing with little Jungkook when Taehyung accidentally bumped into Jungkook, he was so tiny back then. His eyes fell on the toys that we were both holding.
FLASHBACK ENDS
I sighed by the memories. It's hard to lose a friend. Especially when you thought that y'all could last forever. I never thought I would lose them.
Nothing stays the same.
NEXT MORNING
(A/N: Ugh, look at my husband😖🤍❕)
"Wake up cupcake" I whispered near her ears. My eyes fell on her lips that formed a pout. Damn, she's so cute. I smiled to myself before I leaned closer to her ear once again.
"Wake up" I whispered trailing kisses down her neck.
"Stop" she giggled with her morning voice.
"What time is it?" she then asked looking up at me.
"Oh my Lord!" she got up in an instant as she looked up the time.
"Why didn't you wake me up?" she whined getting up from the couch. "We're gonna be late" she was about to make her way to her bedroom but I pulled her by her wrist making her seat on my lap.
"Easy baby" I whispered sliding her hair to the side in order to expose her neck. "What you rushing for?" I smiled against her neck before I trailed butterfly kisses on her soft skin.
Y/n sat still, she such a good girl.
"Tell me cupcake" I traced the crock of her neck with the tip of my nose, listening to her steady breath. "I-I was about to change my clothes" she stuttered making me smile.
She was avoiding eye contact at all costs. Cute!
"Mind if I come with you then?" I whispered, my eyes falling on her big boobs. I watched them as they rose up and down by her heavy breathing.
My hand rested on her exposed thighs, her rolled up skirt made it even more hot, I caressed her thick thighs looking up at her.
Y/n turned her head over me, finally making eye contact. There so much more than lust in her eyes.
I could see; empathy, curiosity and maybe affection.
"Now, get up" I chuckled "I've tortured you enough. Go dress up, I'm gonna take you somewhere" I added, giving her butt a little spank.
"Where are we going?" she then asked getting up. "You'll see when we get there" I answered earning an eye roll from her.
"Eunwoo?" she called out my name with her soft voice and I looked up at her. "Did I perhaps talk in my sleep?" she asked fidgeting with her fingers, causing me to frown my eyes.
I've noticed how she was snuggling on my chest, but she didn't utter a single word in her sleep. Does she suffer from nightmares?
"No, why did you ask?" I could see the relief in her eyes.
"It's nothing" she gave me a small smile before she disappeared in her room.
JIMIN'S POV
"One, two- ugh I don't like the way you're moving your hips Deborah, give it more power, more life ...be more energetic" I instructed my dance partner.
"Hey, Jimin there's someone who wants to talk to you" one of the members jogged over me.
"Who?" I frown my eyebrows in curiosity.
"I don't know, I've never seen him before, he just told me that he's a friend of yours"
"Okay guys, give me five minutes. I'll be back" I rushed out of the studio. 'Who would it be?' my mind couldn't help but wonder.
I stopped in my tracks as my eyes fell on the person who was waiting for me in the hall. 'It can be. Am I hallucinating?'
"Jin?"
A/N: Hello my dears🤗 Hope you liked this chapter. I really enjoyed reading your comments on the previous chapter. Your theories are interesting ngl. Keep on voting and don't forget to comment🦋
I wanna know what you guys think about Betty....
Love ya💜