'I always feel like,
Somebody's watching me.'
Somebody's Watching Me by Rockwell
"Calm down Y/n" I tried to take deep breaths as the elevator travelled down. "It's just an illusion, he's not here" I could feel my eyes getting teary, my hands shaking lightly as they were clutching the straps of my purse.
"It's just an illusion" I kept whispering to myself until I arrived at the last floor. The door of the elevator slid open, and I rushed out of the building.
My heart was about to explode. I wanted to go home so bad.
I was scared.
I hate the fact that every little thing triggers me. 'Am I overreacting?' I asked myself as I called a cab. Why do I feel so weak? I hate the fact that I'm so helpless.
I hate that I live everyday fearing that he'll come back. I'm so afraid that he'll be back and take me with him. The fact that I'm surrounded by people who are willing to protect me, yet I feel so helpless and lonely is annoying.
I know how Jimin is so protective towards me. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for him. Yet I feel so scared even if he's beside me.
And now, I don't wanna picture Eunwoo like him.
I don't want my traumas to affect me, I don't want them to make me portray Eunwoo as my abusive ex-boyfriend.
The way he held my wrist made me recall what I've been through. When he was shouting at me, I couldn't help but picture him.
UNKNOWN POV
I watched as Y/n rushed out of the building, she seemed nervous. I watched carefully how she called a cab. Damn I miss her. I miss her so bad.
I miss her smell. The was she looks at me with fear. But most of all, I miss her cries. The way she begs me to set her free.
I smirked as those memories floated inside my head. The desire of holding her captive was building up inside of me. But I told myself to wait a little bit as I didn't want to make the same mistakes that I did last time.
I don't want to fail this time.
If I'll have her, I won't ever let her go.
No one is going to be able to snatch her away from me.
I'll make sure that I'll eliminate every single person that comes in my way. I won't show any mercy. As a matter of fact, I wouldn't be showing any mercy to her loved ones, I won't show mercy to Jimin nor Aaron.
Those two ruined my plan. They ruined my fucking plan by taking her away from me. But now I'll make sure that I'll remove them before they even know it.
They're going to be my first target.
My eyes followed her movement as she walked into the cab.
I started the engine of my vehicle to follow her.
I'll be following you from afar until I'll make you mine once again.
JUNGKOOK'S POV
I won't ever give up on you Betty. I would wait for eternity just for you to tell me that you want me too. I don't know what I saw in you. Fuck!
"Jungkook!" she whisper yelled when she saw me sitting across her table. She then walked towards me leaving her friend behind.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" she tried to scold me, but it just made me smile, her annoyed face was enjoyable. "What do you mean baby? I'm here to grab lunch" I stated calmly, annoying her even more.
"Oh, my Go- ugh! Jungkook!!" she whined. She then yanked me by my wrist and led me out of the restaurant.
"I thought I made it clear Jungkook!" she exclaimed massaging her temples.
"What are you talking about?" I kept on teasing her. My eyes admired her beautiful features while she kept on whining.
"I don't want you to get the wrong idea Betty, I'm not here to see you" I stated and just like that her angry facial expression changed to a surprised one.
"In fact, you see that lady right there?" I asked her to point out the lady that was walking over the building.
Betty nodded her head as a yes, the moment she saw the lady coming over us.
"That's my co-worker, I'm here to meet her" I stated with confidence and a devilish smirk. Betty's cheeks were now tint with a pink shade due to the embarrassment.
"Oh!" she laughed awkwardly and turned her heels to go back in, but then she turned around and stared at me for several seconds. Betty opened her mouth to say something but then she closed it back again.
"My bad" she murmured before she walked in, causing me to chuckle.
I then turned my head over my colleague.
"Hey Matilde" I greeted welcoming her in my embrace.
"Hey Koo" she flashed her smile at me as we both walked in.
I loved to see her embarrassed face.
Betty was avoiding eye contact, while I kept on staring at her from where I was sitting.
BETTY'S POV
"Fuck me, fuck me!" I whispered repeatedly as I sat across Samara, who currently was laughing her ass off. I rolled my eyes by her reaction and closed my eyes due to the embarrassment.
"What happened?" she asked between laughter turning her head over Jungkook who was now facing me. Jungkook's date was facing us her back, her long black hair was covering almost all of her.
I averted my gaze back to Samara and covered my face, mumbling "Fuck me" against my palms.
"Jungkook wasn't following me" I whispered.
"He had a date" I whined. It's not like it bothered me, but I felt so ashamed of my actions.
"Oh" Samara chuckled "Seems like dude gave up on you, he moved on" she said with a smile, but something felt uneasy. Maybe he did move on. Why should I care?
I'm the one who told him to give up on us.
I rolled my eyes and changed the subject.
"Let's call Jimin" I took out my phone to invite him.
"Are you perhaps avoiding your feelings?" Samara asked me but I ignored her turning my face to the side.
