Weeks go on of the pregnancy
(FOR REFERENCE BTW TUMMY BIGGER)
My stomach just got bigger by the time and again the more time passed by the less I wanted to think about Minho. I had given up hope that he was ever returning and I was fine with it
I was working an oversized T-shirt and joggers since it was what really fit me, jeans officially didn't fit. It was afternoon and the sun was slowly setting
I was washing the dishes and just cleaning around the house when someone was knocking on the door, as I checked they were covering the whole.
So I ignored trying to open the door as I was walking to sit on my couch, I could hear how they were typing in the code to open my door
Who would know my code either than joy plus why would she knock if she knew it, I just watched tv. Suddenly the door opened I stayed quiet but I couldn't see who came in since the lights were off
I could hear the footsteps and a big tall shadow that's when the lights turned on, my heart sank as it was Minho but I wasn't even happy to see him
I his my belly maybe he didn't since he never replied to the message or saw it, he came closer but I backed away he noticed too
Minho- how have you've been?
Y/n- i was doing fine until you came... why even bother coming?
Minho- I had my chance so I took it, don't you think I've missed you like crazy
Y/n- oh really and you expect me to continue living this way Minho
Minho- let's not fight please I've been doing so much
Y/n- you think I havent?
He looked confused omg I was going to reveal it I guess he really didn't know. " have you even cared to check your phone?" I said
Minho- I have how is the baby doing
Y/n- so now you care? You couldn't even reply
Minho- I'm so sorry please y/n forgive I'm trying my best
May I? He said pointing at me stomach to see, i lifted up my shirt and my tummy revealed. He was crouched in front of me as I was sitting on the couch
He touched my stomach softly and gave it a kiss from this face I knew he was happy, but that didn't change anything
Minho- you look beautiful pregnant
Y/n- thank you but you should just leave you'll probably be back right when the baby's born so don't bother returning
Minho- y/n why are you being so harsh on me I wanted to see you and how you were doing
Y/n- we'll you saw me happy and know you got me pregnant
We both stood by the door as I waited for him to leave " Minho just go and know you really don't deserve to be a father " I pushed him out the door and shut it
I felt super bad telling him that but I couldn't help but cry it was my fault or I don't know but it was hard for me at this moment. Only thing keeping me strong is my baby
Next day
I has to go grocery shopping my mom came with me since joy was working, Minho was still transferring me money every week which I appreciated a lot
Y/n- you know what Im craving something sweet or sour like gushers and sour patch kids
Mom- when I was pregnant with you I craved a lot too like gummy bears in ice cream or pizza with whipped cream Ahhaha
After we were done we headed back to the apartment to organize everything thankfully my mother helped me which was so amazing
Mother- the chances might be he can either come when your giving birth or when the baby is born
Y/n- i wish he doesn't come at all I'm still in love with him and it hurts thinking this way but I can't just wait all the time
Mother- I know it hurts baby but he's the father of your baby and he has all rights to it too, you don't need to love him but let him see the baby
My mother was right although why was I scared of loosing feelings for him. It was the right thing to do