A WEEK LATER
Y/N'S POV
It's been a week since me and Mr. Cha talked properly. Whenever we had an encounter, he would ignore me or vice versa. I mostly ignored him on the first four days.
I didn't know how to act after what happened. I know, I might be overreacting, but I think about him whenever I see Mr. Cha. I also know that he didn't mean to hurt me, but I can't help it.
Suddenly, my ringtone pulled me back to reality.
I shifted my gaze to my phone just to see Aaron's name displayed on the screen.
"Hey baby" he greeted as soon as I picked up the phone. I couldn't help but feel guilty whenever he calls me that.
Little did he know that I'm being disloyal to him.
I feel so bad for what I've done. But I promised myself to tell him everything once he gets here. I can't keep on doing this to him.
He saved me when I was in a desperate need of help, but I stabbed his back. I have let another man touch me while I had a boyfriend.
"Hey Aaron" I mumbled.
"What's up baby? You seem off, are you okay? Did you overwork last night?" he threw questions after questions causing me to sigh.
"No babe" I forced the last word just to match his energy. "I'm just in the middle of something, I have a lot to do" I told him sincerely.
"Okay then baby, I'll call you later" he was about to hung up the phone but then I heard him calling out my name.
"Yes, Aaron" I answered, my heart was about to explode as if he caught me cheating. "I forgot to remind you; I'll be back two days later" he exclaimed before he ended the call.
Today drained me, I had a long day.
I walked out of Astro's Enterprises just to witness Eunwoo and his so-called childhood best friend; Lilin. They were both walking over his car.
Eunwoo helped her get in the passenger's seat opening the door for her like a gentleman, he the proceeded to the other side hopping in the vehicle.
They both didn't notice me.
Eunwoo was laughing, while she kept on telling him something.
I know, I shouldn't be feeling this kinda way. But I hate to see them together. I feel like she has feelings for him.
As I was about to cross the road, I accidentally made eye contact with Eunwoo, who was driving past me. I then shifted my gaze to the side in an instant, while he drove off, as if he didn't see me.
I guess he won't talk to me ever again, I sighed.
What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm the one who pushed him first, I'm being so childish. But I can't help it. Whenever I lay my eyes on his hazel orbs, I feel like hugging him so damn tight.
I want him so bad.
Aren't this how we are? We always want the things we can't have.
My hands clutched my purse as I crossed the street to call a cab. As my eyes were roaming the dark street, I noticed a black car that was parked not so far from where I was.
I don't know why but something felt so uneasy.
Something about the car was so creepy.
"Y/n?!" I heard a familiar name calling me from behind causing me to flinch. 'Gosh he scared me.'
"Yes Mr. Jeon" I answered as I turned around to witness the bunny looking man.
"Why are you still here? It's not safe to be alone at this hour, come on get inside the car" he added. 'Thank you, God, I needed this' I was really terrified.
"Thank you, sir," I thanked him buckling my seat belt.
"Ma'am" Jungkook chuckled "There ain't no need to be formal with me, call me Jungkook" I laughed nervously, and I shifted my gaze to the rare view just to see the car behind us with the lights on.
This means that the person inside that car has started the engine.
I just wanna arrive at my apartment safely.
Fuck, I'm so scared right now.
My nightmares are getting worse, and I've never felt so scared. I feel so weak. I don't feel safe.
Jungkook drove me to my apartment while asking me questions about Betty. Damn, he's really into her. I can see it from his eyes whenever he mentions her name. I can tell by the way of the corners of his lips curve up when I talk about her.
I really want her to like him back. But sometimes it's just like that. We can't force people to like us back. We can't make them like us back. Just like me and Eunwoo.
I like, no! I love him so much...but he can't return the same feeling.
So, in this case I've told myself to keep loving him until I'll fall out love. I'll love him until the feelings will slowly fade.
I hope they will. I hope they will fade so I can move on.
"Thank you, Mr. Jeon- I mean Jungkook" I corrected myself as I saw him rolling his eyes. My feet made contact with the floor, and I turned around over Jungkook, bowing repeatedly to show my thankfulness.
"Bye Y/n, take care!" he shouts driving off.
As soon as Jungkook's car moved my eyes fell on the black car that I saw earlier at Astro's. My mind went blank, and my heartbeat increased.
I rushed inside the building and got into the elevator, pressing the button of my floor. My hands got sweaty, I really wanted to call someone at the moment, but I couldn't move a single thing of my body, as if I lost control over them.
I tried to inhale and exhale, just like how Jimin told me. I was trying my best to calm my ass down. I don't know why a single thing triggered me this much, but these days all I've been thinking about is him.
The moment I arrived at my floor; my legs rushed over my apartment. My hands were slightly shaking as I opened the door of my apartment.
A sigh of relief left my mouth as soon as I got inside. I closed the door in a rush before leaning my back on it.
Everything went back to normal until I heard a knock on the door.
My heart skipped a beat.
"Who is i-it?" I stuttered, placing my hand on my chest.
"It's me...open the fucking door!"
A/N: 👀👀 Who would it be?
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